sad guy...

what's wrong for being a gay? i'm a gay. so what? if you dont like me then get lost. dont stay there and interrupt my life.

Friday, November 13, 2009

focked up……

wanted to purchase air tickets for both of us to travel from kuala lumpur to taipei, taiwan during our sem breaks, which is on last 2 weeks of may 2010…

the ticketing status are all “available” when i checked on them 2 days ago,on 11th november. unfortunately, when i checked for the tickets a few minutes ago (13th november), the tickets are all out. for both taipei and also tianjin, beijing.

wth.

shoot. im sooooo pissed off now. damn.

Friday, October 23, 2009

无聊中~

回来了~

我宝贝在做什么?

昨晚漏液赶功课。

今早交功课。

中午去当义务摄影师,帮助一位弱质女流的拍摄功课。

迟些就会去1U的Shogun吃日本自助餐。

再迟些?温习下个星期一要考的科目。

我宝贝时时都会怎样?

我宝贝时时都会想念我,挂念我。

 

哈哈。。。

我爱你。

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

September 2009 Examination Results

SEPTEMBER 2009 EXAMINATION

No

Unit Code

Session

Description

Grades

1

UALC1003

200905

INTRODUCTION TO CHINESE LANGUAGE I

A

2

UBMH1013

200905

ORGANISATION AND HUMAN RESOURCE

B-

3

UCCM1673

200905

MATHEMATICS FOR BIOSCIENCE

B-

4

UMSD1123

200905

ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY I

C

5

UMSD1204

200905

METABOLIC BIOCHEMISTRY

C

6

UMSD1223

200905

PRINCIPLES OF NUTRITION

D

GPA

2.0750

CGPA

2.3500

Status

CANDIDACY TO CONTINUE.

Date of Release

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

随便写。。。

看着那几个没有了灵魂的躯体;想说,它们也曾经很有生命,很有灵魂的。如今它们只是被摆置在那里。

孤独的它们,背靠背的,孤独地成群起来,形成一个对外三角形。。。

一个往上看,一个往下看,另一个往前看。似乎是用着不同的角度去窥望这个世界的一切一切。。。

或许他说,遇到对的人,我就活起来了。

或许他说,遇到不对的人,我就死去了。

或许他说,或许我死掉,我就会活过来了。

我要什么?你要什么?他要什么?我们要什么?

我是什么?你是什么?他是什么?我们是什么?

三个天天在一起的,有可能什么都不是。但,我们真的什么都不是吗?

 

思考完毕。我们仍然如此。

我有我望,你有你看,他有他窥。

还是如此。

世界还是这样。

fruit + juice “cleansing” plan… :P

had something funny in my mind few days ago, and i’ve been started following this “body detox-cleansing plan” since monday night… it came into my mind when i was shopping alone in Tesco Kampar monday evening… Bought one whole pack of celery stalks… Planned to juice it, and i did…

the plan is like…… consuming ONLY fresh fruits and juices… without other foods… :P that sounds crazy? haha…

so… a brief summary of what i had done…

Monday

- A cup of celery juice. PURE celery… no salt or sugar added at all… (It tasted like… celery. hehe…)

- Half cup of orange juice. Boxed… no added sugar and no preservative too… so it tasted VERY SOUR!!!

- DUE to some unknown reasons, i consumed 2 packs of IKO natural biscuits… HAHA…

Tuesday

- Went to Tesco to buy new stuffs in the afternoon… includes: one new pack of celery stalks, half a small-sized red seedless watermelon, 2 cucumbers, 10 apples…

- Got back from Tesco and juiced both cucumbers, 2 apples and 2 stalks of celery… I mixed 1 cucumber + 1 apple + 2 celery stalks first… drank and found out that it tasted GOOD! so i juiced another cucumber and apple… and mixed with the SOUR orange juice… - -“ and it tasted a bit weird… haha…

- Cut half of the half watermelon (so i consumed only quarter)… Wanted to juice them at first but after i cut them i was too hungry lazy so i just ate them like that… haha…

- Had a pack of 4-piece peanut cracker with half cup of green tea…

 

Basically that is all for now, and i do plan to continue this until thursday night… hehe… hope that it will bring in positive effects afterwards… haha…

take care~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

CHEAP online photo printing service…

Guys, i’ve recently found out that there is one MALAYSIAN ONLINE PHOTO PRINTING COMPANY available… Named “eoe”, the homepage of this web-based company is http://www.eoe.com.my/

They are having this really cheap photo printing promotions… RM0.30 per 4R photo and RM0.50 per 5R photo… Click on the image below will bring you to the promotion page on their website…

What is so special about this photo printing company?

1. ONLINE PRINTING!!!
That means tones of convenience for users and savings (no need to spend petrol to go out loh… no need bus or taxi fare etc… somemore, its CHEAP!)

2. Flexible…
You can choose the photos you want to print out anytime, anywhere you like~ (As long as you have the softcopies of your photos and have internet access… You can do all these things ONLINE!) They have this FREE online album service… where registered (also FREE!) users are given roughly 2GB of spaces for their usages, so that they can upload the photos they want onto the website… Users may also SHARE and SEND photos and albums with different users too~

The photo upload options are shown here… You can either download their very own Photo Express Software, Easy Upload or File Upload

It is important to create an account for yourself and login first before you start uploading your photos… This is because, IF you face any problem such as network issues, internet line disconnected, etc. during your photo upload process, where you may find your upload process needs to be stopped or you have missing photos from the print order page, you may just re-login to your account and you will be prompted a message which allows you to continue with your order from there!

3. Good modes of payment…
They accept major credit cards (Master & Visa) and also Maybank2u.com… Not too much but at least non-credit card users may pay for their online products through Maybank2u… Most malaysians will have Maybank account right? :P if you dont have maybank2u account, you may bank-in the amount of your order to them too…

4. SHOPPING…
Shop online for digital cameras, video cameras, MP3s/MP4s, voice recorders, photo frames/albums and also other accessories such as batteries, flashes, lens, memory cards and screen protectors… Somemore they will have promotions from time to time~ Aiyah~ Their 2nd Anniversary Sales just passed last month… From 16th August 2009 till 16th September 2009… Have to wait for another one then~ ^^

ETC ETC ETC…

There are just tones of pros about this company’s services… Go check it out yourself :) hehe…

 

BTW, I’ve already used their services for around 3 times since few months ago… Went to genting twice with my bf, celebrate birthday in Penang, Famine-30 2009 photos etc… Print those carefully selected photos out d~ i wont normally do this, as normal photo printing shops will charge quite a lot eh~ at least RM5 for opening your memory card, then around RM0.50-0.70 per photo for digital ones, bla bla~ so mah fan~ and most importantly, so expensive when they add everything up together… that seriously stops the KIAM-SIAP me from printing too many photos…

Their pricing or rates for photos are as followed:

Prints Min. Resolution Weight (g) Price (RM)
3R (3.5” X 5”) 420 X 600 3 0.40
4R (4” X 6”) 525 X 700 4 0.30
5R (5” X 7”) 575 X 805 6 0.50
6R (6” X 8”) 600 X 800 7 4.50
8R (8” X 10”) 720 X 900 12 6.00
10R (10” X 12”) 768 X 1024 17 13.00
11R (11” X 14”) 1320 X 1680 20 23.00
12R (12” X 16”) 1440 X 1920 25 30.00

It is stated that they use glossy paper for all prints except for the largest 11R and 12R, where they use matte paper… I dont really know what are the differences, and i dont really print 11R and 12R pictures… so that doesnt matter to me at all hehe…

the convenient thing about this eoe printing service is, NO extra developing charges at all! and NO minimum printing quantity! besides, they also give FREE EXPRESS POSTAGE (skynet) for those who’ve spent more than RM35.00 in one order… which is around 117 pieces of 4Rs, or 70 pieces of 5Rs…

anyway, if your order is below RM35.00, the shipping and delivery charges will be based on the total weight of the order (calculate yourself using the weight/photo provided in the table shown above)… Which means they are not simply charging any amount they like or any unreasonable amount… They are charging you according to the skynet express postage rate (local order) and poslaju (international order), of which can be shown here for local Malaysian or Singaporean users, or here for international users

Basically, for peninsula malaysia delivery, its RM5 only (for first 500g), of which i think the order will exceed RM35.00 if the total weight of your photos exceed 500g :P hehe…

Honestly i LOVE their services a lot! cause they do sincerely provide lots of convenience to us, the consumers!

more photos are to come~ ^^ guys, be sure to go check this website out!

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Scammed. STUPID!!!

Found a cheap original sony ericsson satio (idol) phone from a trade website namely alibaba.com, from a company called kei century.

Asked and was quoted usd300 for a sony ericsson satio (idol) phone from this website, [i got their details from Alibaba.com], paid and waited for a week's time just to receive 10 pieces of Corsair 64GB pendrives.

GREAT actions. i would assume that the pendrives are not working - as there was someone who said the same thing for the same company too - for sending invalid and not usable pendrives for things that he/she purchased.
http://resources.alibaba.com/topic/559544/KEICENTURY.htm

that fella used the msn address of keicentury-02@hotmail.com, under the name of Susie Liu.

this is that fella's western union payment details [given to me, being scammed]:
Payee name first name : DAO CHUAN Last name : SHI City: SHENZHEN Country: China

and this is that same fella's banking details [provided by another scammed user]:
BENEFICIARY INSTITUTION: BANK OF CHINA SHENZHEN BRANCH
SWIFT: BKCHCNBJ 45A
First name:DAO CHUAN
Last name: SHI
A/N: 4766 938 0188 138 7707
Address:SHENNAN MIDDLE ROAD,SHENZHEN,CHINA

is there anything that we can do about it? the stupid alibaba website just wont do anything. got complaints and complaints d but the moderator from the website doesnt seem to be doing anything. maybe they got bribed. haha…

fuck. i lost cash. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…………………….

Friday, July 24, 2009

STD Test.

对了。下个星期六早上我会和Tristan和几个朋友去做一个性病测验。在PJ不知道哪里的。Tristan会带路。

为什么我们会一起去做呢?因为我们全部人都是某一个人的EX,而那个一脚踏多多船的人很有可能在跟我们在一起的时候已经患上性病了。所以就想说去做一下测验。看看自己的健康状况罗。

就这么简单。别乱想啊。一样啦,看到了也装作没看到好了。

我爱你。

Saturday, July 18, 2009

today...

hmm. completed my portion of recommendation for the effective recruitment - OHR assignment in one day... arnd 4-5 pages... sent to the pic (person in charge) arnd 10pm and only she told me mine is too long...... haha... >< bleh. been working so hard on it - -" only to be deleted. haix~

anyway, chatted with tris and found out that christopher may be the one transmitting HSV to him. then got introduced to ANOTHER christopher who was the christopher's EX also. hmm. so...... ><

want to go for a full STD blood test. but din bring my student id back. so will need rm180 in full... students enjoys a 30% discount, tris said... ><

haix~ so... most probably i will need to wait until 1st august for the test huh? hmm~ bleh...

tomorrow have to study for maths d... haix... monday maths midterm. haha... die.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

tesco spree…

shopped in tesco kampar quite a lot today. spent a lot too, i guess… >< haha…

well, went there with jess (again…) this afternoon after some business in old town area… bought 4 tupperwares (one big-rectangular, one small-rectangular, one big-round and one small-round…) hehe… planned to bring them home to selayang… oh ya, might as well buy another 4 for keith’s mom… :) i think she would like them…? hopefully… bleh~

btw, planned to bring home a carton of tesco shandy i bought few days ago, too… the shandy is expiring arnd dec09… so cant keep them for 2010’s new year loh… haix~

kinda free nowadays… why? i dont know. haha… yay thank god i could memorise the whole TCA cycle and i scored 20 marks there perfectly!!! (i guess) hehe…

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

yin & yang of me… ><

wasnt feeling very well since keith left to korea for his HIS (hallym international school) student exchange program for one month – from 28th june till 2nd august…

i do miss him a lot of course… kinda cant get used to it since he left – cause he was staying with me for roughly 3 weeks in kampar before he fly over to korea for this program… so… its like from ‘being together’ to ‘being alone’ all in a sudden… it sounds ‘reasonable’ for me to… err… have this together-alone shock, huh?

so… as a results, i am just being… weird in my classes. sometimes talk to them a lot, sometimes being a silent hunter etc… haha… >< cant really get used to it up until today, 2weeks+ after he left…

being… ‘hormonal + psychological’ imbalance, i went to tesco yesterday with jess and bought quite a lot of things… spent rm62.90 alone. haha… for 1 bathroom mirror, 2 water tumblers, 1 microwavable tupper-ware, 2 packs of peanut butter biscuits, 2 bottles of shampoos + FOC conditioners, 5 packs of candies (ok, promotional one) AND also 2 cartons X 24 cans of shandy (buy one free one, okay~)…

brought home the tesco booklet with me… and planned to buy MORE things back to my house in selayang… by ‘mix and match’ and ‘calculating’ in the booklet… i think most probably i would need to spend rm200++ AGAIN for those groceries + tools + anything + whatever… haha…

is my behavior some sign of any… err… mental disturbance? illness? or what? ><

keith in korea is roughly the same too, he said… i kept on spending and shop, he kept on munching on biscuits… >< haha…

oh ya btw, i bought myself a dslr camera… konica minolta maxxum 5d… its an old digital slr camera, but i think should be good enough for an entry level boy like me… hehe… :)

besides, i spent rm3xx for bjork’s surrounded box set, which i had been aiming and dreaming and… err… wanting to get one but never (for its price loh…) do… ‘finally’ im able to make this decision, huh? :S

kinda funny that i kept on spending and spending and spending in this while… haix~ if kept on spending like this i die loh~ ptptn also havent come in yet… haha… :P

btw, i kept on blogging this few days too, huh? :P so is it something good or bad…? >< whatever~

and btw again, im going to sit for my first midterms paper 11hours later – 6pm… yet i just roughly read through 2 chapters and i still have another 4 chapters to go~ ><

die.

haha… :P bleh~ take care~ ^^

KAMPAR PERDANA 161/162 FXXXER STUDENTS!!!

just now around 1am +- a group of stupid students staying in either 161 or 162 (dunno which unit, but definitely it's either one) kampar perdana was making soooooooooo much noise to the extent that i have to shouted out from my room for TWICE...

THEY ARE SERIOUSLY BRAINLESS. THIS WEEK IS THE WEEK WHERE MOST OF THE STUDENTS WILL SIT FOR THEIR MIDTERMS!!! YET THEY MAKE SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH NOISE LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. SO BRAINLESS THESE STUPID STUDENTS.

i dont know whether these kind of mxthxr fxckxr are students or not cause it is very obvious that they are soooooooooooo brainless!!! i shouted sooooooo loud to the extent that katherine who stayed 2 units beside sms and asked am i the one... haha... anyway, back to those brainless guys... even after i shouted for twice d - they still make noise... stupid guys and girls.

i think if they still make so much noise i will opt for the last resolution which is to call the police or go to their house and make noise? haha...

brainless utar students. bleh.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

midterms coming...

the first paper for my midterms would be OHR - organisation and human resource... which is the subject that i only went in during the 3rd or 4th week of studies... and the paper is tomorrow... AND most important thing is, i NEVER really study for that yet... ><

die.

bleh...

midterms list...
15th - OHR
16th - metabolic biochem
17th - anatomy n physiologi I (THE REPEAT SUBJECT!!!)
20th - maths for bioscience
unknown - chinese I & principles of nutrition

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i wonder how would my results be for this sem............. wish me good luck, huh? :)

p.s. btw, i just 'implement' this google adsense thingy on the top as the... err... advertisment aka earn-me-money tool - if i can get enough clicks... haha... :P

take care guys... and good luck for those who are sitting for their midterms too... ^^

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

April 2009 Examination Results

APRIL 2009 EXAMINATION

No Unit Code Session Description Grades

1 UALE1063 200901 ENGLISH FOR SCIENCE A-

2 UAPO1003 200901 INTRODUCTION TO POLITICAL SCIENCE B

3 UMSD1104 200901 CELL BIOLOGY C+

4 UMSD1114 200901 STRUCTURAL BIOCHEMISTRY C

5 UMSD1123 200901 ANATOMY AND PHYSIOLOGY I F

GPA 2.1941

CGPA 2.1941

Status CANDIDACY TO CONTINUE.

Date of Release Monday, 25 May 2009

 

Kinda disappointing here… >< what can do? :(

没办法啦。。。没有念书的后果就是这样的啦。。。bleh~

所以A&P就要repeat了罗。。。>< die~

一年了。。。

宝贝,我们一年了。。。

祝我们一周年愉快。。。

:)

我爱你~

Sunday, May 24, 2009

几则小笑话。。。

呵呵。看台湾综艺节目天才冲冲冲之谁是老鼠屎。。。看到了乃哥徐乃麟的笑话。。。

大概大概是这样的。。。

 

1. 中国成功地把所有疫情quarantine了。。。原因很简单。。。他们把所有的传播昆虫给~

蚊子 戴口罩。。。

苍蝇 戴手套。。。

蟑螂 公的戴避孕套,母的结扎。。。

 

2. 一个卖中国山药的老头,卖的山药和台湾平常粗粗的不同 - 老头卖的是那种瘦瘦长长的山药。。。

(城哥打岔说:粗粗壮壮,老娘不怕;瘦瘦长长,老娘投降~)

那个山药可厉害了~据说~

老公吃了 老婆受不了。。。

老婆吃了 老公受不了。。。

两公婆吃了 床受不了。。。

问老头为什么不多种一些,老头说

种太多 地受不了。。。

 

哈哈。。。其实也没有什么好笑还是什么的。。。只是有点闲空,因为男朋友去了北京几天,还要一个星期才回来。。。赫赫。。。想念他。

Saturday, May 09, 2009

sucks examination results?

hmm… currently having my finals for my degree y1s1… hope that will have good results. but honestly – it doesnt seem that i will have good results. bleh.

have quite low coursework marks for the subjects… seriously low for Anatomy & Physiology I (dunno got 20/40 or not ><)… approximately 30/40 for english for science and intro to political science… arnd 25-30/40 for both science subjects – structural biochemistry and cell biology…

honestly – kinda sucks. been working VERY HARD for the biochemistry and cell biology lab reports – but ended up not even 32/40 (80%)… sucks.

as for Anatomy and Physiology I, i just hope that i will get at least 40/100 (pass…) haix~ better pass than repeat. hehe. have low marks cause din pay much attention in class hehe… ><

hmm… whatever. see how much GPA will i get for this semester loh… haix… hope that will get at least 2.5 loh… used to be at least 3 during my foundation year… ><

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

low coursework marks… ><

scored quite low coursework marks for my degree y1s1 compared to my foundation year… :(

for structural biochemistry, i scored 27.1/40; for cell biology, i scored 26.4/40; for political science, i scored 30.1/40… unknown for both english and A&P I yet…

bleh. down days… ><

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

随便说。

两个人之间的一切一切。。。

从那一刻机缘性的相见到两个人真正认识的那一天,直到两人交往的时候。。。

从两人开始甜蜜地交集,幸福地在电影院里喂对方吃甜食,直到第一次吵架的那一刻。。。

从互相了解,到会替对方担忧顾虑,顾及对方的感受。。。

in short, 从结识到结合到离合。。。

那一切一切。都是美好的回忆。

人应该珍惜俩人之间的曾经拥有?

还是在乎俩人是否天长地久?

不同的人会有不同的见解。

不管怎样,只要是能够符合两个人之间的意识就好了。。。:)

我爱我的宝贝。我深信我宝贝也爱我。

祝我们长久。赫赫。。。

Monday, March 09, 2009

the beginning of ‘Ah Pehhh’…

adopted a cute puppy, a female one, and named it as ‘Ah Pehhh’… :P

hehe ^^ cute name for cute people’s cute puppy~

bought pet stuff, including its bowl, dog biscuit etc for around rm150… ><

quite a big amount, but it should be okay cause all 6 of us are sharing hehe… ^^

:D bleh~ for pictures ah… you can follow this link…

http://perplexed-jess.blogspot.com/2009/03/adoptor-not-struggling-leh.html

hehe… enjoy ^^

Saturday, February 28, 2009

airasia ticket from kuala lumpur to tianjin, china…

bought 3 return tickets for my hubby and his 2 female coursemates, traveling from kuala lumpur to tianjin china…

total rm2134.00 (something like that lah…) hmm… kinda expensive. haha… nvm lah. since ppl is going to pay me back. :P

so… nothing much lah. just a bit down that i cant follow along loh. hehe. but have to understand too – cause he’s not that out yet. so no ‘reason’ to bring along a… err… partner… ><

bleh. nothing much. just a random thought while in the middle of doing the stupid structural biochemistry reports… ><

after this 2 structural biochemistry reports, still have to do the anatomy and physiology lab tutorial… >< somemore have to submit 2 group assignments (which we havent start anything at all, yet…) yoh… die lah like this. haha… ><

Friday, February 27, 2009

a… err… ‘funny’ day?

went to thursday classes as usual, and got informed of my very terrible practical report marks… ><

i got only 60/100 for my structural biochemistry centrifugation report, and only 43/100 for my cell biology cell structure report…

thats like so… err… damn low. haha… the highest for biochem is 75 and the highest for cell bio is 58…

both jess and i were… stunned? when we knew our results… compared to 80-90 usually in foundation, that is seriously low. ><

so, after classes, both of us were quite… sad and down. so we decided to cycle to westlake area… ><

when we reached there, we just wondered around and cycled around… and i went to an optical center and make myself a new pair of spec, those thick rubber frame one, like my display pic here one hehe… jess said it suits me :) so i decided to go for it after cycle around and had our dinner… hehe…

we had our dinner at a 24hour mamak, at the corner opposite the CK optic… of which the boss (or the manager?) is quite polite… :) i heard a malay uncle told him ‘lain kali mali lagi ah~’ which means next time i’ll visit again… which im totally agree with that uncle now hehe… cheap food and good services… ;)

after everything, we started to cycle home around 6+… and at that time it started to rain again >< haix~ then we were forced to stay at that area, and that was when we found out that there is a quite cheap karaoke center… called A-box ah? or something like that lah haha… very cheap leh~

6 hours of singing (weekdays from 12pm-6pm) only cost students rm8 (+10% charge)… which is rm8.80 nett, inclusive of one drinks. haha… thats kinda cheap :D and the normal price is rm15 for the same hours… and after that from 6pm-8pm, everyone can sing for free, provided you have minimum 5 person and each of you have to order a mug of rm5 drinks… :) still quite cheap compared to kl loh hehe… hmm… would prefer if they have the option for us to choose to have lunch there :) hehe…

one thing, a bit err… that katherine scored the highest… its quite good for her loh… but think about that she did borrow my report, jess’s report and stella’s report to ‘refer’ does make me feel a bit… - -“ haha… whatever~ its her efforts. so let it be lah~

hmm… i heard from jess that another classmate may come over later to do the report with katherine… i feel that…… once you are ‘famous’ or good at something, there will be people flying to you to ‘learn’ from you. haha… :P well, i plan not to stay outside and do my own report without sharing anything loh. it sounds bad and the selfishness of me, but so what? :P its my efforts.

case close.

 

hehe… ^^ wishing myself a great day lah~

oh btw, was sleeping since 7pm on wednesday night and woke up only at 7am thursday morning… - -“ most probably its because of that i’ve been staying up late nights few days ago for few nights, rushing for my political science assignment gua… haha… :) take care~

 

i love you baby. :) trust me~ i will change for you :D just give me more time… ;) muack muack~

Sunday, February 15, 2009

valentine… ^^

hehe… a swwwweeeeetttt valentine i had this year :D

firstly my bf traveled over from kl to kampar to visit me… with a VERY SPECIAL AND PRECIOUS gift… :D

its an anklet he gave… BUT he FROZE it with a red rose… hmm its kinda hard to explain here… will take a picture and show you guys hehe… ^^

well, we spent time together… precious time. :) and im quite surprise when he told me that he do read my blogs, and that one of my previous posts saying my plans (paddington etc) betrayed me… :S i thought i can give him a little surprise tim… haix~

anyway, its seriously good to see you here baby~ ^^ you made my day :D

a man looks best when he concentrates in his works. you guys agree? i do :D cause that’s what i see in him now (yes, it’s NOW!!!) hehe…

Monday, February 09, 2009

a new bicycle~

i bought a new bicycle this afternoon… from a friend who’s leaving kampar… finished his studies and will continue in uk…

best wishes to both andy and cayson :) hope that you will be HAPPY and HAPPY ^^

take care guys~ ^^

Sunday, February 08, 2009

One week countdown to valentine…

hehe… its already 8th of february now… which is only 6 more days to valentine… ^^ kinda excited leh…

wish to give him a little surprise – since its actually the first valentine day for us…

since few days ago, i told him some little lies, saying that i gave katherine the paddington bear stamps (which i’ve already used to redeem for a paddington bear) instead of using it myself… hehe…

besides, i’ve bought 9 hand-made double-colored little flowers, put 8 into a box with the paddington bear, and another 1 left out on the ‘vase’…

i hope that i can actually bring some surprise to him… haha…

some of my housemates are leaving to somewhere else on that day… jess is going back to penang to celebrate it with her gf, stella is going back to melaka, katherine and thiam loong may be going to penang, carmen is going to setapak… left me and sheau wei only… and my boyfriend is coming to kampar to accompany me :D hehe…

dont really have any plan leh… >< maybe i will cook on that day~ cook spaghetti…? steam buns? bleh~ will see loh :D

hope that i will have a great valentine this year ^^

Friday, February 06, 2009

little gambling hours...

hehe. today's routine:

- wake up
- bathe
- walk to school
- study
- eat
- study
- walk home
- watch movie
- walk to restaurant for dinner

here comes something special ^^

- GAMBLING session with Jess, Sheau Wei, Carmen, Lye Shin, William, Ken Fang and his friend... in short, carmen is the overall winner - she won roughly rm5-10... jess lost rm3, i won rm0.40, william won rm0.30, sheau wei won dunno how much, both ken fang and his friend lost a bit, and lye shin is the pitiful vistim - lost roughly rm5-10... ><

hehe... overall, it's quite enjoyable ^^ hmm next time i should be more brave :P hehe...

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

感慨。。。?

赫赫。不知不觉已经是二月多了。。。同时也意味着自己一个人在金宝念书已经1个月左右了。

很想念我的宝贝。觉得自己好像对他很不好。很少会传信息给他,很少会打电话给他,很少会关心他。

很少很少。。。很少让他觉得温暖。。。?

。。。

上tt看了一些情感小说,里面的主角还蛮可怜的。看到眼泪满眶的。。。

之后就跟宝贝聊天,跟他说了:

“ 我喜欢那种幸福的感觉
我知道有了宝贝后 - 我是最幸福的人呢
赫赫
我爱你
我真的很爱你
宝贝千万不要像那种小说里面的主角一样为了家人和在社会压力之下抛弃另一半
我会恨死你”

一方面我真的很担心。。。害怕。。。可是另一面却相信宝贝 - 相信他的爱,相信他的心。。。

我爱他。这可是铁一般的事实。。。虽然有时候还是会看一些帅哥甲乙丙丁的。。。可是我宝贝已经填满了我的心~

赫赫。。。

希望天下的情侣都有情人终成眷属啦~ ^^

Monday, December 22, 2008

at my bf's kampung at jawi...

currently located at jawi, penang... around butterworth - bukit mertajam area and not penang island loh... :)

we (keith and i lah of course~) departed from kl sentral inter-city ktm terminal at 17th dec 8pm and reached butterworth jetty at 18th dec 5am... that whole train ride took us 8-9 hours and costs us rm17 per seats... of course, the cheapest aka economy class ticket... not quite a 'happy' ride cause there was a mentally-retarded boy sitting 1/2 rows behind us kept on making noises >< pity us the passengers as well as his sister/mother/whoever taking care of him that time... bleh~

anyway, we reached butterworth safely. hehe. since we have to wait for the bus (from butterworth jetty to his jawi home) which will only be available around 7+am... so we decided to go to somewhere 24hours mamak for some roti canai and drinks... we had not-very-tasty roti kosong, roti telur, tosai bawang and tosai ghee... not as tasty as i thought it would be or it simply should be... haha... :P anyway... when we walked back to the jetty side after our food there was a bus there :D and so we abroaded the bus and you know ^^ back to his house after sleeping for 1 hour plus... hehe...

reached his house at 18th dec around 9am+... and we both slept once we reached home, and woke up only around 2pm++... too tired loh haha... :P ktm train trip - -" maybe not next time leh... bleh~ not very comfortable loh honestly - cause paying only rm17 i guess... too cheap for comfort. hmph~

did nothing much at his house... eat loh... eash clothes loh... what else? :P

19th dec morning... went to bukit mertajam by bus... brought clothes for his mom, had prawn mee, and went to pacific butterworth... planned to buy bears, rings, hp covers, movies etc... but in the end we only watched movie together - the day the earth stood still... not very good but not too bad either... haha... but the cinema staff attitude like shit - -" not to us but to another one audience who was using her cellphone just for messaging purpose i think... the stupid statement was: 'miss nak enjoy movie ke nak enjoy handphone? either one - you choose.' this malay or indian guy's attitude was like shit. what the hell - -" im not allowed to use my cellphone in the cinema, even if i want to do messaging due to your cinema's technical failures? fyi there was a technical failure (actually, 2!) during the before-movie-advertisement period... firstly no sound, and then the whole screen projection bended or fell down, which means we couldnt see anything at all for that moment... - -" luckily all was kao-tim (settled) before the actual play of the movie... if not i think i would boom the stupid management etc... >< anyway, finished the movie and left pacific around 6pm and reached his house only at around 8pm... cause the first bus said 'naik bus belakang!' and the secound bus we went up got 'rosak' on the way, and we were forced to take another bus after waiting for a while - -" great...

20th dec... we planned to go to penang :) and we did~ ^^ reached penang island with bus and jetty around 12-1pm... then went back to his relative's place to unload our stuff first, bathed and slept for a short while, then went to gama and bought his mom's favourite raisin bread (a bit expensive loh - -" rm3.60 leh... wah~) and then had our lunch-dinner behind gama... i had fried mee-sua and he had fried loh-su-hun... and then went to prangin mall and we finally bought 2 bears (ah fan and ah toh, aka 'fran-toh' - french toast) and 2 rings... after that he walked back to his relative's place with the things we bought, and i went to the food court outside his relative's place to ta-pao food for my cousin's children - amos and benjamin... bought char-hoh-fun for amos and chicken rice without soup for benjamin... then? brought for them loh. hehe... went for dinner together with chia mean, min hui, both amos and benjamin... and sent back to prangin mall by chia mean... we then went back into prangin and bought another 2 giordano t-shirts (one black and one white)... considered quite 'fruitful' hehe... :) happy ^^

21st dec... woke up around 6-7am... and went to bukit mertajam there... after he settled his stuff there we then went back to jawi home together...

hmm... couldnt think of much thing to write seriously. bleh. ><

kinda sucks to see my own stupid blog with then then went went etc kind of words haha... really nothing to write~ awwwww~

anyway, im just happy to sleep beside him every night :) hehe... thats very very sweet... even though we cant do anything due to the danger of being discovered (his room got no noise-cancelling ability haha... :P) im still very happy :)

today 22nd dec we make tang-yuan with an orange-color sweet potato and a purple yam-potato... first have to cut those potatoes into thick slices, and steamed them to cook them till soft, then have to crush and mix the potatoes with tapioka starch individually, and the shaping part ^^ after boiling the tang-yuans we have to mix the hot t-yuans with sugar (for a sugar coating effect) and the t-yuans are done~ ^^ as for the sugar solution - we cooked both pandan and lemon together... so its both sweet and slightly sour... :) then mix both and some ice - done ^^

will go back to kl tomorrow by train... ktm train again... haha... we bought a 9pm ticket from butterworth, and reaching kl around 6am on 24th dec... ^^

see you in kl then~

Saturday, December 13, 2008

te-beetches war…?

i wonder what happened among the te friends… >< why want to fight leh… haix~

try to communicate and talk nicely lah… :)

final aka last examinations...

currently in the final examinations period… the last examination period for my foundation programme too… :P so im expected to ‘graduate’ from my foundation programme by the end of the year… :P

just had my 2nd last paper – english for communication this morning from 9am to 11am… :) and my next aka last paper is on this coming wednesday 17th december 2008… :P hehe… then after that we (keith and i) plan to go to penang… back his place in jawi… ^^

hmm… what else to say… oh ya… my english for communication lecturer ms shamini informed me of the wrong allocation of my english coursework marks… :P and i got 40.5 and not 36 loh… hehe ^^ bleh~ phew~ finally… :)

now having online interview sessions with scott, a university malaysia sarawak student, with his homosexual-related report… :)

hmm… miss my baby keith haha… i think we are getting closer and closer… :) i love him… ;) muack muack~ ^^

Sunday, December 07, 2008

event list...

past events:

29th & 30th November 2008 (saturday & sunday)
- Red Carnival 2008 by PTFoundation...

2nd December (tuesday)
- picked my lovely cousin Amilyn up from KL Sentral after her skybus trip from LCCT...

-had my very first fine dining experience with my cousin Amilyn, my another cousin, her long-long-long-time-boyfriend, her sister, her sister's husband and 2 y.o. daughter, my aunt and my boyfriend at damansara height area... dunno what name also - -" but its so damn expensive... for instance, 3 tiger prawns cost us rm60 and 3 pieces of black cod fish cost us rm48 bla bla... >< i bet it would be my first and my last fine dining experience... hehe...

what can do? im not rich mah... ^^ anyone want to sponsor me perhaps? HEHE...

3rd December (wednesday)
- went to sing K with my brother Jimmy the hairstylist, my cousin Amilyn the annoyingly-cute beetch, my boy Keith the handsome cutie, and my cousin Michael the... err... gay-acting-and-extremely-effiminate (to the point that he even buys rm50 foundation for himself) gay-who-denies-his-gayness-always... hahahahahahhahahhaa... :P from 4pm till 9pm...

took some pictures :) will update and show you guys later ^^

-later that night we reached home around 10pm AND only we realised that i need to go to the airport to fetch my uncle and auntie + friends + children from Brunei whose flight would arrive lcct around 10.30pm... so? what else? RUSH THERE LAH~ - -"

went to the airport in estima with my cousin amilyn... reached the airport only around 12.22am... as a results? haha nothing much... :P you imagine yourself loh... - -"

6th December (saturday)
- fetched my cousin Collie - Amilyn's sister who was working in Langkawi for her internship in her hotel management diploma in taylor's...

- went to a not-so-high-class chinese restaurant at rawang area for my 2nd brother, Man Chew's pre-wedding-dinner, and i was the immediate-notice-video-camera-boy... - -" i wonder how would the videos be like... haha... :P had some not-too-nice foods and 2 glasses of red wine... nice red wine :) you know why its nice? cause its bought by ourselves and not provided by the restaurant mah... :P

and now? doing nothing except updating my blogs loh... :) want to sleep d lah >< its 4am in the morning d - -" gosh... nite ^^

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upcoming events...
7th December (sunday)
- wedding ceremonies for my brother... all those chinese traditional ceremonies such as tea-for-angpow ceremony, children-bed-jumping show, children-red-tam-pui(spittle-container)-punching-ceremony etc etc etc... - -" honestly i also dunno what else d haha... :P

8th December (monday)
- my brother's actual wedding dinner... going to have it at Sentul's HGH Convention Centre 7pm... :)

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bleh bleh bleh... take care~

p.s. Keith and I are fine... we are happy and well, happy... :) cheers~

Monday, November 24, 2008

learning learning learning...

learning learning learning... ><

learn and learn and learn.

have to learn to show him my love and my passion more... :P

hehe. i need to be more mature. cant be as childish and self-protected as i used to be d... learn to communicate and express myself... rather than being silent and quiet... ><

bleh~ im learning. gimme more time~ ^^

Saturday, November 15, 2008

finals...?

hehe its my bf's final day for his finals today, and at this moment (15th november 2008 4.00pm) he is sitting right inside the examination hall... answering his last paper which will end at 5pm later...

im now online-ing at university malaya's main library, 2nd floor... :) while waiting for him... :P

planning to go shop for groceries later at tesco (near 1u that one... the one just beside the curve and opposite ikea one...) what you guys call that area? haha i cant remember that at this moment leh... ><

anyway, got the announcement that the library will close at 4.15pm... meaning i still have around 15 minutes' time left before i have to leave... bleh~

hmm. just i love my bf a lot :)

we do communicate more compared to last time where i was (perhaps?) simply too shy or afraid to communicate with others - afraid of getting hurts i guess.

B (stands for Baby~), sorry for bringing you all those negative feelings and hurting you so much... i love you and i know you love me too... please understand and trust me that i will listen to you more. i will respect you for everything. and i will always love you. :)

im learning to be more 'observative' and listen more to your thoughts and words... im sorry that there are times where i was being blurred or not-listening or simply ignoring (day dreaming?) you while you were talking to me etc...

im sorry. please give me more time for me to improve myself, for i love you and i want our relationship to be a lifelong one. :)

muack~ ^^

hmm. have to leave the library in another 5 minutes' time... >< sien (means bored in hokkien, a chinese dialect which is commonly used in penang)... haha...

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

bf's communication...?

communication with bf doesnt seem to be easy at all... >< just like communication with everyone else, huh? my bf commented that i treat him and others differently... in a negative way.

he said that i would try best to tolerate or SABAR (means, patient and lenient etc) when im with the others (my friends, his friends, schoolmates etc...) but im short-tempered and gets angry easily with him...

what could be the problem? he said i was being very nice and patient with him when we started around end of may but now im treating him quite differently...

honestly that hurts. that kinda hurts me when he told me that... >< but come to think about it again... i never really realize that anyway...

am i really that bad treating him?

i love him. no doubt that i seriously love him a lot. but what could be the main reason that the ways i treat him got changed, negatively? is it that as he said my love towards him is getting lesser and lesser?

i dont know.

i just know i still love him. :) i love my baby and he loves me too... hehe ^^

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we are constantly having communication problems since some time after we got together... in short, im not that used to communicate, as in those really deep interpersonal (2 persons) communications... >< haix~ (long sigh~) besides, im very poor in controlling and managing my temper too... always show 'angry' face and scold him...

i just dont think that im a good guy for him - for he is being very mature kind of guy (despite the fact that he's only 21 and im 20) and im just being too childish comparing with him... huh? haix~ (a long long sigh again...)

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we just fought over a little thing 10 minutes ago... the scenario is like this... he opened and listened a mp3 song which i dont like much. he wanted to copy the song into the pendrive in my car (im using a mp3-fm modulator in my car).

he: i like this song.
me: i dont like this song.
he: i like this song a lot...
me: i dont really like this song...
he: carmen (a classmate of mine) likes this song too...
me: then you go to carmen's car and listen with her lah. *seriously i dont recall any angry or frustration emotions or words from there... nothing much at least?

followed by a silent moment... ><

then i told him, delete the songs lah.
"huh?"
"dowan listen d lah. delete everything lah." (bla bla...)

...

and then we started argueing about that... he started to say things like "im wondering whether those straight couples communicate and fight like us"... ... he was like... asking how could i be frustrating just for this one sentence of bla bla... being a bit frustrated i was talking back things (SLIGHTLY louder) like... "i where got angry lah... you are so sensitive lah..."

haix~ until now i also dont really remember what d. haha... ><

bleh~ what can do? how do i actually control my temper my anger? :( i do admit that i have very low emotional quotient (EQ)... but im getting better lah if compared to last time hehe... improved from EXTREMELY SUCKINGLY LOW EQ to now, VERY LOW EQ... at least got improvements. :P

hmm hmm... what can do now... >< bleh~ it sucks.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

现在的心情。。。 my moods now...

嗯。。。
hmm...

看了一些幸福人写的文章,说自己和男朋友有多幸福多快乐的。。。有点羡慕。
read some articles written by those happy fellas, saying how happy they are being with their bfs etc... kind envy that.

哈哈。说明外国的月亮确实是比较圆的吧?
haha. perhaps the moon shines better and looks more round in foreign countries?

也阅读了不少的情色文学。。。当然不只是focus专注在色情的文字而已。。。其实不少的情色文章里都有感人的故事情节之类的。。。
read some other sex-sex articles too... of course not only focusing on the bed parts... actually i do think that there are quite some nice emotional moments in those sex-sex articles too...

看到心都痒痒的。。。
see until my heart so itch. haha...

很想念宝贝。他今天念书到傍晚7点哦。。。
miss my baby a lot. he's studying until 7pm later oh...

><

等下去找他~
going to find him later~

:)

昨天我们谈了不少关于我们双方的问题。。。算是沟通吧。。。
we talked quite a lot regarding our problems... considered a communication session i guess...

也尝试把自己从comfort zone里拉出来。。。面对他一直所说的问题。
i tried to get myself out of my comfort zone... and face the problems he always mentions...

我很爱他。他也很爱我。
i love him. and he loves me too.

:)

人在空闲的时候难免会觉得很沉闷的哦?这算是人类的坏习惯之一吗?
do people tend to feels bored and negative when they are free? is this one of the bad behaviors of humans?

有不少的人都不怎么会珍惜自己现有的东西的。。。为什么外国的月亮总是比较圆的呢?
quite many people dont really look at what they have now... why the moon is always rounder in foreign countries one...?

唉~
haix~

其实我是一个很坏的人。
actually im a very bad guy.

总有许多许多的遐想。
always think a lot...

哈哈。
haha.

比如:
for instance:

全身赤裸只围着围裙在做菜的男人很吸引人。。。
a naked guy cooking, with only apron on him is really attractive...

不然。。。刚冲好凉,头发还湿湿的男人只穿一件四脚裤,在抹干头发。。。
if not... a guy who just done bathing, with wet hair and weating only a trunk, wiping his hair dry...

还是。。。那个在床上狂野浪荡的男人也不错。。。
or... the horny and action-ful guy on bed is not bad too...

哈哈。。。
haha...

其实,自己有的那个是最好的了~
actually, the one im having now is the best~

:)

我爱宝贝~ ^^
i love baby~ ^^

p.s. some simple translations :P haha...

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

guys... come join me in this :)



guys... please come and join me in these projects...

http://www.ourgtn.org/index.php?showtopic=3303

What is Fight AIDS @ Home

FightAIDS@Home is a project of the Olson laboratory that uses distributed computing to contribute your computer's idle resources to accelerate research into new drug therapies for HIV, the virus that causes AIDS.

How do I join the FightAIDS@Home Project?

All you need to do to join FightAIDS@Home is download and install the free software. Once that has been done, your computer is then automatically put to work and you continue using your computer as usual.

How does the FightAIDS@Home software work?

We use a client (a piece of software) that automatically downloads small pieces of data and then performs calculations that model how drugs interact with various forms of HIV Protease, a key molecular machine in the HIV virus. After your computer processes the information, the results are sent back to The Scripps Research Institute where they are analyzed by researchers in Prof. Olson's Laboratory.

What's in it for me?

You get the satisfaction of knowing you are harnessing the idle resources of your computer to assist us in our endeavours to develop not only new AIDS therapies, but new methodologies for fighting AIDS. We couldn't do it without you.



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more info can be found in the above website given... please guys, do join :)

Sunday, October 12, 2008

back to utar...

hmm… last day of my three-week-sem-break… ><

next ‘schooling day’ = coming monday 13th october 8am…

bleh~ hope that everything will be fine hehe… :D cheers~

UTAR, im back. ^^

Thursday, October 09, 2008

my baby and i~ :) genting trip~





2nd sem finals results~

checked my results through utar online portal yesterday... :)

No
Unit Code Description Grades
1
FALE1033 WRITING FOR SCIENCE A
2
FAMP1013 PUBLIC SPEAKING AND COMMUNICATION B-
3
FCCM1613 MATHEMATICS II B
4
FCCS1013 PROBLEM SOLVING AND PROGRAMMING A
5
FESB1013 BIOLOGY II B
6
FESC1013 CHEMISTRY II C+
GPA 3.1667
CGPA 3.1333
Status CANDIDACY TO CONTINUE.
Date of Release Wednesday, 8 October 2008

hehe~ quite happy :) at least got improvement compared to last sem (gpa = 3.1000)... got improvement of 0.0667... so hope that next sem (sem 3) will get around 3.222 for gpa loh...

:)

take care~

Saturday, September 13, 2008

short note...

hmm... just finished my maths ii paper today... not as hard as i thought :P hehe...

i think my maths ii will get around... 50-70 ^^ hehe... :)

ok... next paper: public speaking on coming tuesday... what to study - -" bleh~ wish me good luck :D

Friday, September 12, 2008

final coursework marks...

hmm hmm... currently having my finals for my 2nd sem of my foundation year in utar...

my final coursework marks below:

problem solving and programming 42.1/50

maths II 20/40

public speaking 40.76/50

chemistry II 40.07/50

biology II UNKNOWN

writing for science UNKNOWN

that's all... got roughly 80% for 3 of them :D but... only NGAM NGAM 50% for maths II... >< need to put more effort loh...

oh ya... maths II paper is on this coming saturday 2-4pm... which means i still have roughly one day for revision only... >< die.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

msn... virus?

hmm. quite bad day... :(

i was online as usual... msn... check mail... surf porn... etc hehe... then around 30 mins ago, someone with the name hai ting and email l.s.t.3@hotmail.com or something like that added me, and before i even press accept, i see all my contacts were blocked and deleted one by one... YES. BLOCKED and DELETED one by one - -" haha... and that happened in front of me - in my laptop screen...

- -" very strange... and err... weird... ><>< bleh~ faint.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

down days... ><

as the title suggested, kinda down this few days... :(

currently having man-pms (mood swing~) loh... haix~ not feeling very good... dunno why. so many factors affecting my moods...

hmm... something to talk about my classmates... we were originally having our biology lab practical session on monday, on which we need one or two volunteers to donate their sperm for microscopic inspection etc...

we were ok-ok for that until one day (a thursday before the lab session) during our maths tutorial class, i sort-of like suggested the girls to bring their sanitary pads with bloods if its their menstrual period... the indian girls were saying things like its disgusting, hard to get etc... then a repeat-indian-student brad added in his comments, agreeing with the girls saying thats yucky and gross etc AND saying that it would be MUCH MORE + VERY EASY for guys just to masturbate and get the sperm etc... i sort of ignored them then...

THEN on monday, during the practical session... no one, not even our biology classmates nor the physics stream students are willing to donate his sperm... then i asked brad to donate and you guess what he said?

"Its disgusting to donate sperm", "i just masturbated yesterday night" and that kind of excuses bla bla...

stupid right?

i just dislike one very stupid big mouth of his. very stupid and brainless... haix~ pity him.

if dowan to donate just said so. no need to give so so so many excuses. btw, if you yourself dont feel comfortable donating sperm then dont ask the others to do so.

stupid guy.

bleh... not really feeling good >< haix~

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

after test~

hehe... just finished my public speaking test... :) nothing much to talk about... not sure whether can get above average marks or not oh. hope so loh. haha... :P

was having my writing for science lecture with ms christine just now... kinda surprised when she told me that she read my blog (directed through yong's blog) o... surprised loh. haha... :P thanks for your 'comment-less comment' anyway :D hehe... submitted my written assignment also...

so now the homework left are including both chemistry laboratory report and biology laboratory report... and tomorrow's mathematics second test. still havent study much though. die then. haha...

hmm hmm... going to fetch my bf later around 7pm... his class finishing at 7pm bah~ :) things are going smooth between us... hope things will always be smooth loh... haha...

take care~


*this is the second time i type this things out... accidentally pressed a few keys and my stuff left as...
"hehe... just finished my public speaking test... :) nothing much?" only...

speechless. >< (collapse~)

Saturday, July 19, 2008

是基督徒就‘大晒’吗?基督徒那么圣洁吗?其他人都是罪人、妖魔鬼怪、垃圾、没用的废物吗?

你是基督徒吗?
are you a christian?

如果是的话,你是不是觉得自己的圣经最至高无上?
if so, do you think that your 'bible' is the greatest?

不管圣经说什么你都毫无反对地服从?
no matter what does the bible states you will follow fully, without any obligation?

你的圣经说同性恋是错误的,令人作呕的,神经的,愚昧的,所以应该被摧毁的吗?
your bible says homosexuality is wrong, sick, insane, stupid, and therefore should be eliminated?

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先别说同性恋。先说教会历史。
let's not talk about homosexuality first. let's talk about church history first.

过去的教会迫害科学家、支持奴隶制、反对民权运动、反对女性讲道、拒绝按立女性牧师。。。一切一切。
last time churches kill scientists, support slavery, disagree with democracy activities, against female preachers, refusing the ordination of female pastors, etc.

圣经不是说明了,这些是对的吗?保罗在腓利门书不是叫逃奴回去继续做奴隶吗?以弗所书六章5-9节、歌罗西书三章22节-四章1节、提摩太前书六章1-2节不是都在支持奴隶制度、反对解放奴隶的吗?在提摩太前书二章12节保罗明明写着说他‘不许女人讲道’的吗?

如果这些都是非常正确的话;那利未记十九章19节不是说着‘不可用两样搀杂的料做衣服,穿在身上’,申命记二十二章11节也不是写着‘不可穿羊毛细麻两样搀杂的料做的衣服’吗?

基督徒,你敢说你每件衣裤都是100%纯料制造的吗?100% cotton? 100% nylon?而没有50% nylon + 50% cotton的?如果有的话,你又怎样解释啊?你没看过这两段经文?所以不知者无罪?笑话!(世界上还不时有许多许多人没有看过圣经可是却被你们迫害致死!)还不快翻开你所谓至高无上的圣经?哈!你这个不道德,不遵守神的教诲,不可看圣经的假基督徒!忏悔吧!

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回到同性恋:
back to homosexuality:

逻辑上说,我们有什么错?你又以什么身份来说我们错了,如果我们真的有错?
logically, what is our mistakes? and what is YOUR identity to say that we are wrong, if we are?

我们同性恋滥交。
我们同性恋违反自然规律。
我们同性恋无法传宗接代。
我们同性恋肛交。
我们同性恋男生娘娘腔,同性恋女生男人婆。
我们同性恋人的结合不能生育。
我们同性恋人家庭领养的孩子长大后心理都有问题。
我们同性恋心里不快乐,许多同性恋者都自杀。
我们同性恋人数少,属于异类。
我们同性恋在很多宗教都属于罪恶。
我们同性恋男人/女人接吻很恶心。
我们同性恋引来社会人士的异样眼光,因为社会上一般人都反对同性恋。
我们同性恋不能生育,而生儿育女是每一个人的社会责任。
我们同性恋是西方人的不良文化。
我们同性恋最大的兴趣就是性,我们之间没有爱,关系也不长久。
我们同性恋小时候都受过性骚扰,心理不正常。
我们同性恋会骚扰小孩子,心理变态。
我们同性恋人家庭领养的孩子不知如何称呼双亲。
我们同性恋如果不是罪恶,为什么世人都反对了几千年呢?
我们同性恋如果可以相爱结婚,为什么乱伦不对呢?为什么人兽不能结合?
我们同性恋是一种病。
我们同性恋有许多男妓-甚至是未成年的小男生也被逼为娼。
我们同性恋者被鬼附身。
我们同性恋很讨人厌,看了就打从心底不爽。
我们同性恋者上pub和disco找寻对象,甚至能在厕所,按摩所里面直接‘上’。
我们同性恋男人只能通过肛交来‘爽’,而同性恋女人只能通过舌交和手交来‘爽’。
我们同性恋者我行我素,一点都不理会别人的感受。
我们同性恋男人跟女人混得非常熟,往往过于亲密,对女人意图不轨。
我们同性恋男人超级爱打扮-甚至比女生更美;同性恋女人都男性装扮,甚至比男生更帅。
我们同性恋男人都无法承担任何家庭的责任,无法赚钱养家,肯定不会孝顺父母。
*会在得空的时候慢慢写。哈哈。。。

除了上面所列出的理由之外,请问你们还有什么理由反对同性恋吗?有的话请你们留下你们的意见,别像那些自以为是的白痴传统基督徒一样-在真正理解之前就放个屁走人了。
what else reasons do you have, minus all the aboves? if you do have kindly comment. dont just SHOOT and LEAVE like stupid ordinary-traditional christians.

神学上说,我觉得不管我说了什么关于同性恋的,都没有什么说服力-因为我不是什么牧师(就算我是牧师也不见得你们会谦卑听从和服从)之类的。不是吗?
THEOLOGICALLY, its not my words you guys will really listen and most probably none of you will agree with me if i am 'preaching' you about homosexuality. fully agree huh?

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还有很多很多。。。懒得跟你们这些自以为是的假基督徒说。反正我说什么,你们都认定我是魔鬼派来的使者,旨在令人们犯罪,不是吗?哈哈。。。
there are still a lot and a lot... but im lazy to tell you fake christians here... well, no matter what i said, you will think that i am a satan, coming to confuse you so-called the great cleansed ones and make you all sinful, right? HAHA... yeah right.

噢对了,马来人的阿拉真神是鬼,印度人的妖魔邪神全是撒旦的手下,外国的神神鬼鬼-全都是假的,包括了圣母玛利亚也不是什么圣洁的神。只有你们的耶稣是真的。
christians, malay's Allah is ghost, indian's god and god are all satan's 'anak buah', the others are just fake and, well, fake, including st. mary also fake and not god. only your jesus christ the real one.

你们不是每天都这样说和这样强调的吗?就算没有说出来的,心里不是这样想的吗?
arent you kept on saying and emphasizing this? even if you din say it out, are you thinking like that too?

小心出门被人家打死。在还没开始传教之前就被人家打死,可怜吗?好像不会-被你们迫害的不就更加可怜吗?
be careful later go out kena killed. got killed before starting to preach, pity? i dont think so - arent those minors whom you all kept on going against more pityful?

有一个问题想要问你们这些所谓虔诚的基督徒:
one sincere question would like to ask you all the sincere and great christians:

如果经过诚实的讨论和探讨研究、思考之后,发现原来同性恋不是罪恶的话,你们愿意承认错误,转而支持同志运动吗?
IF IF IF IF IF after thinking and reading and seminars and whatever studies... and you found that homosexuality is not a sin, are you willing to admit your own mistake and then, support homosexuality in turn?

这就能够看出你是一个真的基督徒还是一个虚名的基督徒。
this will make it clear whether you are really a sincere christian or just a fake one.

阿门!
Amen!

英文不好,请见谅。以前曾经是基督徒可是现在不是了。有什么好可惜的?哈哈。还不是普通人一个。又怎样?
sorry, poor english. not as mighty as you christians mah. i was a christian but no longer a christian. haha. nothing to be sorry or pity loh. its still like this. so what?

我讨人厌的表姐3年前做的事情,我铭记于心。基督徒,放屁。
i still remember what my CHRISTIAN cousin did 3 years ago. i will never forget about it. shame on you christians.



引用欧阳文风的《神爱同志》,3nity于2005年出版。

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

red cliff part I tomorrow...

hehe... bought 2 red cliff preview tickets from someone... so will go to watch RED CLIFF part I PREVIEW SCREENING with my baby keith~ on tomorrow night 16th July 2008 9.00pm at GSC Mid Valley... Hall 3, Seat S1 and S2... :)

HEHE... Keith said its his first time watching preview screening movie... me too :P ^^ hope that it will be a very sweet and memorable memory loh... :)

oh ya, ah Yong ah, i seldom update cause i dont think there will be anyone watching loh.

test results...

had my test for this sem... and here are the results for some of the subjects...

biology - 19.5/25 for test... 97 for report 1, 92 [97 originally but -5 marks for late submission :( ] for report 2, 80 for report 3 and another report to be submitted...
chemistry - 26.5/40 [yet the highest in the class :P] for test 1... another test to come loh...
problem solving & programming - 29/30 [highest in class too HEHE]
maths - 24/40 for test 1... another test to come too... ><
public speaking - not yet loh...
writing for science - not yet also...

GENERALLY speaking, my results are above average, so should relax a bit lah~ hehe... :)

well, have to strive for more after some rest... >< wish me luck, again~

Saturday, July 05, 2008

homework+assignment+laboratory-reports SPREE...

hmm hmm... damn busy. busy of what? haha... typical university student matters.

homeworks.
-tutorialS

assignments.
-programming... the so-called compiler

laboratory reports.
-chemistry II
-biology II

haha... life is always hard~ bleh~ anyway, keith and i are still doing fine... :) will post some pics when free :D

congrates to the smart-ass yong who scores 40/40 for physics test... chill BOY~

Thursday, June 26, 2008

a quickblog.

just a quick blog. hehe.

last night, reached home and settled everything (dinner etc.) around... 8pm... was kinda exhausted cause din sleep much last 2 nights due to lab reports and assignments... so i was like... go sleep now and wake up later around 12am for works...

i just woke up. and its 7.15am. HAHA... gosh >< i slept for nearly 11-12hours... i cant believe im that... tired? haha... and im still sleepy :S wah...

bleh. anyway, have to get myself prepared for school etc d... take care~ hehe...

btw, i dreamed keith. talking about money though. HAHA... just miss him a lot ^^ bleh~

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

online at 1u now...

im currently sitting at the maybank2u booth at 1-u first floor highstreet there... online loh. what else? haha...

im waiting for my cousin (she's off at 5.30pm...) so... haix... no matter what time my class ends i will have to wait for her also... ><><

just now after my class around 2pm like that, chatted with yong and some other coursemates for a while.. yong said i seldom update my blog. and im doing it now... with new pics somemore :P hehe... those pics were took around 12pm at PA141 leh... fresh and hot ^^ hehe...

hmm... nothing much to update loh. now still rushing for assignments tutorials and practical reports... there are just so so so many homeworks to be done... and still got time to online - -" haha... 'pity' me huh? :P tomorrow got maths test... hope that things will turn out to be fine loh... :)

haix~ nowadays spend so much until now not much left in pocket d... have to control and shrink my budget d... if not one day surely die. haha... hmm... how about a nice cup of detox juice from juiceworks? HAHA... :P

keith is in penang now... back to his hometown... for roughly one week... he was originally staying there for 2 weeks but he told me he will be coming back next monday evening (30th june)... cause he has to work from 2nd july till 6th july... good good... earn money for me to spend. HAHA... ^^ i just miss him a lot...

oh btw, just now when i was chatting with yong and jagdeep, they said the reason i look different on the day my bf accompanied me during a lecture is simply because my bf was there. HAHA... honestly i dont really know i would look THAT different with him beside me... haha... :)

miss him, hope to see him soon~ hehe... ^^