me? sucks.

'kena accident' and took one week's leave at home... thought can relax a bit or go somewhere else haha... dont really feel like working since working place is full of pressured... some more shane, who was my boy for only one week, decided to dump me after that week of being together... he told me that he had another guy in his mind, and they had sex, too. GREAT huh? being so FUCKINGLY NICE to me, being so FUCKINGLY HONEST to me by telling me that they had sex while still being together with me...

haha... why all my ex's are like that? why all of them chose to dump me? why? am i really that SUCKS? haha... thats the reason loh hehe...

alex. cheated on me and disappeared. haha luckily that happened in the first month we being together.

then stan... who had the two-year pledge and i love him so much. but now... he had a girlfriend. he told me that when i called him. haha... i should be happy that he can actually become normal again huh? but... kinda hurts that he failed to keep the pledge... haix...

then joe... chose to have a break too. why? we arent suitable to be together, he said... the next guy shane said the same thing too. am i really that SUCKS to be a boyfriend? haha...

kinda moody and dont have the 'omph' (the energy) to work and study...

:(

sad guy with sad face again...

haha...

my image oh... :P haix...