Saturday, May 31, 2008

finally...

well well... finally there goes the first week of my studies... haha... things are just... err... normal, still. haha... have to re-pick up my learning skills and responsibilities... preparing lab reports... (forgot the format somemore - -") assignments... mentoring peer mentees etc... >< things are getting more and more... hard? perhaps. haha...

oh btw, brought keith along to school with me - attending the maths lecture with me hehe... since its only one hour (2-3pm) class for the whole day so mah ask him to accompany me loh... :) jagdeep and some of my friends said that i look... kinda different that day. did i? haha... maybe i look sweet :P hehe... :) and... there is a coursemate of mine in physics stream (sorry but i seriously dont know your name, but i know you are the great photostating manager for physics stream hehe) telling me he actually googled all (or some?) coursemate's name in order to search for their blogs or anykind of... documentations? haha...

thanks for telling me this, cause i honestly never really think that there will be people reading my blog loh... >< serious~

of course, if time and everything allows i will try my very best to blog whenever i could about whatever ups and downs of mine... haha... will slot in more and more commitment i think... and i hope so too... :P

anyway, erm... do comment loh if you dont mind hehe... of course i would like to interact with YOU one mah... :P hehe... take care~ and thanks a lot... ^^

*hug* a warm hug for you~ :D cheers~

Thursday, May 29, 2008

studies and stuff... ><

school had been started since this monday... means i was actually studying for 4 days d... haha... :P kinda... err... not that 'adaptive' to studies life after one month of holiday loh... >< anyway, im very happy to see my friends back :D bitches are back to bitches again~ haha... :)

have lots of things to do and settle... planning a north malaysia driving trip to kampar, penang et cetera with the bitches... haha... ^^ the TE1 bitches are all the time including me, carmen, jess beng si, sheau wei and katherine... btw katherine is still back in her hometown at sarawak area... :( she was admitted into hospital last sunday 2am due to her stomach problem... pity her loh... :( anyway she was discharged 2 days later which was tuesday back then... hope can see her soon loh :)

as for keith and i, well... things are going well and smooth for us... :) bless us more~ and we will show you our results - dedications and commitments... :P sounds... too fast huh? haha ya i know too but... hmm... feelings loh~ :) hope that our feelings will remain long and always on lah... cheers~

Sunday, May 25, 2008

now... ^o)

the sparkles between keith and i.

hmm. hmm. hmm. it seems that the sparkle is 'dwi-hala' one... hehe... :P means both directions loh... :)

i like him a lot. it seems to be kinda funny and not that practical to like someone so much after knowing him for roughly 2 days only... but... the feelings is strong... really strong... lets hope that our relationships will remain 'alive' for long... really wish to have a stable relationship with him. hehe.

now think back... we are really alike leh haha... our face... slightly look alike... love languages... same for both primary ones... thoughts and some tiny particulars... quite same. haha... :P

wish us good luck. :) and... have to clear some relationship debts d...

Saturday, May 24, 2008

recent, again.

see the recent me. it seems that im kinda like... lost? haha... :P

hmm... went back to school this morning only to find out that my temporary (tentative) class schedule for this semester is coming out only around 2pm... so i went to KLCC instead...

it was Isetan's member pre-sales today (23rd May 2008)... so so so damn crowded... i reached there around 11am but still, the car park was kinda full of cars d... ><><

anyway, went up to G floor (in Isetan still) and straight walked to the Biotherm counter... got a set of biotherm dunno what set for rm270 (org rm 350+-)... paid and went up to the Isetan departmenture store and bought 2 boxes of green tea tea bags and 1 box of strawberry tea bags and another box of lemon & lime tea bags... hehe... i think i will love both the strawberry and lemon & lime tea... :P hope i din choose something wrong loh... :)

after all this shoppings, would want to get myself out of Isetan for some fresh air... but a sales girl of CK fragrance caught my attention... she was promoting the new fragrance - CK one summer special edition... blue colour bottle... quite nice :P hehe... was thinking to get the whole box set - including a bottle of 100ml of CK one summer special edition + a bottle of 100ml of CK IN2U female edition + a bottle of 100ml of CK one electric for rm472... you guys think its worth it? haha... honestly i was about to buy d but... after thinking a while that i seldom (or dont really) use perfume then... haix~ din buy at last... though I REALLY WANT TO BUY... ><

went out and shopped at the body shop... it was having 'up to 70% discount' sales too... :P so... went in and bought myself 2 tubes of seaweed purifying facial wash... roughly rm9 per tube only after 70% discount... original price rm30 for one... haha... ^^ went to towers record, bought 3 albums... one is from daniel lee - daniel, listen together - a compilation by a few malaysian artists and the awakening of happiness OST... :)

hmm hmm... it seems that i bought a lot of stuff huh... HAHA... i seldom spent like this one lah... :P ^^ long long time once loh... hehe... have to release tension one mah right? haha...

went back to school after shoppings and got the latest tentative schedule for next week... hmm... wah... monday got chemistry practical d ah... haha... let's hope that something interesting will happen hehe... :P

met a UM student called keith online. from tt. :) he's kinda nice hehe... ^^ hope that some sparkles will occur and stay long loh... :) wish me good luck this time... :P bleh~

around 10pm just now, went to lcct of klia to pick up my aunt coming back from brunei... asked her to stay longer but she just wont want to... haha... too bored in brunei i bet... :) so left my house around 10.30pm, reached airport around 11.45pm and after fetching her, reached home (after sending her and her son home of course...) around 1.00am... haha... averagely 1 hour 15 minutes per way from my house to airport and vice versa... ><

who's going to pay for the fuel and toll ah...... >< die me~ haha... :) hope that things will get smooth soon~ gambate~

Thursday, May 22, 2008

别人的甜美生活。

看着别人过的甜美生活,听着莫文蔚的甜美生活,想着自己要的甜美生活,好像都跟自己差一大载的。

赫赫。近来的自己好像都没有什么特别的。学校放假所以没有念书,都空闲了差不多一个月了,下个星期终于要开学了,有点期待再次见到自己的朋友们。赫赫。。。

都不知道应该说些什么。赫赫。

最近看了很多女佣看的印尼连续剧-发现印尼人拍的连续剧都很笨。那些悲剧的女主角们都非常非常懦弱-完全完全不会反抗的。未免笨到太离谱了吧。。。是我的话我肯定会跟那些欺负我的人拼过的。哈哈,这可能是我最刚硬的一面吧。哈哈。。。

。。。

超级闷的。唉~

刚才弟弟sms来要借我的手提电脑用-因为他的坏掉了正在修理当中。我答应借给他,可是讲了他两句之后他就闹脾气,连借都不要了。

算了吧,平时得空的时候连sms都没有一个,现在有事情的时候才会记得要找我。真的是有事钟无艳,无事夏迎春。赫赫。可悲的我。

没有朋友,没有弟弟,身边好像连一个真正的朋友都没有。色坯就有一堆。。。

:(

悲惨的生命,倒不如结束掉算了。

teo, im thinking of committing suicide too. haha... sounds stupid huh? thats just me, oh and you too. so the conclusion? both of us are stupid :P we cant deny this - both of us are just pessimistic which other smarter ones (or those fucking arrogant assholes) may just see as 'very stupid'. haha.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

心情。?

嗯。很无聊的一天。看到某人写的东西,心有点痛。赫赫。

没想到分开一段时间了,心里还是会有点想念他。现在要怪就只能怪自己当时的不用心吧。赫赫。都过去了,还能怎样?变了心的男人就等于是失去了的了。挽回也没用-你最多只能挽回他的肉身,他的心你永远都得不到了。

。。。

有点心痛。赫赫。

我很喜欢说的一句话:男人都是这样的。现在好像要运用在我自己的身上了哦。赫赫。

之前尝试在一个宠物论坛结交朋友,没想到那里的人也一样是那种很厉害的人。自己厉害就能够批评人家。哈哈。

算了啦,这些地方去了也没用。本来还想要找朋友的,没想到朋友没找到几个反而被炸了好几回。人家已经尝试吞声下气了,你们还那么逼近来。真是过分。

算了吧,反正对你们来说,多了一个那么烂的朋友是那么地委屈你们,不如离开好了。反正我就是在哪里都不受欢迎的。呸。

回到自己的强项区-钓鱼。赫赫。。。

老娘钓鱼的功夫,不和你们一般的哦。。。很串哦?没办法啦,被人家炸到这样惨了,如果不这样‘自我鼓励’的话恐怕会成为下一个自杀的人了。哈哈。。。

:P

我爽~

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

irresponsible me.

hmm. being shot by some forum members saying that i am irresponsible - for my pets' thingy...

eg. bibi kena caught by bandaraya fellas, gigi's bad skin condition and terrible living environment, 2 puppies resulting of bibi raping gigi and not neutering bibi and not spaying gigi, unfair treatments given to jimjim so on...

...

yes i know i am such an irresponsible pet owner here. and i also know that you are so holy and saint. you did nothing wrong before. haha.

so funny.

as if all of you here is so so so high class and high standard - having very good moral ethics and very rational and responsible.

honestly i am not. not as GREAT as you guys. haha.

im off for same standard fellas like me loh... dont worry i wont bother you guys so much d. and i wont let those stupid stories of mine bother you all also... haha... :P

ciao~

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

bored me...

hmm... currently having school holidays until 25th may... that means still have 2 weeks to go.

honestly, normally during holidays i will enjoy a lot but not this time... im kinda bored as there isnt much people to spend time with etc... haix... nothing much to do alone... pc games... what else can i do? wish to online and chat with lots of people but... unfortunately not much interesting ppl in my msn list too... haix...

basically, i dont have much friends in kl. what can do :( so-called a 'defined loner', huh? haha...

hmm what can i do now? online foruming? haha... this while im trying to mix into the lyn (lowyat.net) forum - the pets lover section... but i dont think i can mix well with them. cocky arrogant people. bleh... haix...

now trying to mix with homeapet forum... hope that things will work out smooth loh... haha...

going to oyoung's talk - sex and religious - this thursday (15th may 08) at our PTF center... and this saturday going to shayne's doggy - milo's shiong kai party... haha...

hope to know more people, and fill my life with more activities perhaps? :) lets hope that things will work out smooth for me loh... haix.

hope to cheer myself up. :)

spore trip 2. con'd...

我的新国手记

2008年5月4日星期日早上9.00

终于到新加坡了。入境了,没什么大问题。基本上每个人都是在等护照被盖上了印章而已。我也不例外噢。赫赫。在看到自己护照上被盖上了第一个印章的那一刻,有些爽。哈哈。

p.s. 我才刚更换我的护照而已。所以里面是空空的。

在离开柜台走去搭电梯的时候,那个刚才在火车上活泼的小女孩喊我:“koko, bye bye…”赫赫。很可爱的女孩哦。向他们(她妈,她和她弟弟)挥挥手之后就上手扶梯离开了。

离开了入境处,走到外面去搭巴士,才发现自己没有新加坡硬币。。。唯有硬着头皮跟在火车上坐在我前面位子的帅哥换两块钱的硬币。赫赫。换了钱顺便聊(撩)一下。哈哈。

上了一辆去woodlands mrt的巴士。本来是要用我n年前的ez-link的,可是用了才发现我的卡正处于负资产的状态。哈哈。唯有投进刚才换来的一块钱硬币。赫赫。还好刚才有换哦,不然就吃蕉(赤脚[走路罗])了。

到了woodlands mrt站,在第一时间去到ticket vending machine那里top up我的ez-link卡。加额10块钱-现有余额7块多而已。然后就去搭mrt去boon lay文礼站。从woodlands搭到jurong east再转车搭到boon lay。到boon lay那里的时候大概10点左右。。。

SMS了我朋友说我到了,就在火车站里面的一间店名叫做take away的饮食店买了一杯八毛钱的thai iced tea(既泰式冰奶茶)。味道除了有些甜之外其实还算不错。赫赫。多一下朋友就到了。等他打包了早餐之后就跟他回家之后就放下行李和洗澡。之后就跟他和他一个一起住的朋友去了bugis区逛。

就这样,3个男生就搭着火车到bugis站。然后就去逛街了。赫赫。我朋友说碰巧今天是星期日,新加坡市场在周么时时常都会有减价和促销的。赚到了哦~逛街。逛街。还是逛街。可是最终的收获只是一件baleno的粉红和白色线条的衣服和一件白色短裤而已。哈哈。

逛了,买了,走了,累了,吃了,休息了,就回家了。哈哈。洗澡后就休息了。累扁了。。。

基本上新加坡没有什么很特别的东西。和马来西亚的东西差不多,唯一不同的就是很贵的价格吧。赫赫。穷人就不应该旅行的。。。唉。。。穷人的悲哀。哈哈。。。

Saturday, May 10, 2008

shooping spree.

hmm. went to 1u with my cousin lyn from brunei just now... shopped for stuff and clothes... and spent... roughly rm500 on clothes and skin products... :(

hmm... let me see what WE had bought...

first thing - zerohour - zh mix coloured motif l/sleeve shirt - rm20.00 (promotion bah. original price rm109.90 then 1st promotion rm50.00 and now its the further promotion) - tony... its a long sleeve shirt, green colour... quite nice :P

second thing - smart connection - lady knitted pants cotton cvc - mix colour - l - rm19.00 (promotion also. originally rm39.00) - tony... its a... err... lady's pants... for jogging use one...

third thing - rufffey - fbb ts - rm10.00 (still promotion... original price unknown) - tony (STILL MINE) a black tee-shirt... i like it a lot hehe... especially the gold lines at the sleeve there... while lyn bought a green dress for rm27.50 (50% off for rm55)... she likes it a lot too... at least it seems. hehe...

fourth thing - guardian - cellinique pro sebum gel * 2 + neutrogena skinclearing toner - total rm296.80 - lyn and tony... so expensive pro sebum gel. haix. not my money anyway haha... :P

fifth thing - romp - white jacket * 2 - total rm89.80 - lyn and tony... one for her and one for myself... mine is a sleeveless jacket with hood one... hehe i LOVE it so much... ;)

so overall we spent quite a lot leh... haix... >< kinda like... the first time i ever spent so much for clothings... hmm... well, changed me.

HAHA...

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

my Spore trip...

Part I... on my way to Spore from KL...


我的火车手记

2008年5月4日星期日早上6.37

在去着新加坡的ktm里面。听着noir的soundtrack。火车如常地抖震,人心依然冷淡。看不见、听不到一丝温暖的片段。这里唯一温暖的,恐怕是ktm本身残旧的空调吧。赫赫。

有人问为什么会选择搭火车下新加坡。回答说,想要尝试和体验一下火车的味道。所以就选择了火车。

朋友好心劝告说乘搭ktm就肯定会迟到的。哈哈。这我也知道。就从来都没有乘搭过准时的ktm。不知应该高声呼喊malaysia boleh还是一笑罢之就好了。赫赫。可笑。

长途巴士,坐到闷了。汽车,没钱打油和给toll钱。飞机,搭过了。(说穿了,其实也是没钱的关系,有钱的话应该会选择飞机吧)

本应于昨天晚上9点一刻从kl central启程的火车,果然又发生事情了:某地方的火车路有损坏,所以乘客们必须以他们提供的巴士去到gemas(seremban区吧)的ktm火车站等待那迟来的火车。

等到晚上10点左右,巴士终于启程了。去到gemas的时候也将近午夜12点了。肚子饿了,所以就在火车站的canteen吃了一碟3块钱的炒饭和喝了一杯1块钱的teh ais。超便宜的说:吉隆坡已经很难很难找到这个价钱了吧。虽然味道一般,胜在够便宜吧。

从午夜12点等,所有的人就像我这样一直等。就是在等待火车的来临。本应该在午夜12点52分抵达的火车,由于“火车路受损”的关系,拖到了午夜3点。

在这漫长的数个小时里,没有什么好做的。唯有在车站那里坐着观察其他乘客。乘客们男女老少华人印度人马来人日本人韩国人外国人。。。统统俱全。

很难得哦,在一个这样小的火车站里竟然可以看到如此多“不同”的人们:不同种族、宗教、国籍、语言等。。。

午夜3点15分,久违的火车终于抵达了。上了火车,对号入座。坐了下来,立刻睡觉。累了吧。都不理火车如何地抖,它有它抖,我有我睡。河水不犯井水,赫赫。

醒来的时候已经是早上6点许了。看着窗外暗黑的天空越来越亮,好像在说着:又是新的一天了,好好活吧!

从来都没有这种乘搭长途火车的经验,虽然在本土的长途火车素质低价钱贵,就当作是在比较贫穷的国家旅行吧。这样我的心会好过很多。赫赫。

此时在想,又在想,还是在想。感觉上我无时无刻都是在想的噢?赫赫。火车在半路上停了下来,没有什么特别的原因。有没有火车站。为什么我们的ktm偶尔会这样在路上停下来的呢?不知道,也不怎么想去想在这个无聊的问题。就把这一切当作是我们马来西亚人的工作形式就好了。赫赫。很欠扁哦?算了吧,反正我们马来西亚人没有太多美德能够引以为荣的。

奇怪,火车还在倒退呢。娘咧,你退干嘛。。。还真的是倒退呢,缓慢地倒退。时间就这样一分一分地被浪费掉了。所以你说,马来西亚的人是不是时间特别多的呢?白痴的马来司机,原来是走错火车轨道了。本应走左边的竟然走到右边去了。你说是不是笨到离谱?还没睡醒酒睡饱先才来工作啦。废材。对事不对物,希望你们不会觉得我是在贬低我们亲爱的马来同胞吧。

原本应该在早上8点抵达新加坡的,我看照现在这个情形来看,不到10点都无法抵达了吧。火车停住了。废材坐东西就是这样。烂。

眼睛疼痛了,应该是休息不够的关系。唯有强逼自己闭上眼睛休息吧。赫赫。

2008年5月4日星期日早上8.45

现在火车停在johor bahru的ktm站那里。刚刚有几个官员上来检查乘客们的护照。。。现在的我就听着utada hikaru的be my last。心里没有想着什么,只是想快点抵达新加坡,开始在新加坡的旅途吧。哈哈。

现在都不知道是在等着什么的呢,应该是在等着火车轨道和护照检验吧。赫赫。头脑接近一片空白的状况,不知道应该写些什么。此时旁边的轨道来了另外一艘火车,是往北方的方向去的。没什么特别的东西。