sad guy...

what's wrong for being a gay? i'm a gay. so what? if you dont like me then get lost. dont stay there and interrupt my life.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

plu-friendly cafes...

these are the plu-friendly cafés i found at here...


BJBS Café & Bujian Busan Karaoke
G/F 115 Jln 3/93 Tmn Miharja Cheras, KL. 012-2971833 / 012-3156522

Coffee Klub
Plaza Berjaya, KL.

Jln Imbi Café
175 Jln Maharajalela, KL. 03-21418141

Er Jiu
Tengkat Tong Shin, KL.

Green Lotus
No. 30 & 38 Ground Floor, Jln Walter Grenier, Off Jln Imbi, KL. 03-21413007

Jiak Guan
27 Tengkat Tong Shin, KL. Tel : 03 2143 2287

Rahsia Bistro & Wine Bar
13 Jln Damai, KL. 03-2142-5555

One Pandan Leaf House
64G Jln 5/101C, Cheras Business Centre, KL 03-91334566

69 Bistro
14 Jln Kampung Dollah, off Jln Pudu (Behind Times Square), KL. 03-21443369

PLU Café
68-0-4, Block H, Cheras Business Centre, Cheras, KL. 013-3017898

Thursday, July 21, 2005

miss performing...

i miss performing on the stage...

it had been a time since my last performance on the stage...

let's see...

my ever last stage performance is during the drama competition in dewan sri pinang, 2003...

until now i havent been acting much (i mean on the stage ones)...

haix...

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

new environment...

hi guys... it had been three days since my last blog... which i did before i moved to wangsa maju, my new place... moved cause wangsa maju is nearer to my college... hehe...

now in my school's CIT (communication information technology) room... which is computer room loh haha... online... there are about 200 computers here... and almost everyone is online now... so... SLOW... haix... i was trying to get into post-creating page for a few times before i can get into one haha... school's cit room is so crowded as everyone is entitles to 500 free hours of internet usage... that's why lah haha...

mmm... about my new place... ok-ok lah... not bad lah haha... basically i dont have any problem as i used to moving around alone... used to being independant (being alone actually)... haix... BORED... no tv (i dont think i will switch it on under normal condition if there is any HAHA)... no CD (i forgot to bring my CD collections!!!)... no computer (SHIT!) and the most important thing, NO STREAMYX (OMG THIS IS THE MOST SHIT THING!!!)...

haix... my monthly rental fees is 250... excluding electric water and telephone... you see lah so damn expensive... SHIT... haix... while i saw some notices at the notice board which looks for roommates offers cheaper monthly rental fees... haix... unfortunately i cant really move as, i had gave two months deposit (500 bucks) and had done installing (forgot whats the word) a big table which is 30 kg!!! with the help of someone of course hehe... HAIX...

now i am regret of moving to that place... i should have move to other places which is much more cheaper, and of course, with STREAMYX!!!

i did not notice any notice looking for roommates before i move in... this is so f***ingly FAKE... haix... HOW COME!!!!!!!!! i am so pissed of... haix...

PISSED AND BORED... SIEN... HAIX...

anyone wanna sponsor me a computer? or monthly streamyx subscription fees? haix...

Sunday, July 17, 2005

moving

well i am moving to wangsa maju tonight... and i will stay there...

that means i wont be able to online as frequently as last time d lah...

that place dont have any internet connection... everything also MONEY MONEY MONEY... haix... sien nia...

bored of that place before going in...

firt of all no pc or laptop... secondly no streamyx (not even dial-up connection!)... then no radio... not even bf... everything i need is NOT there...

=(

so how am i going to study long leh... haix... i think most probably i will quit schooling in tarc in this sem... so see loh...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

cookie...

well just now about 8 or 9 plus i tried to bake cookies... hehe...

it had been a time since the last time i bake cookies... which i think is in january, at my cousin's place in brunei hehe... well i miss baking cookies haha...

so... i baked three 'tray's of cookies... and first tray a bit soft... then second and third tray ok :P haha... basically ok lah i am remembering the ways of making cookies and stuff again HAHA...

well wanna eat? :P though my cookies sucks haha...

haix unfortunately someone dont like butter cookie, which is my favourite and i just made that... haix...

Friday, July 15, 2005

discouraging day...

well today is totally discouraging for me... i dont know why but i was like kept on thinking bad things and stuff... haix...

in school... zainal left and went to unisel... poh soon was as cool as ever... no one wants to talk to me... haix... bored nia... i felt damn bored in school... and the worst thing is, i had my chemistry mock test and i cant even do one out of the seven questions... this is so damn discouraging for me... over the past 17 years i lived, this is the first time (i think) i will get 0% for a test... haix... SO DISCOURAGING!!!!!!!!!!!! sad...

today class supposed to go from 8 to 4... but i just stayed there until 1 plus and i left... too lazy and too discouraged to continue the 2 maths lecture classes by jessica and tanwb... jessica everyday give homework... her f***ing homework seems to be unfinished... and well, they are unfinished and unlimited... i tell you she will give about 10++ questions everytime after her lecture... 10++ maths question are not as easy as spm stuff... that one so short and easy to finish while stpm one SUCKS... omg i am so frustrated by her stupid homeworks... pass-up to her once and she just TICK and CIRCLE... not even a signature after all... :( so i decided not to do her stuff anymore... i dont care i am so discouraged by that... dont scold me or blame me for that but i am too SHIT by that...

then went home... bored... nothing to do... haix... BORED... life is so bored... somemore someone so busy no time for me... haix... :(...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

long time no blog

haix... hehe... sorry that i long time no blog d... haha dunno what to talk loh...

well i went to penang last sunday til tuesday...

bought a 4pm ticket on saturday, and unfortunately i missed the bus (i reached there at 4.30... thanks to the f***ing traffic jam in kl [jam from 4 to 4.30 at masjid jamek there] SHIT!!!)... so i bought another ticket at 4.45 (the ticket lah) and the bus departed at 5... and it was heading to butterworth that means i have to take ferry to penang loh... haix... reached at about 10 plus... took a ferry which cost me RM 1.20 (last time only 60 cents)... pai-seh to have ken (my didi in penang) and his parents waiting so long for me... haha... sorry ya... then followed them home loh... then sleep loh haha...

monday morning woke up at 6 plus minus... then followed ken to his school... went to the canteen makan loh... then he went to his class while i heading to the library after my breakfast... so for your information i was in the library from 8.30 until 1.30 (WAIT FOR KEN LOH!)... luckily i brought along my maths t book or... haix... it was bored too anyway... haix...

anyway after that ken and i walked to penang road area and ate ais-kacang (red bean ice, or 'ang-dao-sherng' in hokkien)... he said it's his first time to eat there... haha... then went to prangin mall... walked for a while... then took a bus to his grandma's place... he bathed loh... his mom arrived with his clothings... then he changed and we makan... then his mom sent him to tuition and went to pay their old house's maintainance fees... then we went makan farlim laksa... which i missed for so long haha... then after that went to sunshine farlim to spend the one hour while waiting for ken... (his house is damn far so no point going back home as it take 30 minutes om his tuition centre to his place) then after bought a pack of 3 kg (or 5?) of dice brand washing powder... then met mary (my collegue in sri pelita)... knew from her that she wasnt working in sri pelita anymore... haix it seems that lots of ppl leaving sri pelita haha... then went to the pasar 'malam' ('night' market, though it was only 6 plus...) then went back to wait for ken loh... then after fetching him went to his grandma place for dinner.. then went to night market (another one) to buy eggs for his grandma... then went home loh... then tried to online but dunno why it cant on... haha... then asked sean to come and he did, then chit chat loh... then talked about many things haha... then slept loh...

tuesday morning... the same thing... followed him to school... then i went back to my school, sri pelita high school, by bus... as i have to attend the new south wales international competition for schools - mathematics assessment at 9.30am... then took the 1 hour paper... which i honestly, confident to get a certificate of high distinction, or at least a certificate of distinction... not i proud but really easy mah... i hope to get high distinction lah... hehe... then after the competition i went to the ministry of education for an interview conducted by the AFS (antarabudaya malaysia), which is about the student exchange programme (oh ya... i got chosen to go interview for student exchange to USA... but need to pass the interview first)... well honestly i dont think i will be chosen for that... haix... as i couldnt answer the question about the penang governor or whatever thing lah... haix... a bit disappointed... sad lah... then took bus to ken's place... then we went back home togather as he came to the bus station to walk me home (i dunno how mah)... then packed my stuff... and went to the bus terminal at sungai nibong... bought an immediate departing bus ticket, at 7.15... but eventually the bus departed at about 7.30... haha... then mah like that nia loh...

missing lots of ppl on my way back to kl... got ken lah... sean lah... his mom lah... someone lah... hehe... haix... hope to stay there longer one... but cant cause need to study so... haix...

anyway that was a good trip to penang haha...

Monday, July 04, 2005

SAD...

this is sad man... today is an unlucky day for me...

firstly i lost my locker key which i only have one set of it and i lost it! shit! haix... i cant access to my locker anymore :'(... cant find the key even after i walked around the school and the places i been to and the paths i walked through... haix why am i so bad luck one... :(

then as i said, i cant follow the a-level further mathematics classes... i was like so :(...

basically these two things had already 'kill' me half way through... haix... i felt like crying but cant cry as no one there to lend me a shoulder... i know those are some silly little problems but haix... just feel like crying lah...

any shoulder? sorry for being useless...

sad life.

so now i am able to be the boy sit down crying on the top left of this page...

this is cool man... for a sad guy like me leading a sad life like this and having a sad blog with 'sad guy' as its theme... SAD man...

haix... further maths class?

well just now, around 10.50 plus minus, i went to see mr ding, the further maths teacher for the a level students in my school... then i told him my wish to join the a level students in his further maths classes... then showed him the stpm further maths syllabus...

unfortunately, what he told me is that the syllabus arent really the same... so... haix... cham lah... from what he said, i dont think i can follow the classes... he said i will have to study by myself if i really want to take further maths in stpm... :(... haix...

somemore have some quarel (is that quarel or what?) with someone... so basically today i am down... feel like crying but no ppl here to support so cant cry lah... haix...

Saturday, July 02, 2005

long time no blog...

hi guys... sorry kinda busy (its actually LAZY) lately... so dont really blog lah... hehe...

busy what? study lah... haix... i tell you ah stpm really sucks man...

well for your information i am now taking stpm at tar college... stpm is like a-level for malaysian...

err... beside ordinary biological science stpm core subjects, which are general paper (pengajian am), MUET (malaysian university english test), biology, chemistry and mathematics T (dunno technical mathematics or pure [tulen] mathematics... hehe...)... i decided to take another subject as an extra subject... which is 956 further mathematics t...

i got the permission from the school to follow the further mathematics classes with other A-Level students... which means, besides my stpm classes, i have to attend 6 or 7 hours' A-Level further mathematics classes per week...

i do have two interested extra subjects to take... which are further mathematics t and geography... hehe... i would like to take these two subjects in stpm but unfortunately, i can only take one... so... what i planned to do it... taking geography ALONE in stpm 2005 (this year) while take further mathematics t with other 5 subjects in stpm 2006... haha... sound weird huh? hehe... anyway i dont know whether i can still register for stpm this year one or not since i ask upper 6 ppl they said they registered early this year... haix... i hope i can still register for this one subject lah... hehe...

well guys pray for me :P haha... hope i can cope with my studies, my love and anything else at the same time lah...

for your information i am moving... move to a place which near my school and it will be much more easier for me to go to school, compared to spending 2 hours to get to school from my house in selayang by taking bus and lrt... haix... hehe...

well hope all the best to you guys lah ;) so see ya...