sad guy...

what's wrong for being a gay? i'm a gay. so what? if you dont like me then get lost. dont stay there and interrupt my life.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

April 2009 Examination Results

APRIL 2009 EXAMINATION

No Unit Code Session Description Grades

1 UALE1063 200901 ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE A-

2 UAPO1003 200901 INTRODUCTION TO POLITICAL SCIENCE B

3 UMSD1104 200901 CELL BIOLOGY C+

4 UMSD1114 200901 STRUCTURAL BIOCHEMISTRY C

5 UMSD1123 200901 ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY I F

GPA 2.1941

CGPA 2.1941

Status CANDIDACY TO CONTINUE.

Date of Release Monday, 25 May 2009

 

Kinda disappointing here… >< what can do? :(

没办法啦。。。没有念书的后果就是这样的啦。。。bleh~

所以A&P就要repeat了罗。。。>< die~

一年了。。。

宝贝,我们一年了。。。

祝我们一周年愉快。。。

:)

我爱你~

Sunday, May 24, 2009

几则小笑话。。。

呵呵。看台湾综艺节目天才冲冲冲之谁是老鼠屎。。。看到了乃哥徐乃麟的笑话。。。

大概大概是这样的。。。

 

1. 中国成功地把所有疫情quarantine了。。。原因很简单。。。他们把所有的传播昆虫给~

蚊子 戴口罩。。。

苍蝇 戴手套。。。

蟑螂 公的戴避孕套,母的结扎。。。

 

2. 一个卖中国山药的老头,卖的山药和台湾平常粗粗的不同 - 老头卖的是那种瘦瘦长长的山药。。。

(城哥打岔说:粗粗壮壮,老娘不怕;瘦瘦长长,老娘投降~)

那个山药可厉害了~据说~

老公吃了 老婆受不了。。。

老婆吃了 老公受不了。。。

两公婆吃了 床受不了。。。

问老头为什么不多种一些,老头说

种太多 地受不了。。。

 

哈哈。。。其实也没有什么好笑还是什么的。。。只是有点闲空,因为男朋友去了北京几天,还要一个星期才回来。。。赫赫。。。想念他。

Saturday, May 09, 2009

sucks examination results?

hmm… currently having my finals for my degree y1s1… hope that will have good results. but honestly – it doesnt seem that i will have good results. bleh.

have quite low coursework marks for the subjects… seriously low for Anatomy & Physiology I (dunno got 20/40 or not ><)… approximately 30/40 for english for science and intro to political science… arnd 25-30/40 for both science subjects – structural biochemistry and cell biology…

honestly – kinda sucks. been working VERY HARD for the biochemistry and cell biology lab reports – but ended up not even 32/40 (80%)… sucks.

as for Anatomy and Physiology I, i just hope that i will get at least 40/100 (pass…) haix~ better pass than repeat. hehe. have low marks cause din pay much attention in class hehe… ><

hmm… whatever. see how much GPA will i get for this semester loh… haix… hope that will get at least 2.5 loh… used to be at least 3 during my foundation year… ><

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

low coursework marks… ><

scored quite low coursework marks for my degree y1s1 compared to my foundation year… :(

for structural biochemistry, i scored 27.1/40; for cell biology, i scored 26.4/40; for political science, i scored 30.1/40… unknown for both english and A&P I yet…

bleh. down days… ><

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

随便说。

两个人之间的一切一切。。。

从那一刻机缘性的相见到两个人真正认识的那一天,直到两人交往的时候。。。

从两人开始甜蜜地交集,幸福地在电影院里喂对方吃甜食,直到第一次吵架的那一刻。。。

从互相了解,到会替对方担忧顾虑,顾及对方的感受。。。

in short, 从结识到结合到离合。。。

那一切一切。都是美好的回忆。

人应该珍惜俩人之间的曾经拥有?

还是在乎俩人是否天长地久?

不同的人会有不同的见解。

不管怎样,只要是能够符合两个人之间的意识就好了。。。:)

我爱我的宝贝。我深信我宝贝也爱我。

祝我们长久。赫赫。。。

Monday, March 09, 2009

the beginning of ‘Ah Pehhh’…

adopted a cute puppy, a female one, and named it as ‘Ah Pehhh’… :P

hehe ^^ cute name for cute people’s cute puppy~

bought pet stuff, including its bowl, dog biscuit etc for around rm150… ><

quite a big amount, but it should be okay cause all 6 of us are sharing hehe… ^^

:D bleh~ for pictures ah… you can follow this link…

http://perplexed-jess.blogspot.com/2009/03/adoptor-not-struggling-leh.html

hehe… enjoy ^^

Saturday, February 28, 2009

airasia ticket from kuala lumpur to tianjin, china…

bought 3 return tickets for my hubby and his 2 female coursemates, traveling from kuala lumpur to tianjin china…

total rm2134.00 (something like that lah…) hmm… kinda expensive. haha… nvm lah. since ppl is going to pay me back. :P

so… nothing much lah. just a bit down that i cant follow along loh. hehe. but have to understand too – cause he’s not that out yet. so no ‘reason’ to bring along a… err… partner… ><

bleh. nothing much. just a random thought while in the middle of doing the stupid structural biochemistry reports… ><

after this 2 structural biochemistry reports, still have to do the anatomy and physiology lab tutorial… >< somemore have to submit 2 group assignments (which we havent start anything at all, yet…) yoh… die lah like this. haha… ><

Friday, February 27, 2009

a… err… ‘funny’ day?

went to thursday classes as usual, and got informed of my very terrible practical report marks… ><

i got only 60/100 for my structural biochemistry centrifugation report, and only 43/100 for my cell biology cell structure report…

thats like so… err… damn low. haha… the highest for biochem is 75 and the highest for cell bio is 58…

both jess and i were… stunned? when we knew our results… compared to 80-90 usually in foundation, that is seriously low. ><

so, after classes, both of us were quite… sad and down. so we decided to cycle to westlake area… ><

when we reached there, we just wondered around and cycled around… and i went to an optical center and make myself a new pair of spec, those thick rubber frame one, like my display pic here one hehe… jess said it suits me :) so i decided to go for it after cycle around and had our dinner… hehe…

we had our dinner at a 24hour mamak, at the corner opposite the CK optic… of which the boss (or the manager?) is quite polite… :) i heard a malay uncle told him ‘lain kali mali lagi ah~’ which means next time i’ll visit again… which im totally agree with that uncle now hehe… cheap food and good services… ;)

after everything, we started to cycle home around 6+… and at that time it started to rain again >< haix~ then we were forced to stay at that area, and that was when we found out that there is a quite cheap karaoke center… called A-box ah? or something like that lah haha… very cheap leh~

6 hours of singing (weekdays from 12pm-6pm) only cost students rm8 (+10% charge)… which is rm8.80 nett, inclusive of one drinks. haha… thats kinda cheap :D and the normal price is rm15 for the same hours… and after that from 6pm-8pm, everyone can sing for free, provided you have minimum 5 person and each of you have to order a mug of rm5 drinks… :) still quite cheap compared to kl loh hehe… hmm… would prefer if they have the option for us to choose to have lunch there :) hehe…

one thing, a bit err… that katherine scored the highest… its quite good for her loh… but think about that she did borrow my report, jess’s report and stella’s report to ‘refer’ does make me feel a bit… - -“ haha… whatever~ its her efforts. so let it be lah~

hmm… i heard from jess that another classmate may come over later to do the report with katherine… i feel that…… once you are ‘famous’ or good at something, there will be people flying to you to ‘learn’ from you. haha… :P well, i plan not to stay outside and do my own report without sharing anything loh. it sounds bad and the selfishness of me, but so what? :P its my efforts.

case close.

 

hehe… ^^ wishing myself a great day lah~

oh btw, was sleeping since 7pm on wednesday night and woke up only at 7am thursday morning… - -“ most probably its because of that i’ve been staying up late nights few days ago for few nights, rushing for my political science assignment gua… haha… :) take care~

 

i love you baby. :) trust me~ i will change for you :D just give me more time… ;) muack muack~

Sunday, February 15, 2009

valentine… ^^

hehe… a swwwweeeeetttt valentine i had this year :D

firstly my bf traveled over from kl to kampar to visit me… with a VERY SPECIAL AND PRECIOUS gift… :D

its an anklet he gave… BUT he FROZE it with a red rose… hmm its kinda hard to explain here… will take a picture and show you guys hehe… ^^

well, we spent time together… precious time. :) and im quite surprise when he told me that he do read my blogs, and that one of my previous posts saying my plans (paddington etc) betrayed me… :S i thought i can give him a little surprise tim… haix~

anyway, its seriously good to see you here baby~ ^^ you made my day :D

a man looks best when he concentrates in his works. you guys agree? i do :D cause that’s what i see in him now (yes, it’s NOW!!!) hehe…

Monday, February 09, 2009

a new bicycle~

i bought a new bicycle this afternoon… from a friend who’s leaving kampar… finished his studies and will continue in uk…

best wishes to both andy and cayson :) hope that you will be HAPPY and HAPPY ^^

take care guys~ ^^

Sunday, February 08, 2009

One week countdown to valentine…

hehe… its already 8th of february now… which is only 6 more days to valentine… ^^ kinda excited leh…

wish to give him a little surprise – since its actually the first valentine day for us…

since few days ago, i told him some little lies, saying that i gave katherine the paddington bear stamps (which i’ve already used to redeem for a paddington bear) instead of using it myself… hehe…

besides, i’ve bought 9 hand-made double-colored little flowers, put 8 into a box with the paddington bear, and another 1 left out on the ‘vase’…

i hope that i can actually bring some surprise to him… haha…

some of my housemates are leaving to somewhere else on that day… jess is going back to penang to celebrate it with her gf, stella is going back to melaka, katherine and thiam loong may be going to penang, carmen is going to setapak… left me and sheau wei only… and my boyfriend is coming to kampar to accompany me :D hehe…

dont really have any plan leh… >< maybe i will cook on that day~ cook spaghetti…? steam buns? bleh~ will see loh :D

hope that i will have a great valentine this year ^^

Friday, February 06, 2009

little gambling hours...

hehe. today's routine:

- wake up
- bathe
- walk to school
- study
- eat
- study
- walk home
- watch movie
- walk to restaurant for dinner

here comes something special ^^

- GAMBLING session with Jess, Sheau Wei, Carmen, Lye Shin, William, Ken Fang and his friend... in short, carmen is the overall winner - she won roughly rm5-10... jess lost rm3, i won rm0.40, william won rm0.30, sheau wei won dunno how much, both ken fang and his friend lost a bit, and lye shin is the pitiful vistim - lost roughly rm5-10... ><

hehe... overall, it's quite enjoyable ^^ hmm next time i should be more brave :P hehe...

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

感慨。。。?

赫赫。不知不觉已经是二月多了。。。同时也意味着自己一个人在金宝念书已经1个月左右了。

很想念我的宝贝。觉得自己好像对他很不好。很少会传信息给他,很少会打电话给他,很少会关心他。

很少很少。。。很少让他觉得温暖。。。?

。。。

上tt看了一些情感小说,里面的主角还蛮可怜的。看到眼泪满眶的。。。

之后就跟宝贝聊天,跟他说了:

“ 我喜欢那种幸福的感觉
我知道有了宝贝后 - 我是最幸福的人呢
赫赫
我爱你
我真的很爱你
宝贝千万不要像那种小说里面的主角一样为了家人和在社会压力之下抛弃另一半
我会恨死你”

一方面我真的很担心。。。害怕。。。可是另一面却相信宝贝 - 相信他的爱,相信他的心。。。

我爱他。这可是铁一般的事实。。。虽然有时候还是会看一些帅哥甲乙丙丁的。。。可是我宝贝已经填满了我的心~

赫赫。。。

希望天下的情侣都有情人终成眷属啦~ ^^

Monday, December 22, 2008

at my bf's kampung at jawi...

currently located at jawi, penang... around butterworth - bukit mertajam area and not penang island loh... :)

we (keith and i lah of course~) departed from kl sentral inter-city ktm terminal at 17th dec 8pm and reached butterworth jetty at 18th dec 5am... that whole train ride took us 8-9 hours and costs us rm17 per seats... of course, the cheapest aka economy class ticket... not quite a 'happy' ride cause there was a mentally-retarded boy sitting 1/2 rows behind us kept on making noises >< pity us the passengers as well as his sister/mother/whoever taking care of him that time... bleh~

anyway, we reached butterworth safely. hehe. since we have to wait for the bus (from butterworth jetty to his jawi home) which will only be available around 7+am... so we decided to go to somewhere 24hours mamak for some roti canai and drinks... we had not-very-tasty roti kosong, roti telur, tosai bawang and tosai ghee... not as tasty as i thought it would be or it simply should be... haha... :P anyway... when we walked back to the jetty side after our food there was a bus there :D and so we abroaded the bus and you know ^^ back to his house after sleeping for 1 hour plus... hehe...

reached his house at 18th dec around 9am+... and we both slept once we reached home, and woke up only around 2pm++... too tired loh haha... :P ktm train trip - -" maybe not next time leh... bleh~ not very comfortable loh honestly - cause paying only rm17 i guess... too cheap for comfort. hmph~

did nothing much at his house... eat loh... eash clothes loh... what else? :P

19th dec morning... went to bukit mertajam by bus... brought clothes for his mom, had prawn mee, and went to pacific butterworth... planned to buy bears, rings, hp covers, movies etc... but in the end we only watched movie together - the day the earth stood still... not very good but not too bad either... haha... but the cinema staff attitude like shit - -" not to us but to another one audience who was using her cellphone just for messaging purpose i think... the stupid statement was: 'miss nak enjoy movie ke nak enjoy handphone? either one - you choose.' this malay or indian guy's attitude was like shit. what the hell - -" im not allowed to use my cellphone in the cinema, even if i want to do messaging due to your cinema's technical failures? fyi there was a technical failure (actually, 2!) during the before-movie-advertisement period... firstly no sound, and then the whole screen projection bended or fell down, which means we couldnt see anything at all for that moment... - -" luckily all was kao-tim (settled) before the actual play of the movie... if not i think i would boom the stupid management etc... >< anyway, finished the movie and left pacific around 6pm and reached his house only at around 8pm... cause the first bus said 'naik bus belakang!' and the secound bus we went up got 'rosak' on the way, and we were forced to take another bus after waiting for a while - -" great...

20th dec... we planned to go to penang :) and we did~ ^^ reached penang island with bus and jetty around 12-1pm... then went back to his relative's place to unload our stuff first, bathed and slept for a short while, then went to gama and bought his mom's favourite raisin bread (a bit expensive loh - -" rm3.60 leh... wah~) and then had our lunch-dinner behind gama... i had fried mee-sua and he had fried loh-su-hun... and then went to prangin mall and we finally bought 2 bears (ah fan and ah toh, aka 'fran-toh' - french toast) and 2 rings... after that he walked back to his relative's place with the things we bought, and i went to the food court outside his relative's place to ta-pao food for my cousin's children - amos and benjamin... bought char-hoh-fun for amos and chicken rice without soup for benjamin... then? brought for them loh. hehe... went for dinner together with chia mean, min hui, both amos and benjamin... and sent back to prangin mall by chia mean... we then went back into prangin and bought another 2 giordano t-shirts (one black and one white)... considered quite 'fruitful' hehe... :) happy ^^

21st dec... woke up around 6-7am... and went to bukit mertajam there... after he settled his stuff there we then went back to jawi home together...

hmm... couldnt think of much thing to write seriously. bleh. ><

kinda sucks to see my own stupid blog with then then went went etc kind of words haha... really nothing to write~ awwwww~

anyway, im just happy to sleep beside him every night :) hehe... thats very very sweet... even though we cant do anything due to the danger of being discovered (his room got no noise-cancelling ability haha... :P) im still very happy :)

today 22nd dec we make tang-yuan with an orange-color sweet potato and a purple yam-potato... first have to cut those potatoes into thick slices, and steamed them to cook them till soft, then have to crush and mix the potatoes with tapioka starch individually, and the shaping part ^^ after boiling the tang-yuans we have to mix the hot t-yuans with sugar (for a sugar coating effect) and the t-yuans are done~ ^^ as for the sugar solution - we cooked both pandan and lemon together... so its both sweet and slightly sour... :) then mix both and some ice - done ^^

will go back to kl tomorrow by train... ktm train again... haha... we bought a 9pm ticket from butterworth, and reaching kl around 6am on 24th dec... ^^

see you in kl then~

Saturday, December 13, 2008

te-beetches war…?

i wonder what happened among the te friends… >< why want to fight leh… haix~

try to communicate and talk nicely lah… :)

final aka last examinations...

currently in the final examinations period… the last examination period for my foundation programme too… :P so im expected to ‘graduate’ from my foundation programme by the end of the year… :P

just had my 2nd last paper – english for communication this morning from 9am to 11am… :) and my next aka last paper is on this coming wednesday 17th december 2008… :P hehe… then after that we (keith and i) plan to go to penang… back his place in jawi… ^^

hmm… what else to say… oh ya… my english for communication lecturer ms shamini informed me of the wrong allocation of my english coursework marks… :P and i got 40.5 and not 36 loh… hehe ^^ bleh~ phew~ finally… :)

now having online interview sessions with scott, a university malaysia sarawak student, with his homosexual-related report… :)

hmm… miss my baby keith haha… i think we are getting closer and closer… :) i love him… ;) muack muack~ ^^

Sunday, December 07, 2008

event list...

past events:

29th & 30th November 2008 (saturday & sunday)
- Red Carnival 2008 by PTFoundation...

2nd December (tuesday)
- picked my lovely cousin Amilyn up from KL Sentral after her skybus trip from LCCT...

-had my very first fine dining experience with my cousin Amilyn, my another cousin, her long-long-long-time-boyfriend, her sister, her sister's husband and 2 y.o. daughter, my aunt and my boyfriend at damansara height area... dunno what name also - -" but its so damn expensive... for instance, 3 tiger prawns cost us rm60 and 3 pieces of black cod fish cost us rm48 bla bla... >< i bet it would be my first and my last fine dining experience... hehe...

what can do? im not rich mah... ^^ anyone want to sponsor me perhaps? HEHE...

3rd December (wednesday)
- went to sing K with my brother Jimmy the hairstylist, my cousin Amilyn the annoyingly-cute beetch, my boy Keith the handsome cutie, and my cousin Michael the... err... gay-acting-and-extremely-effiminate (to the point that he even buys rm50 foundation for himself) gay-who-denies-his-gayness-always... hahahahahahhahahhaa... :P from 4pm till 9pm...

took some pictures :) will update and show you guys later ^^

-later that night we reached home around 10pm AND only we realised that i need to go to the airport to fetch my uncle and auntie + friends + children from Brunei whose flight would arrive lcct around 10.30pm... so? what else? RUSH THERE LAH~ - -"

went to the airport in estima with my cousin amilyn... reached the airport only around 12.22am... as a results? haha nothing much... :P you imagine yourself loh... - -"

6th December (saturday)
- fetched my cousin Collie - Amilyn's sister who was working in Langkawi for her internship in her hotel management diploma in taylor's...

- went to a not-so-high-class chinese restaurant at rawang area for my 2nd brother, Man Chew's pre-wedding-dinner, and i was the immediate-notice-video-camera-boy... - -" i wonder how would the videos be like... haha... :P had some not-too-nice foods and 2 glasses of red wine... nice red wine :) you know why its nice? cause its bought by ourselves and not provided by the restaurant mah... :P

and now? doing nothing except updating my blogs loh... :) want to sleep d lah >< its 4am in the morning d - -" gosh... nite ^^

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upcoming events...
7th December (sunday)
- wedding ceremonies for my brother... all those chinese traditional ceremonies such as tea-for-angpow ceremony, children-bed-jumping show, children-red-tam-pui(spittle-container)-punching-ceremony etc etc etc... - -" honestly i also dunno what else d haha... :P

8th December (monday)
- my brother's actual wedding dinner... going to have it at Sentul's HGH Convention Centre 7pm... :)

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bleh bleh bleh... take care~

p.s. Keith and I are fine... we are happy and well, happy... :) cheers~

Monday, November 24, 2008

learning learning learning...

learning learning learning... ><

learn and learn and learn.

have to learn to show him my love and my passion more... :P

hehe. i need to be more mature. cant be as childish and self-protected as i used to be d... learn to communicate and express myself... rather than being silent and quiet... ><

bleh~ im learning. gimme more time~ ^^

Saturday, November 15, 2008

finals...?

hehe its my bf's final day for his finals today, and at this moment (15th november 2008 4.00pm) he is sitting right inside the examination hall... answering his last paper which will end at 5pm later...

im now online-ing at university malaya's main library, 2nd floor... :) while waiting for him... :P

planning to go shop for groceries later at tesco (near 1u that one... the one just beside the curve and opposite ikea one...) what you guys call that area? haha i cant remember that at this moment leh... ><

anyway, got the announcement that the library will close at 4.15pm... meaning i still have around 15 minutes' time left before i have to leave... bleh~

hmm. just i love my bf a lot :)

we do communicate more compared to last time where i was (perhaps?) simply too shy or afraid to communicate with others - afraid of getting hurts i guess.

B (stands for Baby~), sorry for bringing you all those negative feelings and hurting you so much... i love you and i know you love me too... please understand and trust me that i will listen to you more. i will respect you for everything. and i will always love you. :)

im learning to be more 'observative' and listen more to your thoughts and words... im sorry that there are times where i was being blurred or not-listening or simply ignoring (day dreaming?) you while you were talking to me etc...

im sorry. please give me more time for me to improve myself, for i love you and i want our relationship to be a lifelong one. :)

muack~ ^^

hmm. have to leave the library in another 5 minutes' time... >< sien (means bored in hokkien, a chinese dialect which is commonly used in penang)... haha...

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

bf's communication...?

communication with bf doesnt seem to be easy at all... >< just like communication with everyone else, huh? my bf commented that i treat him and others differently... in a negative way.

he said that i would try best to tolerate or SABAR (means, patient and lenient etc) when im with the others (my friends, his friends, schoolmates etc...) but im short-tempered and gets angry easily with him...

what could be the problem? he said i was being very nice and patient with him when we started around end of may but now im treating him quite differently...

honestly that hurts. that kinda hurts me when he told me that... >< but come to think about it again... i never really realize that anyway...

am i really that bad treating him?

i love him. no doubt that i seriously love him a lot. but what could be the main reason that the ways i treat him got changed, negatively? is it that as he said my love towards him is getting lesser and lesser?

i dont know.

i just know i still love him. :) i love my baby and he loves me too... hehe ^^

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we are constantly having communication problems since some time after we got together... in short, im not that used to communicate, as in those really deep interpersonal (2 persons) communications... >< haix~ (long sigh~) besides, im very poor in controlling and managing my temper too... always show 'angry' face and scold him...

i just dont think that im a good guy for him - for he is being very mature kind of guy (despite the fact that he's only 21 and im 20) and im just being too childish comparing with him... huh? haix~ (a long long sigh again...)

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we just fought over a little thing 10 minutes ago... the scenario is like this... he opened and listened a mp3 song which i dont like much. he wanted to copy the song into the pendrive in my car (im using a mp3-fm modulator in my car).

he: i like this song.
me: i dont like this song.
he: i like this song a lot...
me: i dont really like this song...
he: carmen (a classmate of mine) likes this song too...
me: then you go to carmen's car and listen with her lah. *seriously i dont recall any angry or frustration emotions or words from there... nothing much at least?

followed by a silent moment... ><

then i told him, delete the songs lah.
"huh?"
"dowan listen d lah. delete everything lah." (bla bla...)

...

and then we started argueing about that... he started to say things like "im wondering whether those straight couples communicate and fight like us"... ... he was like... asking how could i be frustrating just for this one sentence of bla bla... being a bit frustrated i was talking back things (SLIGHTLY louder) like... "i where got angry lah... you are so sensitive lah..."

haix~ until now i also dont really remember what d. haha... ><

bleh~ what can do? how do i actually control my temper my anger? :( i do admit that i have very low emotional quotient (EQ)... but im getting better lah if compared to last time hehe... improved from EXTREMELY SUCKINGLY LOW EQ to now, VERY LOW EQ... at least got improvements. :P

hmm hmm... what can do now... >< bleh~ it sucks.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

现在的心情。。。 my moods now...

嗯。。。
hmm...

看了一些幸福人写的文章,说自己和男朋友有多幸福多快乐的。。。有点羡慕。
read some articles written by those happy fellas, saying how happy they are being with their bfs etc... kind envy that.

哈哈。说明外国的月亮确实是比较圆的吧?
haha. perhaps the moon shines better and looks more round in foreign countries?

也阅读了不少的情色文学。。。当然不只是focus专注在色情的文字而已。。。其实不少的情色文章里都有感人的故事情节之类的。。。
read some other sex-sex articles too... of course not only focusing on the bed parts... actually i do think that there are quite some nice emotional moments in those sex-sex articles too...

看到心都痒痒的。。。
see until my heart so itch. haha...

很想念宝贝。他今天念书到傍晚7点哦。。。
miss my baby a lot. he's studying until 7pm later oh...

><

等下去找他~
going to find him later~

:)

昨天我们谈了不少关于我们双方的问题。。。算是沟通吧。。。
we talked quite a lot regarding our problems... considered a communication session i guess...

也尝试把自己从comfort zone里拉出来。。。面对他一直所说的问题。
i tried to get myself out of my comfort zone... and face the problems he always mentions...

我很爱他。他也很爱我。
i love him. and he loves me too.

:)

人在空闲的时候难免会觉得很沉闷的哦?这算是人类的坏习惯之一吗?
do people tend to feels bored and negative when they are free? is this one of the bad behaviors of humans?

有不少的人都不怎么会珍惜自己现有的东西的。。。为什么外国的月亮总是比较圆的呢?
quite many people dont really look at what they have now... why the moon is always rounder in foreign countries one...?

唉~
haix~

其实我是一个很坏的人。
actually im a very bad guy.

总有许多许多的遐想。
always think a lot...

哈哈。
haha.

比如:
for instance:

全身赤裸只围着围裙在做菜的男人很吸引人。。。
a naked guy cooking, with only apron on him is really attractive...

不然。。。刚冲好凉,头发还湿湿的男人只穿一件四脚裤,在抹干头发。。。
if not... a guy who just done bathing, with wet hair and weating only a trunk, wiping his hair dry...

还是。。。那个在床上狂野浪荡的男人也不错。。。
or... the horny and action-ful guy on bed is not bad too...

哈哈。。。
haha...

其实,自己有的那个是最好的了~
actually, the one im having now is the best~

:)

我爱宝贝~ ^^
i love baby~ ^^

p.s. some simple translations :P haha...

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

guys... come join me in this :)



guys... please come and join me in these projects...

http://www.ourgtn.org/index.php?showtopic=3303

What is Fight AIDS @ Home

FightAIDS@Home is a project of the Olson laboratory that uses distributed computing to contribute your computer's idle resources to accelerate research into new drug therapies for HIV, the virus that causes AIDS.

How do I join the FightAIDS@Home Project?

All you need to do to join FightAIDS@Home is download and install the free software. Once that has been done, your computer is then automatically put to work and you continue using your computer as usual.

How does the FightAIDS@Home software work?

We use a client (a piece of software) that automatically downloads small pieces of data and then performs calculations that model how drugs interact with various forms of HIV Protease, a key molecular machine in the HIV virus. After your computer processes the information, the results are sent back to The Scripps Research Institute where they are analyzed by researchers in Prof. Olson's Laboratory.

What's in it for me?

You get the satisfaction of knowing you are harnessing the idle resources of your computer to assist us in our endeavours to develop not only new AIDS therapies, but new methodologies for fighting AIDS. We couldn't do it without you.



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more info can be found in the above website given... please guys, do join :)

Sunday, October 12, 2008

back to utar...

hmm… last day of my three-week-sem-break… ><

next ‘schooling day’ = coming monday 13th october 8am…

bleh~ hope that everything will be fine hehe… :D cheers~

UTAR, im back. ^^

Thursday, October 09, 2008

my baby and i~ :) genting trip~





2nd sem finals results~

checked my results through utar online portal yesterday... :)

No
Unit Code Description Grades
1
FALE1033 WRITING FOR SCIENCE A
2
FAMP1013 PUBLIC SPEAKING AND COMMUNICATION B-
3
FCCM1613 MATHEMATICS II B
4
FCCS1013 PROBLEM SOLVING AND PROGRAMMING A
5
FESB1013 BIOLOGY II B
6
FESC1013 CHEMISTRY II C+
GPA 3.1667
CGPA 3.1333
Status CANDIDACY TO CONTINUE.
Date of Release Wednesday, 8 October 2008

hehe~ quite happy :) at least got improvement compared to last sem (gpa = 3.1000)... got improvement of 0.0667... so hope that next sem (sem 3) will get around 3.222 for gpa loh...

:)

take care~

Saturday, September 13, 2008

short note...

hmm... just finished my maths ii paper today... not as hard as i thought :P hehe...

i think my maths ii will get around... 50-70 ^^ hehe... :)

ok... next paper: public speaking on coming tuesday... what to study - -" bleh~ wish me good luck :D

Friday, September 12, 2008

final coursework marks...

hmm hmm... currently having my finals for my 2nd sem of my foundation year in utar...

my final coursework marks below:

problem solving and programming 42.1/50

maths II 20/40

public speaking 40.76/50

chemistry II 40.07/50

biology II UNKNOWN

writing for science UNKNOWN

that's all... got roughly 80% for 3 of them :D but... only NGAM NGAM 50% for maths II... >< need to put more effort loh...

oh ya... maths II paper is on this coming saturday 2-4pm... which means i still have roughly one day for revision only... >< die.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

msn... virus?

hmm. quite bad day... :(

i was online as usual... msn... check mail... surf porn... etc hehe... then around 30 mins ago, someone with the name hai ting and email l.s.t.3@hotmail.com or something like that added me, and before i even press accept, i see all my contacts were blocked and deleted one by one... YES. BLOCKED and DELETED one by one - -" haha... and that happened in front of me - in my laptop screen...

- -" very strange... and err... weird... ><>< bleh~ faint.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

down days... ><

as the title suggested, kinda down this few days... :(

currently having man-pms (mood swing~) loh... haix~ not feeling very good... dunno why. so many factors affecting my moods...

hmm... something to talk about my classmates... we were originally having our biology lab practical session on monday, on which we need one or two volunteers to donate their sperm for microscopic inspection etc...

we were ok-ok for that until one day (a thursday before the lab session) during our maths tutorial class, i sort-of like suggested the girls to bring their sanitary pads with bloods if its their menstrual period... the indian girls were saying things like its disgusting, hard to get etc... then a repeat-indian-student brad added in his comments, agreeing with the girls saying thats yucky and gross etc AND saying that it would be MUCH MORE + VERY EASY for guys just to masturbate and get the sperm etc... i sort of ignored them then...

THEN on monday, during the practical session... no one, not even our biology classmates nor the physics stream students are willing to donate his sperm... then i asked brad to donate and you guess what he said?

"Its disgusting to donate sperm", "i just masturbated yesterday night" and that kind of excuses bla bla...

stupid right?

i just dislike one very stupid big mouth of his. very stupid and brainless... haix~ pity him.

if dowan to donate just said so. no need to give so so so many excuses. btw, if you yourself dont feel comfortable donating sperm then dont ask the others to do so.

stupid guy.

bleh... not really feeling good >< haix~

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

after test~

hehe... just finished my public speaking test... :) nothing much to talk about... not sure whether can get above average marks or not oh. hope so loh. haha... :P

was having my writing for science lecture with ms christine just now... kinda surprised when she told me that she read my blog (directed through yong's blog) o... surprised loh. haha... :P thanks for your 'comment-less comment' anyway :D hehe... submitted my written assignment also...

so now the homework left are including both chemistry laboratory report and biology laboratory report... and tomorrow's mathematics second test. still havent study much though. die then. haha...

hmm hmm... going to fetch my bf later around 7pm... his class finishing at 7pm bah~ :) things are going smooth between us... hope things will always be smooth loh... haha...

take care~


*this is the second time i type this things out... accidentally pressed a few keys and my stuff left as...
"hehe... just finished my public speaking test... :) nothing much?" only...

speechless. >< (collapse~)

Saturday, July 19, 2008

是基督徒就‘大晒’吗?基督徒那么圣洁吗?其他人都是罪人、妖魔鬼怪、垃圾、没用的废物吗?

你是基督徒吗?
are you a christian?

如果是的话,你是不是觉得自己的圣经最至高无上?
if so, do you think that your 'bible' is the greatest?

不管圣经说什么你都毫无反对地服从?
no matter what does the bible states you will follow fully, without any obligation?

你的圣经说同性恋是错误的,令人作呕的,神经的,愚昧的,所以应该被摧毁的吗?
your bible says homosexuality is wrong, sick, insane, stupid, and therefore should be eliminated?

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先别说同性恋。先说教会历史。
let's not talk about homosexuality first. let's talk about church history first.

过去的教会迫害科学家、支持奴隶制、反对民权运动、反对女性讲道、拒绝按立女性牧师。。。一切一切。
last time churches kill scientists, support slavery, disagree with democracy activities, against female preachers, refusing the ordination of female pastors, etc.

圣经不是说明了,这些是对的吗?保罗在腓利门书不是叫逃奴回去继续做奴隶吗?以弗所书六章5-9节、歌罗西书三章22节-四章1节、提摩太前书六章1-2节不是都在支持奴隶制度、反对解放奴隶的吗?在提摩太前书二章12节保罗明明写着说他‘不许女人讲道’的吗?

如果这些都是非常正确的话;那利未记十九章19节不是说着‘不可用两样搀杂的料做衣服,穿在身上’,申命记二十二章11节也不是写着‘不可穿羊毛细麻两样搀杂的料做的衣服’吗?

基督徒,你敢说你每件衣裤都是100%纯料制造的吗?100% cotton? 100% nylon?而没有50% nylon + 50% cotton的?如果有的话,你又怎样解释啊?你没看过这两段经文?所以不知者无罪?笑话!(世界上还不时有许多许多人没有看过圣经可是却被你们迫害致死!)还不快翻开你所谓至高无上的圣经?哈!你这个不道德,不遵守神的教诲,不可看圣经的假基督徒!忏悔吧!

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回到同性恋:
back to homosexuality:

逻辑上说,我们有什么错?你又以什么身份来说我们错了,如果我们真的有错?
logically, what is our mistakes? and what is YOUR identity to say that we are wrong, if we are?

我们同性恋滥交。
我们同性恋违反自然规律。
我们同性恋无法传宗接代。
我们同性恋肛交。
我们同性恋男生娘娘腔,同性恋女生男人婆。
我们同性恋人的结合不能生育。
我们同性恋人家庭领养的孩子长大后心理都有问题。
我们同性恋心里不快乐,许多同性恋者都自杀。
我们同性恋人数少,属于异类。
我们同性恋在很多宗教都属于罪恶。
我们同性恋男人/女人接吻很恶心。
我们同性恋引来社会人士的异样眼光,因为社会上一般人都反对同性恋。
我们同性恋不能生育,而生儿育女是每一个人的社会责任。
我们同性恋是西方人的不良文化。
我们同性恋最大的兴趣就是性,我们之间没有爱,关系也不长久。
我们同性恋小时候都受过性骚扰,心理不正常。
我们同性恋会骚扰小孩子,心理变态。
我们同性恋人家庭领养的孩子不知如何称呼双亲。
我们同性恋如果不是罪恶,为什么世人都反对了几千年呢?
我们同性恋如果可以相爱结婚,为什么乱伦不对呢?为什么人兽不能结合?
我们同性恋是一种病。
我们同性恋有许多男妓-甚至是未成年的小男生也被逼为娼。
我们同性恋者被鬼附身。
我们同性恋很讨人厌,看了就打从心底不爽。
我们同性恋者上pub和disco找寻对象,甚至能在厕所,按摩所里面直接‘上’。
我们同性恋男人只能通过肛交来‘爽’,而同性恋女人只能通过舌交和手交来‘爽’。
我们同性恋者我行我素,一点都不理会别人的感受。
我们同性恋男人跟女人混得非常熟,往往过于亲密,对女人意图不轨。
我们同性恋男人超级爱打扮-甚至比女生更美;同性恋女人都男性装扮,甚至比男生更帅。
我们同性恋男人都无法承担任何家庭的责任,无法赚钱养家,肯定不会孝顺父母。
*会在得空的时候慢慢写。哈哈。。。

除了上面所列出的理由之外,请问你们还有什么理由反对同性恋吗?有的话请你们留下你们的意见,别像那些自以为是的白痴传统基督徒一样-在真正理解之前就放个屁走人了。
what else reasons do you have, minus all the aboves? if you do have kindly comment. dont just SHOOT and LEAVE like stupid ordinary-traditional christians.

神学上说,我觉得不管我说了什么关于同性恋的,都没有什么说服力-因为我不是什么牧师(就算我是牧师也不见得你们会谦卑听从和服从)之类的。不是吗?
THEOLOGICALLY, its not my words you guys will really listen and most probably none of you will agree with me if i am 'preaching' you about homosexuality. fully agree huh?

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还有很多很多。。。懒得跟你们这些自以为是的假基督徒说。反正我说什么,你们都认定我是魔鬼派来的使者,旨在令人们犯罪,不是吗?哈哈。。。
there are still a lot and a lot... but im lazy to tell you fake christians here... well, no matter what i said, you will think that i am a satan, coming to confuse you so-called the great cleansed ones and make you all sinful, right? HAHA... yeah right.

噢对了,马来人的阿拉真神是鬼,印度人的妖魔邪神全是撒旦的手下,外国的神神鬼鬼-全都是假的,包括了圣母玛利亚也不是什么圣洁的神。只有你们的耶稣是真的。
christians, malay's Allah is ghost, indian's god and god are all satan's 'anak buah', the others are just fake and, well, fake, including st. mary also fake and not god. only your jesus christ the real one.

你们不是每天都这样说和这样强调的吗?就算没有说出来的,心里不是这样想的吗?
arent you kept on saying and emphasizing this? even if you din say it out, are you thinking like that too?

小心出门被人家打死。在还没开始传教之前就被人家打死,可怜吗?好像不会-被你们迫害的不就更加可怜吗?
be careful later go out kena killed. got killed before starting to preach, pity? i dont think so - arent those minors whom you all kept on going against more pityful?

有一个问题想要问你们这些所谓虔诚的基督徒:
one sincere question would like to ask you all the sincere and great christians:

如果经过诚实的讨论和探讨研究、思考之后,发现原来同性恋不是罪恶的话,你们愿意承认错误,转而支持同志运动吗?
IF IF IF IF IF after thinking and reading and seminars and whatever studies... and you found that homosexuality is not a sin, are you willing to admit your own mistake and then, support homosexuality in turn?

这就能够看出你是一个真的基督徒还是一个虚名的基督徒。
this will make it clear whether you are really a sincere christian or just a fake one.

阿门!
Amen!

英文不好,请见谅。以前曾经是基督徒可是现在不是了。有什么好可惜的?哈哈。还不是普通人一个。又怎样?
sorry, poor english. not as mighty as you christians mah. i was a christian but no longer a christian. haha. nothing to be sorry or pity loh. its still like this. so what?

我讨人厌的表姐3年前做的事情,我铭记于心。基督徒,放屁。
i still remember what my CHRISTIAN cousin did 3 years ago. i will never forget about it. shame on you christians.



引用欧阳文风的《神爱同志》,3nity于2005年出版。

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

red cliff part I tomorrow...

hehe... bought 2 red cliff preview tickets from someone... so will go to watch RED CLIFF part I PREVIEW SCREENING with my baby keith~ on tomorrow night 16th July 2008 9.00pm at GSC Mid Valley... Hall 3, Seat S1 and S2... :)

HEHE... Keith said its his first time watching preview screening movie... me too :P ^^ hope that it will be a very sweet and memorable memory loh... :)

oh ya, ah Yong ah, i seldom update cause i dont think there will be anyone watching loh.

test results...

had my test for this sem... and here are the results for some of the subjects...

biology - 19.5/25 for test... 97 for report 1, 92 [97 originally but -5 marks for late submission :( ] for report 2, 80 for report 3 and another report to be submitted...
chemistry - 26.5/40 [yet the highest in the class :P] for test 1... another test to come loh...
problem solving & programming - 29/30 [highest in class too HEHE]
maths - 24/40 for test 1... another test to come too... ><
public speaking - not yet loh...
writing for science - not yet also...

GENERALLY speaking, my results are above average, so should relax a bit lah~ hehe... :)

well, have to strive for more after some rest... >< wish me luck, again~

Saturday, July 05, 2008

homework+assignment+laboratory-reports SPREE...

hmm hmm... damn busy. busy of what? haha... typical university student matters.

homeworks.
-tutorialS

assignments.
-programming... the so-called compiler

laboratory reports.
-chemistry II
-biology II

haha... life is always hard~ bleh~ anyway, keith and i are still doing fine... :) will post some pics when free :D

congrates to the smart-ass yong who scores 40/40 for physics test... chill BOY~

Thursday, June 26, 2008

a quickblog.

just a quick blog. hehe.

last night, reached home and settled everything (dinner etc.) around... 8pm... was kinda exhausted cause din sleep much last 2 nights due to lab reports and assignments... so i was like... go sleep now and wake up later around 12am for works...

i just woke up. and its 7.15am. HAHA... gosh >< i slept for nearly 11-12hours... i cant believe im that... tired? haha... and im still sleepy :S wah...

bleh. anyway, have to get myself prepared for school etc d... take care~ hehe...

btw, i dreamed keith. talking about money though. HAHA... just miss him a lot ^^ bleh~

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

online at 1u now...

im currently sitting at the maybank2u booth at 1-u first floor highstreet there... online loh. what else? haha...

im waiting for my cousin (she's off at 5.30pm...) so... haix... no matter what time my class ends i will have to wait for her also... ><><

just now after my class around 2pm like that, chatted with yong and some other coursemates for a while.. yong said i seldom update my blog. and im doing it now... with new pics somemore :P hehe... those pics were took around 12pm at PA141 leh... fresh and hot ^^ hehe...

hmm... nothing much to update loh. now still rushing for assignments tutorials and practical reports... there are just so so so many homeworks to be done... and still got time to online - -" haha... 'pity' me huh? :P tomorrow got maths test... hope that things will turn out to be fine loh... :)

haix~ nowadays spend so much until now not much left in pocket d... have to control and shrink my budget d... if not one day surely die. haha... hmm... how about a nice cup of detox juice from juiceworks? HAHA... :P

keith is in penang now... back to his hometown... for roughly one week... he was originally staying there for 2 weeks but he told me he will be coming back next monday evening (30th june)... cause he has to work from 2nd july till 6th july... good good... earn money for me to spend. HAHA... ^^ i just miss him a lot...

oh btw, just now when i was chatting with yong and jagdeep, they said the reason i look different on the day my bf accompanied me during a lecture is simply because my bf was there. HAHA... honestly i dont really know i would look THAT different with him beside me... haha... :)

miss him, hope to see him soon~ hehe... ^^

some pics in class :P

took some pics in the class before teacher comes in... hehe...
looks cool or not? HAHA... ^^whats so funny oh...? :P
bleh... hair so long d HEHE... is the 'me' you know same with the 'one' in the pics? :)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

one week after my last blog. hehe... what to say? hmm lets see.

homework-wise, see what i've left...
biology lab reports (1 and 2 - both UNdone... gosh...)
chemistry lab report - DONE~ :D
maths tutorial 1 and 2 (started a LITTLE BIT only... done only few questions nia.) - dunno much. die...
public speaking tutorial (dunno what the heck is she teaching ><)
biology tutorial (dunno how to LINK the questions with the lecture notes loh... die also.)
public speaking presentation slides and outlines (havent start at all. not even the topic. die loh.) - OH MY GOD I FORGOT ALREADY! NOW ONLY I REMEMBER!!! die.
problem solving tutorial 1 and 2 and 3 (forgot to do, so have to settle the third one in ADVANCE as debt T.T) - mostly gao tim d~ :P ^^

hmm... my bf keith wanted to go back to penang on friday night but unfortunately, when we reached pudu around 11pm like that... no more ticket d. AND when we heard someone shouting BUTTERWORTH BUTTERWORTH, we went to that guy - only to find out that a BAS PERSIARAN ticket to butterworth worths RM40 per pax. so damn expensive (a transnasional ticket only costs rm24.10 - we checked with the transnasional staff at the same time)...

after some calculations (we thought that if we dont take the rm40 now then we would need to take a cab which will then cost us around rm20-30 again...), we decided to take the expensive cheap-bus seat... so we went back to that guy who then brought us to another guy (who seemed to be in-charge of the butterworth bas persiaran thingy) and that f**ker said, "RM50 satu ticket - last 2 tiket"... we were like... FUCK YOU and we stared at him. both of us did the same thing - STARE at that fucker, and we left without saying much... hehe...

then we both took a cab, first offered RM30 by a malay guy who refused to cut it to RM20 or RM25 that i offered... then left and offered RM20 by another malay guy. hehe... save money d~ ^^ then go back to pj loh... >< what can do :( haix... bad luck day. bleh~

anyway, keith is going back to penang tomorrow (22nd june) night 8pm via ktm from kl sentral to bukit mertajam then another bus bla bla... for sure im going to miss him a lot... ><

brought him to sungei wang area just now around 5pm... wanted to get him a cheesecake but then... din get one. haha... saw the vision promotion thingy - offering 2 boxes of soflens 59 contact lenses (rm50 each) + 3+3 (3 big 3 small) bottles of multi-purpose rinsing solution (rm38 for all) = RM138.00... keith always asks me to switch to contact lenses before this... so... we took the offer loh... >< it was 2 or 3 years ago before my last use contact lenses. haha... :P

we are NOW online-ing at the kfc near his hostel - the one just beside millennium court... haha... pity us who doesnt have internet connection at home... have to RUN out just to online... bleh~

well, 'dedicated' to gao-tim my homeworks (not all lah - just the important and urgent ones... like bio lab report and public speaking outline+speech...) hehe... hope that i can clear the urgent ones lah... haha... ^^

Sunday, June 15, 2008

2 weeks update in a post. hehe...

haven't been posting anything for 2 weeks +- d... hehe... busy mah~ :P

hmm... let's see whats there to say ah... err... hmm hmm...

went to pulau perhentian at 7th june (saturday midnight departed around 2am), reached terengganu the harbor around 12pm (WALAU!!! 10 hours in car!!!)... unloaded our luggages and got onto the boat and followed by a 30-minute boat ride to pulau perhentian... quite fun hehe... ^^ reached our 'hotel'... took some pictures also... will upload and share later hehe... had our lunch once we reached there... REALLY 'LUXURIOUS' lunch loh... :P they count in this way: they are giving us a rm24 voucher per pax (for lunch), rm28 voucher for dinner and rm16 voucher for breakfast... we can choose whether to order the ala carte menu or the set menu... we chose to order from the ala carte menu most of the time except for breakfast...

din do much for the first day... just swim at the seaside by ourselves since our snorkeling is on the second day... hehe... i planned to go jungle trekking but din go :( cause too lazy haha... bleh~

will upload the pictures and more stories by then... :P

as for studies... well basically i realised that it is kinda hard to survive through sem2 leh... haix~ :( somemore im not as hardworking leh... bleh~ lots and lots of works are accummulating... all 'pending' status... haix... ><

biology lab report
chemistry lab report
maths tutorial 1 and 2 (started a LITTLE BIT only... done only few questions nia.)
public speaking tutorial (dunno what the heck is she teaching ><)
biology tutorial (dunno how to LINK the questions with the lecture notes loh... die also.)
public speaking presentation slides and outlines (havent start at all. not even the topic. die loh.)
problem solving tutorial 1 and 2 and 3 (forgot to do, so have to settle the third one in ADVANCE as debt T.T)

so many many things to be done... and im still watching tv. haha die loh... >< attitude like this, how to survive through sem2 and get cgpa of at least 3.600... 1st sem 3.2, hopefully second sem 3.6 and third sem 4.0. HAHA sorry i am dreaming :P

deep in love with keith. wish us luck :)

Saturday, May 31, 2008

finally...

well well... finally there goes the first week of my studies... haha... things are just... err... normal, still. haha... have to re-pick up my learning skills and responsibilities... preparing lab reports... (forgot the format somemore - -") assignments... mentoring peer mentees etc... >< things are getting more and more... hard? perhaps. haha...

oh btw, brought keith along to school with me - attending the maths lecture with me hehe... since its only one hour (2-3pm) class for the whole day so mah ask him to accompany me loh... :) jagdeep and some of my friends said that i look... kinda different that day. did i? haha... maybe i look sweet :P hehe... :) and... there is a coursemate of mine in physics stream (sorry but i seriously dont know your name, but i know you are the great photostating manager for physics stream hehe) telling me he actually googled all (or some?) coursemate's name in order to search for their blogs or anykind of... documentations? haha...

thanks for telling me this, cause i honestly never really think that there will be people reading my blog loh... >< serious~

of course, if time and everything allows i will try my very best to blog whenever i could about whatever ups and downs of mine... haha... will slot in more and more commitment i think... and i hope so too... :P

anyway, erm... do comment loh if you dont mind hehe... of course i would like to interact with YOU one mah... :P hehe... take care~ and thanks a lot... ^^

*hug* a warm hug for you~ :D cheers~

Thursday, May 29, 2008

studies and stuff... ><

school had been started since this monday... means i was actually studying for 4 days d... haha... :P kinda... err... not that 'adaptive' to studies life after one month of holiday loh... >< anyway, im very happy to see my friends back :D bitches are back to bitches again~ haha... :)

have lots of things to do and settle... planning a north malaysia driving trip to kampar, penang et cetera with the bitches... haha... ^^ the TE1 bitches are all the time including me, carmen, jess beng si, sheau wei and katherine... btw katherine is still back in her hometown at sarawak area... :( she was admitted into hospital last sunday 2am due to her stomach problem... pity her loh... :( anyway she was discharged 2 days later which was tuesday back then... hope can see her soon loh :)

as for keith and i, well... things are going well and smooth for us... :) bless us more~ and we will show you our results - dedications and commitments... :P sounds... too fast huh? haha ya i know too but... hmm... feelings loh~ :) hope that our feelings will remain long and always on lah... cheers~

Sunday, May 25, 2008

now... ^o)

the sparkles between keith and i.

hmm. hmm. hmm. it seems that the sparkle is 'dwi-hala' one... hehe... :P means both directions loh... :)

i like him a lot. it seems to be kinda funny and not that practical to like someone so much after knowing him for roughly 2 days only... but... the feelings is strong... really strong... lets hope that our relationships will remain 'alive' for long... really wish to have a stable relationship with him. hehe.

now think back... we are really alike leh haha... our face... slightly look alike... love languages... same for both primary ones... thoughts and some tiny particulars... quite same. haha... :P

wish us good luck. :) and... have to clear some relationship debts d...

Saturday, May 24, 2008

recent, again.

see the recent me. it seems that im kinda like... lost? haha... :P

hmm... went back to school this morning only to find out that my temporary (tentative) class schedule for this semester is coming out only around 2pm... so i went to KLCC instead...

it was Isetan's member pre-sales today (23rd May 2008)... so so so damn crowded... i reached there around 11am but still, the car park was kinda full of cars d... ><><

anyway, went up to G floor (in Isetan still) and straight walked to the Biotherm counter... got a set of biotherm dunno what set for rm270 (org rm 350+-)... paid and went up to the Isetan departmenture store and bought 2 boxes of green tea tea bags and 1 box of strawberry tea bags and another box of lemon & lime tea bags... hehe... i think i will love both the strawberry and lemon & lime tea... :P hope i din choose something wrong loh... :)

after all this shoppings, would want to get myself out of Isetan for some fresh air... but a sales girl of CK fragrance caught my attention... she was promoting the new fragrance - CK one summer special edition... blue colour bottle... quite nice :P hehe... was thinking to get the whole box set - including a bottle of 100ml of CK one summer special edition + a bottle of 100ml of CK IN2U female edition + a bottle of 100ml of CK one electric for rm472... you guys think its worth it? haha... honestly i was about to buy d but... after thinking a while that i seldom (or dont really) use perfume then... haix~ din buy at last... though I REALLY WANT TO BUY... ><

went out and shopped at the body shop... it was having 'up to 70% discount' sales too... :P so... went in and bought myself 2 tubes of seaweed purifying facial wash... roughly rm9 per tube only after 70% discount... original price rm30 for one... haha... ^^ went to towers record, bought 3 albums... one is from daniel lee - daniel, listen together - a compilation by a few malaysian artists and the awakening of happiness OST... :)

hmm hmm... it seems that i bought a lot of stuff huh... HAHA... i seldom spent like this one lah... :P ^^ long long time once loh... hehe... have to release tension one mah right? haha...

went back to school after shoppings and got the latest tentative schedule for next week... hmm... wah... monday got chemistry practical d ah... haha... let's hope that something interesting will happen hehe... :P

met a UM student called keith online. from tt. :) he's kinda nice hehe... ^^ hope that some sparkles will occur and stay long loh... :) wish me good luck this time... :P bleh~

around 10pm just now, went to lcct of klia to pick up my aunt coming back from brunei... asked her to stay longer but she just wont want to... haha... too bored in brunei i bet... :) so left my house around 10.30pm, reached airport around 11.45pm and after fetching her, reached home (after sending her and her son home of course...) around 1.00am... haha... averagely 1 hour 15 minutes per way from my house to airport and vice versa... ><

who's going to pay for the fuel and toll ah...... >< die me~ haha... :) hope that things will get smooth soon~ gambate~

Thursday, May 22, 2008

别人的甜美生活。

看着别人过的甜美生活,听着莫文蔚的甜美生活,想着自己要的甜美生活,好像都跟自己差一大载的。

赫赫。近来的自己好像都没有什么特别的。学校放假所以没有念书,都空闲了差不多一个月了,下个星期终于要开学了,有点期待再次见到自己的朋友们。赫赫。。。

都不知道应该说些什么。赫赫。

最近看了很多女佣看的印尼连续剧-发现印尼人拍的连续剧都很笨。那些悲剧的女主角们都非常非常懦弱-完全完全不会反抗的。未免笨到太离谱了吧。。。是我的话我肯定会跟那些欺负我的人拼过的。哈哈,这可能是我最刚硬的一面吧。哈哈。。。

。。。

超级闷的。唉~

刚才弟弟sms来要借我的手提电脑用-因为他的坏掉了正在修理当中。我答应借给他,可是讲了他两句之后他就闹脾气,连借都不要了。

算了吧,平时得空的时候连sms都没有一个,现在有事情的时候才会记得要找我。真的是有事钟无艳,无事夏迎春。赫赫。可悲的我。

没有朋友,没有弟弟,身边好像连一个真正的朋友都没有。色坯就有一堆。。。

:(

悲惨的生命,倒不如结束掉算了。

teo, im thinking of committing suicide too. haha... sounds stupid huh? thats just me, oh and you too. so the conclusion? both of us are stupid :P we cant deny this - both of us are just pessimistic which other smarter ones (or those fucking arrogant assholes) may just see as 'very stupid'. haha.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

心情。?

嗯。很无聊的一天。看到某人写的东西,心有点痛。赫赫。

没想到分开一段时间了,心里还是会有点想念他。现在要怪就只能怪自己当时的不用心吧。赫赫。都过去了,还能怎样?变了心的男人就等于是失去了的了。挽回也没用-你最多只能挽回他的肉身,他的心你永远都得不到了。

。。。

有点心痛。赫赫。

我很喜欢说的一句话:男人都是这样的。现在好像要运用在我自己的身上了哦。赫赫。

之前尝试在一个宠物论坛结交朋友,没想到那里的人也一样是那种很厉害的人。自己厉害就能够批评人家。哈哈。

算了啦,这些地方去了也没用。本来还想要找朋友的,没想到朋友没找到几个反而被炸了好几回。人家已经尝试吞声下气了,你们还那么逼近来。真是过分。

算了吧,反正对你们来说,多了一个那么烂的朋友是那么地委屈你们,不如离开好了。反正我就是在哪里都不受欢迎的。呸。

回到自己的强项区-钓鱼。赫赫。。。

老娘钓鱼的功夫,不和你们一般的哦。。。很串哦?没办法啦,被人家炸到这样惨了,如果不这样‘自我鼓励’的话恐怕会成为下一个自杀的人了。哈哈。。。

:P

我爽~

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

irresponsible me.

hmm. being shot by some forum members saying that i am irresponsible - for my pets' thingy...

eg. bibi kena caught by bandaraya fellas, gigi's bad skin condition and terrible living environment, 2 puppies resulting of bibi raping gigi and not neutering bibi and not spaying gigi, unfair treatments given to jimjim so on...

...

yes i know i am such an irresponsible pet owner here. and i also know that you are so holy and saint. you did nothing wrong before. haha.

so funny.

as if all of you here is so so so high class and high standard - having very good moral ethics and very rational and responsible.

honestly i am not. not as GREAT as you guys. haha.

im off for same standard fellas like me loh... dont worry i wont bother you guys so much d. and i wont let those stupid stories of mine bother you all also... haha... :P

ciao~

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

bored me...

hmm... currently having school holidays until 25th may... that means still have 2 weeks to go.

honestly, normally during holidays i will enjoy a lot but not this time... im kinda bored as there isnt much people to spend time with etc... haix... nothing much to do alone... pc games... what else can i do? wish to online and chat with lots of people but... unfortunately not much interesting ppl in my msn list too... haix...

basically, i dont have much friends in kl. what can do :( so-called a 'defined loner', huh? haha...

hmm what can i do now? online foruming? haha... this while im trying to mix into the lyn (lowyat.net) forum - the pets lover section... but i dont think i can mix well with them. cocky arrogant people. bleh... haix...

now trying to mix with homeapet forum... hope that things will work out smooth loh... haha...

going to oyoung's talk - sex and religious - this thursday (15th may 08) at our PTF center... and this saturday going to shayne's doggy - milo's shiong kai party... haha...

hope to know more people, and fill my life with more activities perhaps? :) lets hope that things will work out smooth for me loh... haix.

hope to cheer myself up. :)

spore trip 2. con'd...

我的新国手记

200854日星期日早上9.00

终于到新加坡了。入境了,没什么大问题。基本上每个人都是在等护照被盖上了印章而已。我也不例外噢。赫赫。在看到自己护照上被盖上了第一个印章的那一刻,有些爽。哈哈。

p.s. 我才刚更换我的护照而已。所以里面是空空的。

在离开柜台走去搭电梯的时候,那个刚才在火车上活泼的小女孩喊我:“koko, bye bye…”赫赫。很可爱的女孩哦。向他们(她妈,她和她弟弟)挥挥手之后就上手扶梯离开了。

离开了入境处,走到外面去搭巴士,才发现自己没有新加坡硬币。。。唯有硬着头皮跟在火车上坐在我前面位子的帅哥换两块钱的硬币。赫赫。换了钱顺便聊(撩)一下。哈哈。

上了一辆去woodlands mrt的巴士。本来是要用我n年前的ez-link的,可是用了才发现我的卡正处于负资产的状态。哈哈。唯有投进刚才换来的一块钱硬币。赫赫。还好刚才有换哦,不然就吃蕉(赤脚[走路罗])了。

到了woodlands mrt站,在第一时间去到ticket vending machine那里top up我的ez-link卡。加额10块钱-现有余额7块多而已。然后就去搭mrtboon lay文礼站。从woodlands搭到jurong east再转车搭到boon lay。到boon lay那里的时候大概10点左右。。。

SMS了我朋友说我到了,就在火车站里面的一间店名叫做take away的饮食店买了一杯八毛钱的thai iced tea(既泰式冰奶茶)。味道除了有些甜之外其实还算不错。赫赫。多一下朋友就到了。等他打包了早餐之后就跟他回家之后就放下行李和洗澡。之后就跟他和他一个一起住的朋友去了bugis区逛。

就这样,3个男生就搭着火车到bugis站。然后就去逛街了。赫赫。我朋友说碰巧今天是星期日,新加坡市场在周么时时常都会有减价和促销的。赚到了哦~逛街。逛街。还是逛街。可是最终的收获只是一件baleno的粉红和白色线条的衣服和一件白色短裤而已。哈哈。

逛了,买了,走了,累了,吃了,休息了,就回家了。哈哈。洗澡后就休息了。累扁了。。。

基本上新加坡没有什么很特别的东西。和马来西亚的东西差不多,唯一不同的就是很贵的价格吧。赫赫。穷人就不应该旅行的。。。唉。。。穷人的悲哀。哈哈。。。

Saturday, May 10, 2008

shooping spree.

hmm. went to 1u with my cousin lyn from brunei just now... shopped for stuff and clothes... and spent... roughly rm500 on clothes and skin products... :(

hmm... let me see what WE had bought...

first thing - zerohour - zh mix coloured motif l/sleeve shirt - rm20.00 (promotion bah. original price rm109.90 then 1st promotion rm50.00 and now its the further promotion) - tony... its a long sleeve shirt, green colour... quite nice :P

second thing - smart connection - lady knitted pants cotton cvc - mix colour - l - rm19.00 (promotion also. originally rm39.00) - tony... its a... err... lady's pants... for jogging use one...

third thing - rufffey - fbb ts - rm10.00 (still promotion... original price unknown) - tony (STILL MINE) a black tee-shirt... i like it a lot hehe... especially the gold lines at the sleeve there... while lyn bought a green dress for rm27.50 (50% off for rm55)... she likes it a lot too... at least it seems. hehe...

fourth thing - guardian - cellinique pro sebum gel * 2 + neutrogena skinclearing toner - total rm296.80 - lyn and tony... so expensive pro sebum gel. haix. not my money anyway haha... :P

fifth thing - romp - white jacket * 2 - total rm89.80 - lyn and tony... one for her and one for myself... mine is a sleeveless jacket with hood one... hehe i LOVE it so much... ;)

so overall we spent quite a lot leh... haix... >< kinda like... the first time i ever spent so much for clothings... hmm... well, changed me.

HAHA...