sad guy is still sad guy.

well, this sad guy is still the same sad guy who began and wrote this blog on 14th January 2005.

now, 2 years + 7 months. i am still the same pessimistic guy.

:(

hmm... what should i tell...

a little summary for myself...

getting weaker and weaker mentally. having hypertention and more and more serious insomnia.

having so many boyfriends all around. but at last none of them really helps.

poor, but still capable of spending a little bit money for myself. and now no more money d. cause spent all d mah >< haha...

desperate for accompaniments, and no one really satisfy me in that. great.

dont really know what is in my mind lately. confused about everything. work. love. money. whatever.