homosexuals - christian

Is homosexual really a sin? FOR CHRISTIANS!

by being a homosexual myself, i dont think that homosexuals is a sin.

ladies and gentleman, what makes you say that being homosexuals is sinful?

the bible said so? really?

one example from the bible... the NIV version of english bible used the word 'homosexual' huh? but another version used 'sexual perverts' woh... what mean? does it mean that sexual perverts (xing bian tai) are homosexuals? no this is definitely wrong. why say perverts are gays? (bian tai jiu shi 'gay' de ma?) if like that you christians are so stupid... hehe... honestly even a little kid also know perverts and homosexuals are different lah... be more knowledgable... think before you speak oh...

there are still lots of things from the bible... but sorry i too lazy to say it out one by one... you can look through all of them in the book 'Shen Ai Tong Zhi' by Ou Yang Zhen Feng. if possible, i would like to challange you guys to go get one book called 'Shen Ai Tong Zhi' (God Loves Homosexuals in chinese) at popular bookstore or others... this book is written by Ou Yang Zhen Feng, a Bachelor in Theology (Shen Xue Shuo Shi) who studied in oversea theological seminary for a few years... so i dont think there is any problem for someone who studied bible for so long to correct the mistakes that ppl had previously done in translating the old bible text (greek? or Latin?)...

Christians, go and get the book to read! i challange you if you think you are a reasonable christian. if it is really right that homosexual is a sin, then i bet you will know where it is and point it out clearly, by using the word and idea of God!

Christians nowadays have a very fatal mistake honestly... the correct attitude to study bible and learn about God's word is NOT 'read our idea into the bible', but read God's ideas from the bible and input them into our heart. means we will have to be open-minded to accept new things. am i right?

one important thing: i am not here to say that you christians are stupid or something like that... my message is, bring a humble heart when it comes to bible... always ready to accept new things... like last time ppl say female cannot go church or speak the word of God one... about the same case lah... unfortunately at this moment still got churches look down at females... this is totally wrong. i can say that firmly that is not what God want, AT ALL. God DONT WANT HIS PPL TO LOOK DOWN AT OTHERS AT ALL! so none of us have the right to look down at blind ppl (example lah) or homosexuals or deaf or whatever cacat it is...

do you think you can still enter the kingdom of God in heaven by being so 'good' to other people? looking down at them and expect yourself to enter the heaven... how rediculous... haha... think twice lah friend...

please, if you think you are right, after PRAYING and LOOK THROUGH the bible and LISTEN to GOD'S WORDS with a HUMBLE HEART, leave your message here at the tag board or email me at tonyqcc@hotmail.com or add me in msn...

i pray that more people will know about God's thoughts about homosexuals... if you think i am wrong, pray to God that He will talk to me and tell me directly that i am wrong or something. I pray that myself will be humble enough to learn about God's words and His teaching.

Please pray for everyone that you think is needed. May God bless all of you. Amen!

din go to school...

well i din attend my classes today... haix... i was doing my maths homework which ppl had done in the past month but i have to clear them up in one day... :S... i was doing it since sunday morning and continued for so long... of course with some breaks... i still cant finish them... haix... i was still doing that in the midnight... until about 4 or 5 plus i cant really stand so i took a nap and it became a sleep...and i woke up at about 9 to 10... i was lated for my class and that means i cant go anymore... haix... so what i can do is continue my work loh... haix... just took my lunch and online to blog this lah... hehe... so see ya guys...

sick

guys i am sick... soar throat plus fever and cough... haix... wish i will be fine soon lah...

had a 'fight' with someone yesterday night... haix... sad lah.

holiday

hereby i would like to declare for a holiday in making my blog...

first not much ppl come and see...
second busy nowadays as i need to study...
third something bad happened and screwed me up...

thank you guys (how many ppl will actually see this?)

second day in tar...

my second day... the scheduled first lesson (in my schedule lah) is biology lecture class, 12 at dk3... but when i got in there, i found that most of them are ppl i dont know... oops... something wrong maybe... then i saw that the timetable of a girl sitting in front of me is totally different with mine... means that class is not my class... haix... i dont know mah... baru second day... hehe... then quickly walked out of the hall and heading towards the pre-u building... wanted to check whats wrong or what happened or so...

when i got there, i went to the stpm section to check it first... then i realised that the timetable is being changed... haix... they changed it before the lady gave me the timetable... and she din tell me anything about the changes for the timetable so i just followed it blindly... so not systematic and not... whatever lah... bad system... haix... TAR ah TAR... need to change loh... haix...

then i was like so 'shit'... but anyway... '(forced to) never mind'... haix... jotted down all the changes for the timetable... then only i realised that my next class should be 2pm... :(... which means i will have extra two hours... haix...

then somemore tomorrow's GP is moved forward... from 11am to 9 am... then after that 9-10 class my next class is 12... which means i will be so damn bored as i have nothing to do in that two hours... i had already spent lots of my time in the library d... but why leh... haix... everyday go library later i become book-ku-phoboe [book-ku = buku loh...] how ah... haix... bored lah...

anyway... today's class ok lah... the chemistry practical not bad lah... it had been some time since my last contact with chemicals and laboratory tools... hehe... so got a bit kelam kabut (:S) loh... but basically no problem... hehe...

today's GP class got transferred to next monday (mr. othman told us this yesterday d...)... so i got only two hours class in school... which is from 2 to 4 only... then after that mah go home loh... hehe...

tomorrow going to buy books... hope i can get the books i want and book needed lah... so see ya...

first day studying in tar

today is my first day attending classes in TARC (Tunku Abdul Rahman College), as a pre-u stpm student. woke up at 8, finished preparing myself to school and followed my cousin, chia chin, to a bus stop near selayang mall, along with my brother who have to go to snips academy for his lesson, in her car.

arrived the bus stop at around 9, abroaded a no.50 metro bus and my brother paid 5 bucks (for himself and me)... i went down around masjid jamek at about 9.50, while my brother stayed on the bus, still. then i took putra lrt to taman melati station, which is near my school, and got there at about 10.30...

hang around my new school until 11, and went to block c, where the science laboratories are, for my ever first lesson, biology practical (lab work) in c205. after waited downstairs for about 15 minutes (i was there waiting for my classmates to enter the laboratory but no one did), saw everyone left... so i went to the office, wanted to complain (not complain lah but ask loh) at first, but i found that that fella, Chong SY, is absent... his/her (i dunno is he or she yet) class is 2 hours long... so at last, i ended up hanging around the school, which is so damn huge, until about 12.45 when terry contacted me and we said to meet in the canteen 1. while i was on my way there i met seah lim, my ex-classmate in penang... and i chatted with him for a while... hehe...

took my lunch and drinks while terry sat there doing nothing... after that we walked around the school until 2, when i have to attend my muet (malaysian university english test) class by Lau LY at h302... basically her class is 'okay' lah... but honestly i felt a bit bored... hehe... her class ended at 3 and i went to h201 for pure mathematics class by Khoo ES... bored at first, too... anyway she did talk to me and ask me to mix with the others... hehe... she is friendly ;)...

after that went to h203 for general paper (pengajian am) class by othman... have to copy stuff once i got into the class and 'settles' myself... haix... the whole page words... he is ok-ok also lah... not bad lah... haha...

generally ok lah the first day... hope it will be better tomorrow... hehe...

tar student...

mmm... today i went to tar again, to do the registration stuff and everything lah...

morning 10 plus departed... arrived at about 11 plus a bit... then went to get my offer letter and some letters and forms and whatever lah... i read and understand that i need to get quite a lot of things... bank draft for my first sem payment, photocopies of ic, offer letter, spm result slip and whatelse? hehe...

then rushed to jj [jaya jusco] area... as there are two banks, public and bumiputra commerce, around there... so went into bumi (public was DAMN crowded... much more crowded than bumi) myself, queued for half an hour then only i realised that i have to fill the bank-draft form (i wanted to buy bank draft for payment) and enclose a piece of photocopied ic... so i was frustrated and i went to the shop beside it to photocopy my ic and also some official stuff which will be needed later... walked to a photo centre and took 4 pieces of passport sized picture of myself... then walked back to bumi again... again, queued for half an hour...

then got everything done around 1... then decided to go into jj for some food... as the bursary office [payment one] is closed at 12 and reopened at 2.15... so makan and jalan... went to tar and arrived at about 2 plus...

straight away went to the bursary department to pay my stuff... then back to the pre-u office to register... then asked my future housemate to go outside the office so that i can pass him the 2-month deposit... then go inside see the head of the SPUS [School of Pre-University Studies] so that i can get a class... and my class is LS2b... hehe... then got the time table and everything...

went to library... which is so damn far away and i almost got LOST :S... haix... then again, queued and realised that i have to fill the form... so sad... then filled the form, submitted it, and went back... it was about 4 plus when i got home... haix...

well i am going to start schooling tomorrow... hehe... so wish me good luck lah...

today me.

today...

- went to register in tar as a stpm student...
- looked for rooms to let and stuff...
- went for mr and mrs smith at tgv klcc...
- bought 4 books in kinokuniya... they are Resident Evil Zero Hour, Resident Evil Nemesis, Resident Evil Genesis PAP (movie book) and Fantastic 4 PAP...
- had a quarrel with someone...

tomorrow [plan]...

- go to mid valley for maybe a practice for the short film, Aman...

only this at this moment...

FW: Benefits of being a Gay...

FW: Benefits of being a Gay. [Chinese]

Translated...

I used to think that it is bad for me myself for being a gay, but i am arrogant now!
1. Normally, gays are more artistic than the others!
2. Gays have more unique 'savoring'! Like in pop music and so on!
3. Gays are much more easier to mix with, compared to those who likes to act 'cool'! Also likes helping the others!
4. Gays* speaks the principle more too! Take Glistens Three Sisters as an example, they always being scolded by those heterosexuals, but i do think that this group is diligently lovable! *in this point it should be 'Homosexuals'...
5. Gays are charming~ And always are heterosexuals' best buddies...
6. Gays really have lots of merits! But i believed that people who replies will take about 'sex'!
7. Quite a number of high-post workers is gay!

p.s. sorry that i cant translate very well... hehe... so there are quite some grammatical mistakes... pai-seh hah...

i love you...

for someone...

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you

il ove you
i love you
il love you
i love you
i lvoe you

i love you
i loove you
i love you
i loveyou
i love you

i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you


observations...
1. there are 20 'i love you's...
2. first 5 are perfectly spelled...
3. for second 5, there are 3 with spelling mistakes and 2 perfect ones...
3a. 2 mistakes for 'i'...
3b. 1 mistake for 'love'...
4. for third 5, there are 2 with spelling mistakes and 3 perfect ones...
4a. 1 mistake for 'love'...
4b. 1 mistake for both 'love' and 'you'...
5. last 5 are perfectly spelled...
6. in total there are 5 mistakes...
6a. 2 mistakes for 'i'...
6b. 2 1/2 mistakes for 'love'...
6c. 1/2 mistake for 'you'...

meanings...
1. take the 20 'i love you's as all my love... [use it for percentage thingy lah]
2. lovers' love are always perfect at first...
3. 60% (3 out of 5) of the loves seems to have problems...
3a. 2 problems from me...
3b. 1 problem for love...
4. 40% (2 out of 5) of the loves [dropped from 60% to 40%!] seems to have problems...
4a. 1 problem for love...
4b. 1/2 problem for both love and you...
5. anyway, when it came to the last 5, the loves are perfect...
6. in total there is 25% (5 out of 20) of the love with problems...
6a. 2 problems from me...
6b. 2 1/2 problems for love...
6c. 1/2 problem from you...

deeper meanings...
the love at the beginning of our relationship looks good all the time... but as we go deeper and deeper, problems and stuff occurs... most of the problems are start from me myself and not much of them are caused by you... anyway, true [perfect] love is always there... though problems seems to occur, true love is still there... and lastly, the loves are perfect...



someone, i love you...

Like and Love...

Like and Love are different...


1A You may like something someone did but not love him.

1B You may love someone but dislike something he did.


2Ai Like is only a small part of love while love involves the whole person.

2Aii You like someone's this little thingy and dislike the other little thingy.

2Aiii You choose which one to like and which one to dislike.

2Bi When you love someone, you will love the whole person as he was, he is and how he would be.

2Bii You will try to accept his bad things or behaviors.

2Biii You will learn to forgive and take things easy.


3A You like to do happy things with someone you like when you are in good mood.

3B You want the one you love to be with you no matter what you do, in any mood.


4A You are willing to help the one you likve, to a certain extend.

4B You are willing to sacrifice for your love ones, no matter what are the consequences or what would happen to the others, as long as you think he would lead a better life.



Tony Quah
04.38.09
2005.05.31

me.

i am Tony Quah Chin Chew...
for me, that is my identity...

i hate it when the others modify and laugh at my name...
for me, that is like insulting me and the one who gave me this name...

i am systematic and i wish to have a personal space...
for me, that is where i can release myself...

i hate that i dont have my own room in my own's place...
for me, that is like staying in other people's house...

i am a homosexual...
for me, this is me...

i hate that there are so many homophobics and treat homos as gross...
for me, this is worse than insulting me as that insults every homos...

i am artistic and i love music and performing arts very much...
for me, they are my daily core activities...

i hate it when the others kept on telling me how useless performing arts are...
for me, performing arts are my life...

i love my friends and i trust them a lot...
for me, that is how i hope the others will treat me...

i hate it when i treat my friends sincerely while they still take advantages on me...
for me, this is like stabbing me in the back...

i always try to treat everyone as cheerful and kind as possible...
for me, that is the best thing i can do...

i hate it when i was greeting someone while the opponent treat me like nothing...
for me, this is like throwing a pancake onto my face...

i am those kind of person who hate to be forced to do things i dislike or hate...
for me, this is so simple and true...

i hate it when i was having my free time after teaching, they asked me to replace another class...
for me, this is like working without paid...

i have the one i love, and i will continue on loving him...
for me, this is true love...

i hate it when i dont love one person, he asked me to try to love him or try to build the 'feel'...
for me, this is like insulting 'love', as this is not true love...

this is me...
for me, i am me myself...

no fake, no act...
i am Tony Quah...

Choral camp...

i wasnt online for quite some days... 5 day in a row... haha... from 1st June to 5th June... haix... got camp mah... haha...

well it was a choral (choir) camp... the 3rd Young Singer Choral Festival 2005... with the theme 'Sing Out! Sing Strong!'... at YMCA, Brickfields in KL... hehe... not many ppl know i joined choir before... and i seldom tell people about this too... last time one mah... and somemore not much archievement... so... haha...

anyway i am always a bass singer... bass is a male singing voice of the lowest range... means the voice very low one loh... haha...

well honestly din really make friends there except my three roommates jeremy, dennis and ryner... haix... three of them not only in the same class (form 2... ppl 14 nia so a bit childish gua... hehe... dunno lah...)... same church... same choir too... haha... by the way they are from smk batu lintang, sarawak... haha... jeremy an introvert... dennis half-half... while ryner is so damn extro man... :S... mulut like m16 leh... hehe... fast and lots of words... haha...

there are quite some students from penang schools like mgs lah... st georges lah... cpt lah... convent light street lah... [now i fully agree that the convent girls are like shit... trust me... all proud proud one... haha... kanasai nia... somemore not beautiful but act like 'queen' haha...] convent green lane lah... peng hua lah... chung ling butterworth lah... and my school SRI PELITA (though i am the only one representing my school... then somemore i am a former sri pelitan...) haha... got smk ibrahim from kedah... smk hamid khan from tapah, perak... smk assunta, smk seafield, and smk subang jaya from selangor... smk batu lintang from kuching, sarawak... alice smith international school from kl... malaysian institute of arts, music department and both the kl children's choir and the young kl singers... so in totalk there are 18 schools and 153 (plus minus) participants, including those individual participants...

the founders and directors of this camp is Susanna Saw and Mak Chi Hoe... then we have two guest tutors, Martin Nagashima Toft from Denmark, and Marcus La Pratt from USA... festival pianist Geneviene Wong Jen-Pei... then we have guest choirs too... six2eight, the dithyrambic singers and the wicked pitches from kl... and singapore choirs (Nanyang Girls' High School Choir, Hwa Chong Junior College Choir and Hwa Chong Voices) from Singapore...

the first day we did nothing... as the registration begins at 11am and dinner at 6.30 then opening concert, ice-breaking and choral section at 7.30 until 10 plus...

the second day... breakfast at 7... warm-up session led by marcus from 8.30 to 9.30, then choral session til 11, 15 minutes break, Western Music I by martin until 12, then a basic conduction session from 12 to 12.30, then one hour lunch, then British Choral Music I by Dr Marc Rochester from UK for 1.30 to 2.30, masterclass by martin with individual lessons by marcus until 4, American Music I by marcus until 4.45, free until 6.30, dinner until 7.30, then concert by six2eight and choral session until 10...

the third day... basically the same thing lah... breakfast at 7... warm-up session led by martin from 8.30 to 9.30, then choral session til 10.45, Western Music II by martin until 11.30, break until 12, then lunchtime concert by dithyrambic singers from 12 to 12.30, then one hour lunch, then British Choral Music II for 1.30 to 2.30, masterclass by marcus with individual lessons by martin until 4, American Music II by marcus until 4.45, free until 6.30, dinner until 7.30, then a choral session until 10...

the fourth day... lots of free time... haha... breakfast from 7 to 8.30, then free time from 8.30 onwards until 2.30... 6 HOURS FREE TIME... haix... then concert by singapore choirs from 2.30 until 4.45, choral session until 6.30 then dinner from 6.30 to 7.30, then choral session again until 10 and forum until 11...

the last day... 7 to 8.30 breakfast, warm-up session led by chi hoe until 9.30 then choral session until 11.30... half an hour break then lunchtime concert by the wicked pitches until 12.30, one hour lunch break, choral session from 1.30 to 2.30, then preparation for concert from 2.30 until 4... the concert starts at 4 and ends at 5.45... then went home loh... haha...

the festival participants actually only sing 9 songs together... excluding 5 songs the three schools (2 by smk ibrahim, 1 by smk batu lintang and 2 by smk seafield)... then got guest choirs too... over all dont know how many songs sung lah... haha...

the 9 songs are a song for you, hello, the guitar man, a native american prayer, dynamic without score, hands, joshua fit de battle ob jericho and aloha 'oe... like that nia lah... haha... i like all the songs... haha...