not happy. what can do?

hmm. my boyfriend is coming back today (Saturday)... dunno what time though... after 3 weeks of working trip in Singapore.

i know he work really hard as the project head. hope that he will have great achievement ins that. haha.

we did quarrel about the fact that he didn't really have time for me. i was wondering... is it really possible that you are that busy to the extent that you cant even send me a little free message using online ocs?

i know i might sound very rude to you sometimes, but please understand that i need you. i really need you for me being lonely and totally alone here. i need you as my hubby to comfort me and love me. you know?

well, i have to apologize for being not obedient to you sometimes. sorry for letting you worry about me, frustrated about me, angry or whatever bad images i gave you. i hope that you will try to accept me slowly as i will try to adapt to your lifestyle and a life with you, too.

i love you. :)

please don't leave me alone crying in the dark.

p.s. thanks teo for correcting my spelling hehe... you see im praising you here~ happy or not haha...