being an ordinary looking guy, i am basically just work and work and work without thinking much of the others. well, there is nothing much i can really do since i am not a popular guy for i am not handsome nor having great shapes.
18 this year and still haven't got a clue what i want in life, but one thing's for sure, im no longer a closet gay anymore, although family members still have trouble accepting the fact.
I like classical arts, eg stage acting, dance. i love music, especially new age genre. can't live without all these. oh by the way, i love sexy underwear. hahaha.
Some people said the first impression i gave them is that i am serious and cool... but then when they got to know more about me, they said i am funny and full of emotions... haha guess you could say i have different kinds of 'faces' in front of different people... but isn't that how it works? you can't treat different people similarly. some people just don't deserve to be treated nice too. but im actually a real nice person to hang out with, just for a casual chat or anything.
I am a good friend but most probably a poor lover... I used to lead horrid love life... but still, i need someone special, very very much... why is it so hard to find?
well just whatever... kinda tired for all that happened... hope to have a really good good rest...
