suicidal thought.

been having this suicidal thought all this while since i was single.

i know its theoretically and logically wrong to think that way, but to a certain extent i dont seem to be able to contain and constraint those thoughts to the original tiny closet.

its like, pandora box being opened and the thoughts are all over my mind. :(

emo 2~

seeing so many "happy new year" kind of posts etc, how can i be happy when i am in this kind of situation?

 

emo-ing a bit here and there... hmm. no worries. i will go through it.

 

have to learn to rely on myself bah...

hmm... emo post ><

一個兩個壞消息連著而來。。。 ><

 

我要堅強一些！至少在你們的面前我要看起來堅強。

 

你們沒辦法一起去玩，沒關係。。。雖然手是打字說"別擔心，我們這班最flexible的！"，可是心裡好像在流淚。。。 ><

 

哈哈，偶爾emo一下～身心更健康。

 

好啦，emo完了，發完瘋了，是時候回到現實的實驗室裡了。赫赫。。。