sad guy...

what's wrong for being a gay? i'm a gay. so what? if you dont like me then get lost. dont stay there and interrupt my life.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

My boy come visit me leh...

Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stan come visit me from BM in KL... from 21st January until 24th... for 4 days...

Mmm... well just to let you guys know, i haven't meet him in quite a time... which is about one month leh... as i visited Brunei for about 3 weeks from 26th December 2004 until 16th January 2005... and i really miss him... haha... well... you try to 'dont-see' your boy or girl for one month and see... still can be so good or not leh?

Anyway... i am feeling very sweet and happy about his visit... I AM FEELING GOOD!!!!!! I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!

what? jealous ah? haha... go find your boy or girl lah... hehe...

Monday, January 17, 2005



He's my boy... Stan...
Hell yeah! He's mine! Though not very handsome... Haha... But i love him still...

Love ya, Stan!

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Something about my ex... which make me piss-ful!!!

Mmm... this has to start from the time when me and my ex is still on...

There was once where my ex (alex) and i went to shopping trying to get some new handphone numbers... he bought 2, one for himself and another one for his mom... so he got himself a new number. i am too lazy to memorize the numbers so i just asked him to let me know his new number by SMS or so whenever possible... so one day, two days, three days... at last he didnt call me... not even bother to send me a SMS... so i dont have his number and cant get him...

Well, he moved after a few days we got the numbers... and again, he didnt let me know his new house phone number nor the location of his new house... of course i know that he is going to move before that... but he told me only the area of his new house, which is Batu Maung, a very big housing area... well it is impossible for me to search him house by house one right? so... we lost contact after that...

And just now, at about 11pm... a friend of mine, called Art, told me that alex have sex with another guy, which is a friend of Art too, a few weeks ago... then i calculate and it was around the time when we lost contact... somemore that was alex's first time! *OMG! he is such a jerk! fuck it! shit man...* he choose to 'dump' me for that guy... he din even bother to tell me, call me, email or sms me... anyway, Art told me the PART II of the story after that... that guy was actually just fooling alex, while alex really likes him... haha... *padan muka (means, you deserved it!) you jerk!*

I was damn freakingly pissed when i knew that alex gave his first time to him... and honestly i feel so happy when i know that his first time was 'cheated'... and his love too... HAHA... well, that jerky alex deserved that...

Friday, January 14, 2005

Intro Blog

Ladies and Gentleman... welcome to my blog site... hehe... well i am not that kind of people who used to blog and blog and blog everyday... so if you think that my site is not good, please 'give me some face'... cause i am a beginner... hehe... dont expect great works from little kids... okay?

You find my site not good ah? come fight lah! haha... kidding man... give me more comments and show me how to improve... but not only 'no good here', 'no good there'... if you want to say that anything is bad, please... i beg you to at least give me some ideas on how to make it better lah... haha...

Anyway, i hope that you guys will enjoy it... sincerely and hopefully... haha...

Blessing,
Tony.