Wednesday, July 15, 2009

yin & yang of me… ><

wasnt feeling very well since keith left to korea for his HIS (hallym international school) student exchange program for one month – from 28th june till 2nd august…

i do miss him a lot of course… kinda cant get used to it since he left – cause he was staying with me for roughly 3 weeks in kampar before he fly over to korea for this program… so… its like from ‘being together’ to ‘being alone’ all in a sudden… it sounds ‘reasonable’ for me to… err… have this together-alone shock, huh?

so… as a results, i am just being… weird in my classes. sometimes talk to them a lot, sometimes being a silent hunter etc… haha… >< cant really get used to it up until today, 2weeks+ after he left…

being… ‘hormonal + psychological’ imbalance, i went to tesco yesterday with jess and bought quite a lot of things… spent rm62.90 alone. haha… for 1 bathroom mirror, 2 water tumblers, 1 microwavable tupper-ware, 2 packs of peanut butter biscuits, 2 bottles of shampoos + FOC conditioners, 5 packs of candies (ok, promotional one) AND also 2 cartons X 24 cans of shandy (buy one free one, okay~)…

brought home the tesco booklet with me… and planned to buy MORE things back to my house in selayang… by ‘mix and match’ and ‘calculating’ in the booklet… i think most probably i would need to spend rm200++ AGAIN for those groceries + tools + anything + whatever… haha…

is my behavior some sign of any… err… mental disturbance? illness? or what? ><

keith in korea is roughly the same too, he said… i kept on spending and shop, he kept on munching on biscuits… >< haha…

oh ya btw, i bought myself a dslr camera… konica minolta maxxum 5d… its an old digital slr camera, but i think should be good enough for an entry level boy like me… hehe… :)

besides, i spent rm3xx for bjork’s surrounded box set, which i had been aiming and dreaming and… err… wanting to get one but never (for its price loh…) do… ‘finally’ im able to make this decision, huh? :S

kinda funny that i kept on spending and spending and spending in this while… haix~ if kept on spending like this i die loh~ ptptn also havent come in yet… haha… :P

btw, i kept on blogging this few days too, huh? :P so is it something good or bad…? >< whatever~

and btw again, im going to sit for my first midterms paper 11hours later – 6pm… yet i just roughly read through 2 chapters and i still have another 4 chapters to go~ ><

die.

haha… :P bleh~ take care~ ^^

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