sad guy...

what's wrong for being a gay? i'm a gay. so what? if you dont like me then get lost. dont stay there and interrupt my life.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

interview...

today, this afternoon, i went for an interview session as a translator at Ascom Media... oh i applied for a day's leave on friday hehe...

kinda funny when i reached the company... i saw staffs watching tv and typing at the same time... i was like "umm oh thats what a translator do... bored~~~" i felt bored for that since i am not that kind of people who's watching korean drama or tv everyday... so... - -"

okay... got into the office, handed over my resume and application form and some certs... that fella asked me to go to somewhere else for a 'little test'... which is actually translating 'some' text from X to Y...
*X and Y can be replaced by Chinese, English and Malay... means, there are some to be translated from English to Chinese or to Malay, from Chinese to English or Malay, from Malay to English or Chinese...

you know what? for that 'little test', i spent two hours, from 12 noon to 2... sitting in front of the PC, figuring what should be the rigth word and translating and typing etc... for two hours NON-STOP-ly... that is so so so... SHIT~~~ haix... :'( kinda tough - -" but done it anyway :P

it's still remain unknown whether they want to hire me or not. i am not sure but... i also dont know - -" hehe... dont know whether i am suitable for this job or not... dont know whether how will me myself adapt to the new working environment... bla bla bla...

for now, i am waiting to see whether OCBC still wants me or not [my contract ends at 3rd June], and whether Ascom wants me or not... If both dont i will just have to look for another job loh... haha... well, just hope that everything will be fine :)

first time...

one very funny news to all my friends...

i changed my image =p i got my hair dye... WHITE colour... not my whole head but only the front part and the back part... somesort of highlight but with big patches...

my brother is the one who's 'in-charge' of my hair and... he's kinda happy for dying my hair in WHITE (ya... totally white~~) successfully... hehe... he said white colour is kinda hard to get to the one like mine cause most will stay as grey or milky yellowish white...

well... i got one thing bothering me now...

what will my boss say about this? - -" should i just wear caps everyday from now on? haha...

honestly i dont think he will like this, at all... so i am planning to wear caps from this day on until the last day i am there... hope everything will be fine =p haha...

sorry that i dont have a camera to capture the pic of my hair colour... so... you'll see when you meet me lah XD hehe...

take care~~

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Bjork again :S

well will it be kinda bored to listen to someone who kept on talking about the same thing over and over again? haha... unfortunately i am going to tell you again XD haha...

i was walking around CM and i found something really precious...

Bjork's CDs from 1993 onwards... though not all but most of them are there... i was like OMG THIS IS SO SO SO GREAT :P... if i had the money i will surely buy it... haix...

save money for that lah hehe... it will cost me about RM280 loh... hope can get discount hehe...

we'll see ;) HOPE I CAN GET THEM WITHIN 200 LOH~~~

Saturday, May 13, 2006

sin-chew...

walau... i was so 'lucky'... walked all the way from asia jaya lrt station to sin-chew... cause tadak feeder bus at that time (i was too lazy to wait lah haix) so just walk lah haha...

honestly i dont know where sinchew is but i just agak agak remember its located at jalan semangat... so... just roughly 'read' the map and walk for it... arrived asia jaya station at... 9.15 plus minus... then... haix... very cham ah haha... walked for one hour++ to locate it XD...

how to say... ok well... i left the station, turned left and walk straight til i saw a t-junction, and i turned left again cause i saw the papan nyata showing jalan semangat = left... then... kept on walking n walking n walking n turning n turning n walking... - -" for one hour straight non-stop :'(... then... i found that I WAS BACK AT THE SAME PLACE... :'(

so SHIT lah haix... my mood was like... sucks X(... anyway... in short* i then tried another route and finally reached :P i was so SHIOK... HEHE~~~

*if you want long stories i can tell you that... but kinda bored cause there are so many factory names etc hehe...

i found that... i was so satisfied by being successful to walk to sin-chew, even though i walked for one and a half hour long... :) when i reached there i almost forgot that i walked so long haha...

haix... nothing lah just a little stupid story to share and for you to laugh haha... take care~~~

Friday, May 12, 2006

30-Famine...

well i am going to Sin-Chew tomorrow morning for that 30-Famine volunteer training camp... i am one of the volunteers for 30-Famine so... i am in :P hehe so nice~~~

but dont know how to go leh - -" have to take lrt til asia jaya then feeder bus... thats what i know for now... hope that everything will be fine :) hehe...

renovation?

well my house is being re-renovated now... the front there + the garden there...

- -"

dont know what will happened lah haix... it is raining almost everyday :S so haix...

let's see what will my house become later lah... ;)

Thursday, May 11, 2006

money money money...

hey guys... life is kinda sucks when there isnt any money in your pocket or bank account... especially when tenants arent paying their rents... - -" this sucks man...

i am the one who is collecting money from everyone of them and bank-in directly to our landlord's bank account... and well... we are owing people lots of money... :(

from now on, due to some incidents etc, everyone of us will need to take our about 500++ per month for this few months, to clear our debts + every month's rental fees...

kinda hard for people who is not working... it's hard for me too, even though i am working - -"

life is hard, especially the one you love or you loved says something hurts. the scar is there and will remain there for the time being.

so? what can do?

bottoms are the ones who are being hurts most of the time. agree? haha...

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oh ya... my contract with OCBC is going to end at 3rd of June... dont know whether my boss still want to continue me or not haha... hope so... at least secure my income first loh haix...

friendships are troublesome... money is worst... love? sucks.

Bjork's Enjoy...

Another song of Bjork... Enjoy... from her Post album... i kinda love this song hehe... try to listen to it :P both the album version and the live version... enjoy~~~

i wish: i want to stay here
i wish: this be enough
i wish: i only love you
i wish: simplicity

look at the speed out there
it magnetizes me to it
and i have no fear
i'm only in to this to

enjoy

i wish i'd only look
and didn't have to touch
i wish i'd only smell this
and didn't have to taste

how can i ignore?
this is sex whitout touching
i'm going to explore
i'm only into this to

enjoy

Bjork's An Echo, A Stain...

Bjork - An Echo, A Stain... hope that you all will like it :) This song is in her Verpertine album...

She touched
My arm
And smiled

One of these days
Soon
Very soon
Love you 'til then
Love you 'til then

Feel my breath
On your neck
And your heart
Will race

Don't say no to me
You can't say no to me
I won't see you
Denied

I'm sorry you saw that
I'm sorry he did it

An echo
A stain
A stain

I can't say no to you
I can't say no to you
Say nothing

Free falling
Complete

Monday, May 08, 2006

我的厨艺~~~

赫赫。。。

我的厨艺。。。不是很好。。。亦不会很烂。。。

只是属于中等中等的阶级而已。。。

人说,要绑住男人的心,就要先搂住他的胃。。。所以噢。。。反正我样貌就输别人一大载了。。。所以就要在内在那边下苦功一番。。。赫赫。。。

所以噢。。。想再做饼。。。以前的我时常都有做饼的。。。只是最近没什么时间而且又没有器材所以就没什么做了咯。。。

怎样讲都好啦。。。现在的我要对烹烤这一方面下番功。。。。

昨天刚刚做了shortbread。。。味道还可以。。。只是面粉有点少所以。。。比较松软了一点。。。- -" 还好它本来都是这样的哈哈。。。

现在我想做葱油饼。。。馒头。。。之类的。。。没那么麻烦。。。至少不会用到烤箱。。。我住的那边就是没有烤箱咯哈哈。。。谁要sponsor吗?哈哈。。。

各自努力吧。。。

加油了。。。

Sunday, May 07, 2006

cookie-ing~~~

currently baking cookies~~~

nothing much special about me, so dont expect too much hehe...

take care guys.