NERD LOOK me...

i bought myself a new spec... hehe... i think quite nice lah... what do you think? haha...nice? hehe...
ok near LOOK... kinda... err...scary huh? HAHA...
well, me still me :P

the mask 2008... :P

Well well... ladies and gentlemen, let me present to you... THE MASK 2008 EDITION... hahahaha...

nice kah? (A)

not too goodlooking in... green mask huh? haha...

hmm... DONT SEE THE NAKED ME...

BAD LUCK ME...

well well... really bad luck this few days :(

hmm... where to start my story... lemme see... :P

okay. one day............ - -"

serious lah :)

on last thursday (3rd april), i went to pasar malam with a few classmates of mine... nothing much happened at that time... so i went home after sending them home loh...

then... bathed and slept around 11+... had a dream after that... i think there were 2 parts of my dream... but anyway... in the FIRST session of my dream, i just remember my eldest brother took away a t-shirt from me... but i dont really mind... then dont know what happened d... haha...

as for the SECOND session, what i could remember is... my aunt woke me up from sleep and asked me to fetch my another aunt (from new york one... long time no see her d :P kinda miss her...) i said okay and i went down to first floor, just to find out that the first floor was TOTALLY EMPTY as if there isnt anyone staying here... and the maingate opening wide... >< being shocked and... err... still shocked, i immediately ran upstairs and knocked VERY HARD on the doors wishing to notify everyone... then... *green represents my DREAM WORLD :P

woke up d. HAHAHAHA...

it was 3.30am in the morning... >< woke up with sore-throat... :( still wandering about the dream i had just now... haix... what had happened... :( sent a few sms to a few people telling them about this weird dream... haha... most of them replied in the morning... hoho...

after that? continued to sleep loh. HAHA...

woke up around 7.40 in the morning... gosh kinda late d >< was thinking that might be late for the 8am class... :( then rush and rush and rush... reached school and entered classroom around... 8.15am... luckily it was a lecture class... :P over 100ppl inside ^^ so not too embarrassing hehe...

at that time i was still fine... but around 10am (after the lecture class) my body was kinda... hot :P [i know im hot~ but this hot aint that hot... ><] drank more water and continued in the chemistry tutorial, but i was getting more and more uncomfortable... :( was being slightly dizzy and having quite high fever... so i skipped my coming chemistry lecture and went home instead... >< just dont feel good loh... haix... had 2 tablets of panadol acti-fast, and slept from 6.30 to 8.30pm... felt much more better at then hehe...

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jump jump jump~~~

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my aunt and my cousin they all went to kedah and thailand... so i have to take care of the place for them... have to feed the fish and tortoise and take care of the miniature schnauzer... haha... things are getting fine until...

11.25pm, when my ex (ah long) called me, telling me that he was stuck in the Kuang KTM station... *kuang is located in between sungai buloh and rawang...* he asked me to go and fetch him... - -" i have no choice but to go... who ask me still like him a bit leh... haix... the problem is: i dont know where the hell is kuang. the stupid guy - -" if he went down at rawang or sungai buloh then it will be much much much more better and easier... cause pekan kuang is actually a very very very small and... err... kinda like left-out place... ><

went online and search for maps for kuang... din really find :( haix... bad bad day... managed to find one... but not very clear... better than none anyway >< so just drove there... with Jim Jim (the miniature schnauzer)... haha...

departed around 12am... after turning and turning and turning and accidentS... (you see... accidentS... not accident... means more than one accident happened - -") i reached that fuckingly stupid kuang ktm station around 1am... :( got him and sent him back. not even a thank you - -"

did some calculations after i reached home (NOW)... ESTIMATED that...

toll fares
- from rawang - sg buloh (U) $1.60
- from rawang - sg buloh $2.00

petrol/fuel
-from 675km to 730km... approximately 55km... roughly $11.00
*based on RM50 fuel catering 250km...

accidents (estimated car repair fees)
- right front rim
- right back bumper
- left front bumer
maybe $400?

so total.. roughly $420... >< who's paying me back... :(

regretted d. haix... wont be so kind-hearted next time. i SWEAR!!!

oh ya. so fucked up.

haha just remembered one thing:

i got a saman this afternoon.

what the fuck. started driving to school since last month and only for one month + a bit, already been issued 3 fucking samans lah. what the fucking hell is going on with the fucking police leh. haix...

got one accident there on 28th jan 08... knocked and scratched a green old satria at the bumper and mar-kat (above rim there)... wgx 5803... then went to find him the next afternoon at his office there. he said he went to 3 big garages and got the quotations of roughly rm700-900 loh. what the fuck. then after some little discussions and consultations, decided to go to nearby garages for quotations and of course, the price is subject to my negotiation lah. haha... :P

went to pj old town there... jalan penchala... the first one, got the quotation of roughly rm480 for all including a 2nd hand piece of bumper + metallic spray paint + "katok mar-kat" etc... haha... he said (luckily!) he wasnt confident with the guy so we headed to another garage, which is actually just beside it... after some test-drive by the 2nd guy and some negotiations and consultations bla bla, got the quotations of only rm350... :P haha ^^ so just paid on the spot loh...

so bad luck hoh. what the hell lah... haix... kanasai me... thats really kan-ni-na-bu-ci-bai ah~ (bad words. dont learn lah) ><><

new things...?

hmm. going to have the ever first test in utar - mathematics. haha... dont really feel 'nervous'... kinda confident? maybe. hahahaha...

ok... lets see... tomorrow's time table... totally full from 8am till 6pm. - -" 2 continuous sessions of practicals (chemistry 8-11 followed by biology 11-2), then continued by mathematics test from 2.30pm till 3.30pm... then forgot got what replacement d haha... ><><>< anyway, after that had kfc lunch (after so long never had fast food oh) and left d... supposed to meet-up with rain from setapak around 10 minutes later so have to rush :P haha...

left mid valley when he reached university lrt station... 5 minutes' drive there only... :) met-up with him and went to ikea that side... walked through ikea and bought some stuff for myself... :P

bought a clothes rack, a something to hang on the rack and keep small stuffs, and a pack of 4-piece square mirror... cost around rm50 nia... :P haha... then went to the ikea AS-IS corner... found a wardrobe, org price rm199 and now selling for only rm139~ :) aiming for it~ since only a very small part of the wardrobe is damaged (got scratched a bit nia mah~) which i dont mind at all... haha... :D so im planning to drive estima over on this coming thursday (valentine oh) and get it dissembled and bring it home loh... :P

after that, went to the curve with Rain and we were wondering around the street there for food... haha kept walking for at least 2 rounds before we decided to have our dinner at sakae sushi... his bill of course. haha ^^ so nice of him~ :P

hmm... this valentine ah... need to study. then need to go get jim jim back from the pet hotel. oh ya need to go to klia to get mi and they all home too... haix... busy me. hahahaha...

was going to date jeffrey, only to find out that he and his friends are going to pd on that day. he said i never date him earlier. so... - -" 'dont think that valentine is for lovers nia.'

...

what the hell...

anyway, bought 1/2 dozen of bi apple donuts at the curve for jeffrey... PURPOSELY. i know he likes them a lot so wanted to give him a surprise or something like that... dropped rain at wangsa maju lrt station and headed to cheras there while sms-ing with jeffrey... and found out that jeffrey is going to his friend's house to take ang pow and stuff, thus he is too busy to entertain me.

...

fuck.

the 6 pieces of donuts how ah? throw away? haha... damn lah. just keep them for my breakfast tomorrow morning lah. what can do.

kanasai.

i dont feel your love lah jeffrey. why want to act until like this.

:(

treat me better if you can loh, okay?

bah. im having maths test tomorrow... haha... but never study yet. haix. whatever. want to sleep d lah~ haha... :D

fuck it lah~ bye bye~

new life...?

hmm...

currently studying in UTAR PJ, foundation in science (biology stream).

today is my first day here, and im already late for one week (orientation week)...

kinda... err... terrible and blur. haha. dont really know what to do at first and... >< blur blur man~ haix... reached around 8.15am, went to the first class venue PA004 but strangely there isnt anyone in... so headed to PA009 the foundation office, wanted to check with the foundation officer but unfortunately there isnt anyone in it... TOO! 'MC' konon-nya~ then had no choice but to leave loh... waited from 9+ until 10+ for my first tutorial class...

my first lesson - economics...
- -" i was a science student and NEVER touch economics before... anyway managed to listen and get something out of it loh hehe... hmm... kinda basic and simple so im still able to cope with it... so lucky :P haha... class began at 10.20 and ended at 11... was hanging around the school while doing nothing~ blue blue blur blur~

after that went to the DSA and collected those stuff like folder, lanyard, schedule and bla bla... the same cocky ugly guy who told me 'PC offline d so you have to come back again'... >< din like his face at all haha... so... err... kanasai :P hehe...

its around 12 now, and my next lesson is at 1pm. what can do? online loh. haha...

i miss jeffrey. wonders whether he miss me or not... hmm... baby you know i miss you? :) hope to see you soon...

just now one of the puppies felt into the drain and cried out really loud... so had to leave the pc for a while... went to check it out...

the white one was whole wet and was out from the caging area when i reached there... tried to wipe off or shake off some water from its body but still, its still that wet. so i decided to give him/her a warm bathe... haha...

after bathing it for a minute and putting it back into the caging area, realised and remembered that bibi (the black male father) was being captured by majlis perbandaran staff :( so... left only 2 dogs and 2 puppies now... so i've decided to name the 2 puppies after him... Dai Bi (means big bi) for the while one and Sai Bi (means small bi) for the black one... :P

hehe... so... what do you think? haha...

o btw, Dai Bi's fur is long and kinda... furry while Sai Bi's is... short and neat. haha...

i like my puppies :)

hmm...

hmm...

im working now. at aeon credit service. hq/pf (head quarter/personal financing) department as a collector.

hmm... just like a legal ah-long... everyday just call customers asking them to make their payments... haha... sounds bad huh?

i am actually wondering... some customers are being soft and nice... while some customers are stubborn and stupid. they kept scolding or complaining that we are bad for kept on calling them for money... but they forgot one very vital thing: the money is loan by us. i am sure they forgot how grateful or happy they were at the moment they got the loan and do their desire things.

some customers are just jerks. purposely hung up our phone calls or simply ignore them... >< and then only make big fusses when pick up our calls accidentally or in office... saying that we kept on bothering them by calling and calling them. they dont, and never know how hard we work to try to get them. not at all. stupid huh? haha...

while some nice ones, i do feel sorry for their unfortunate stories (they said one)... but some are just... 'no $ to pay'... - -" hello... please lah you all... when you know you need to pay back for the loan, save your salary and pay for what you bought, instead of wasting all your money for stupid things. haix...

well, im working since 20 nov, and most probably only until end of december... i am accepted into UTAR pj campus for one-year foundation in science followed by three-year bachelor degree in biomedical science in UTAR kampar campus... hope that everything will turn out fine and great loh... :P

i am horny. HAHAHAHA...

69 cafe~

had dinner with my friend from Brunei at 69 cafe there... ah Teo lah haha...

ordered their dunno what sweetened peanut sauce chicken with white rice... hmm... taste a bit... weird? haha... anyway din really taste the peanut woh... taste like japanese so-yu (soy sauce)... doesnt really taste good honestly... haix... :(

then the drink... Teo ordered an ordinary lemon tea and i had a cup of creamy mint shake... haha... i think it taste quite nice :)

i dont think i will be going back again... since its a little costy for some ordinary standard food... haix... :(

but the drinks is nice... so maybe go back to drink again loh haha...

GiGi's new born puppies!

few days ago GiGi gave birth to a puppy and followed by another one in the next day... here can see the pics haha...





this one the first born... born on 13-11-2007... male or female ah? i think female gua... got lin lin tit one hehe... not yet named... what do you suggest?


this one second born... born on 14-11-2007... also dont know guy or girl oh ><>

im so so so happy oh~ haha... :)

LATEST PIC of mine...

hmm... FORCED my brother to cut my hair for me... haha... got my front and beside ear there short and my back there remain long... :P see this pic after styling... sorry kinda blur ><
hehe... took these 2 pics while i was taking a ride in the monorail in Genting... :P

looks... err... kinda young? haha...

alamak act cute pulak - -" dont vomit lah... ><

my niece and nephew...

cute nephew Jason and cute niece Yoyo... :)

Jason in Army suit...

Jason in... err... tiger - -" i think its for his kindergarden concert thingy haha...

Yoyo laying on the wooden sofa...

cute girl and a-bit handsome guy. HAHA...

pics with Vicky...

some pics with Vicky the 18m miniature schnauzer that i took care for my brother's colleague who went to hong kong back in August... :P



hmm... nice? haha...

my cute pets :D

haha... just some old pics of my pets Gigi and Bibi... share with you :)



both pics of Jim Jim... belongs to my cousin... cute male miniature schnauzer which is around 10 months only... :P the above one around 4-5 months then the other one nearly 10 months... cute leh~ haha...


hmm can take this pic for BigHeadDog thingy haha... Bibi :)


Bibi and Gigi... they are siblings...



i just love them so much :) very nice and cute pets to have honestly...

pics from phone.

hmm...

looked and searched through my phone and realized that i have quite some pictures which i never post before haha... so i decided to post all out :P hehe... :)

hope you guys will like that lah...

btw, i dont photoshop my pics. thats why i dont look nice. :P or characters are blur etc... hope you dont mind >< ...... back to august... haha... there was this little boy wearing flag as clothes... im wondering isnt that illegal? haha... but its a malay so i dont think there is any problem loh...





kinda cute though haha...

一人一半 - 881主题曲

《一人一半》
改编词：小寒 曲：伍家辉 演唱：伍家辉

一人一半 感情不散
一人一素故 感情才会久
时光累计 安静的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵
这样的人 这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚 不计伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人 别笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷 就算残忍
等你想起这没用的人
已经找到爱 为何要离开
时光累计 安静的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵
一人一半 感情不散
已经找到爱 为何要离开
已经找到爱 为何先离开

这首歌是新加坡电影《881：木瓜姐妹》的主题曲。音乐很不错。希望你们有机会的话也下载来听听看。

最近的自己。

嗯。

最近的自己。

究竟是怎样的呢？

。。。

想想。

。。。

不懂。

发觉自己越来越不了解自己了。

这怎么可能啊？哈哈。

不懂。

可是它还是发生了。

。。。

喜欢上很多东西。很多食物。很多酒。很多钱。很多很多。。。

听起来不错吧？哈哈。

可是。。。

。。。

我也喜欢上了很多人。

。。。

我很坏吧。

三心两意的自己，常常惹到很多自己不想要的，也失去很多自己想要的。

很矛盾吧。

我蛮喜欢的嫌我不专情多情，

我不喜欢的嫌我不领情绝情。

。。。

世界。

不懂。

晕。

五月天- 天使

五月天 天使

曲:怪獸 詞:阿信
Capo:2 Play:C

Intro: C G ｜Am F｜ C G/B｜ C （｜:一個小節的意思）

C Am F G
你就是我的天使 保護著我的天使 從此我再沒有憂傷

C Am F G
你就是我的天使 給我快樂的天使 甚至我學會了飛翔

Am Em F C
飛過人間的無常 才懂愛才是寶藏

F G(彈第三把位封閉的G，感覺比較有起伏XDDDD)
不管世界變得怎麼樣 只要有你就會是天堂

C G Am Em
像孩子依賴著肩膀 像眼淚依賴著臉龐

F C F G
你就像天使一樣 給我依賴 給我力量

C G Am Em
像詩人依賴著月亮 像海豚依賴海洋

F C
你是天使 你是天使

F G
你是我最初和最後的天堂

間奏 C G ｜Am F｜ C G/B｜ C



谁愿意弹这首歌给我听？哈哈。

raya trip~

hi hi... selamat hari raya to all...

im in ipoh now... hehe... reached in the afternoon, after some so-so traffic problem in highway... the traffic condition is still acceptable honestly... since it isnt too stuck haha...

again, reached in the afternoon, rested a while, went for dinner... we planned to makan ipoh's famous nga choy kai (chicken with bean sprout).. but when we all arrived there, it was so crowded. yes. CROWDED. haha. took some pictures, and will upload them later and you can see by yourself.






so we patah balik and drive to other nga choy kai shops but, VERY UNFORTUNATELY, all 3 of them which we visited, their chickens, WERE SOLD OFF. HAHAHAHA...

so... what we can do? only drive back to a food court near my uncle's house and makan loh...

i had ostrich with rice and mushroom soup... the meat is quite nice... but the mushroom soup is like - -" tasteless ><


oh we had satays too... not just ordinary satays but do have PORK satays and PORK INTESTINES satays besides the ordinary chicken satays... then got salted chicken also... nice :P hehe... took some pictures too so you guys sendiri tengok lah...


haha... basically it was quite a nice trip lah~ will see whether got anything interesting tomorrow... :)

hehe... just my pics :) [ugly me though :(]

hmm... pasar malam :P hehe... the thin ban chiang kuih is nice... its crispy outer layer wrapping crunchy peanuts and sweet corn and some sugar... very nice hehe...


hehe just my pic :P i know im ugly lah~ but at least give me some face ok~ hehe... what do you think of this pic? look kinda... feminine? :P or i grew fatter? :(

haix... weight around 58-60 nowadays... need to reduce it... control diet >< haix~

third day of sibu-kuching trip...

hmm... after that lunch we went to buy birds' nest... hehe... cheaper compared to those in kl one... i think it's one of very few things that is cheaper than kl ones haha...

this one... one box of ten pieces of birds' nest... cost only RM120... i think its more than 150 in kl right? hehe...


look into my eyes~ you are going to like me you are going to like me you are going to love me... hehe...

err... i look good in bandanna? sometimes can be really nice one leh~ i mean me wearing bandanna lah haha... ^^



dark dark me~ you cant see me you cant see me~ hehe... purposely make it dark one :P so you cant see me clearly haha...

unfortunately din take much pics... more to come when i can access the digicam... :P

take care guys~

second day of sibu-kuching trip.

for second day... went to eat the famous beef noodle...

this is taiwan style beef kuey-teow with soup... the thick vermicelli they use is very different haha... very nice :) i think they made it themselves or something...


this is fried dumpling aka sui-kow... lots of meat inside haha... i think its quite worth it :P hehe...


this is the beef meat ball + beef... and the sweet-spicy sauce as well...

hehe... REALLY NICE LEH~~~ you guys should try if got chance :) its just somewhere near sibu's town centre there... in a shabu-shabu restaurant... they said its the only one taiwan style shabu shabu restaurant so... i guess its not that hard for find for sibu ppl hehe...

first day of sibu-kuching trip.

went to sibu and kuching with my aunt they all... all of us 9 people :P hehe... taking airasia flight of course - -" no money for mas airlines :'(

well... was in sibu for the first 2 days which is 28th and 29th... then take a flight to kuching on the 30th... so basically its like 2 1/2 day for each place loh...

erm... to be very honest with you guys... nothing much to see in both sibu and kuching loh... the food is nice though. hehe... so basically this whole trip is for FOOD... haha ^^ nice food...


food of the day - 28th sept in Sibu...
















This is what they called 'kong pia', which is slightly deep fried bun with pork or chicken in it... quite nice :P hehe... the skin is kinda crunchy haha...


see the meat inside? haha... yummy~

















then this is the so-called curry-laksa... east malaysians call it curry laksa while we, in west malaysia, call that curry-mee... haha...
one thing thats different from the west-malaysian curry-mee... they use thinner vermicelli noodle unlike us using yellow thick noodle... haha...
















thats our lunch for the first day - 28th sept... more to come :)

broke with seraph.

hmm...

today is the day where seraph and i broke.

nothing much to say, but the fact is that: i am the one with guilt.

i have an affair and i told him that. being honest with him, and resulted in being dumped. cant blame anyone because its all my fault, right from the beginning.

my hot temper, my stubborn-ness etc...

i am just not a good boyfriend.

:(

well, take care.

take care seraph, and hug me christopher.

(such a bad women)

hmm. i dont think there will actually be people browsing this blog honestly. i dont expect people to visit anyway. for me not being someone popular or active or whatever may make me popular.

conclusion? i am not popular, i dont expect people to be wondering here, and i am writing things to everyone and no one. haha.

...

well, i dyed my hair purple. hehe. dark purple. pic? maybe will upload it one day.

i am taking care of a miniature schnauzer for my brother's colleague who went to hong kong for holiday trip since yesterday (saturday WHOLE DAY)... and i am sending it back today around 6pm to wangsa maju my brother's saloon there... a whole black male 1y8m miniature schnauzer... haha... kinda cute but aggressive at the same time. so basically i have some problems keeping it off my 3 dogs at home. haha.

today is the day~

:D

he is coming back today~

hope to see him really really soon ;) i miss him a lot~ hehe...

dear, let me know when you reach kl okay?

haha...

not happy. what can do?

hmm. my boyfriend is coming back today (Saturday)... dunno what time though... after 3 weeks of working trip in Singapore.

i know he work really hard as the project head. hope that he will have great achievement ins that. haha.

we did quarrel about the fact that he didn't really have time for me. i was wondering... is it really possible that you are that busy to the extent that you cant even send me a little free message using online ocs?

i know i might sound very rude to you sometimes, but please understand that i need you. i really need you for me being lonely and totally alone here. i need you as my hubby to comfort me and love me. you know?

well, i have to apologize for being not obedient to you sometimes. sorry for letting you worry about me, frustrated about me, angry or whatever bad images i gave you. i hope that you will try to accept me slowly as i will try to adapt to your lifestyle and a life with you, too.

i love you. :)

please don't leave me alone crying in the dark.

p.s. thanks teo for correcting my spelling hehe... you see im praising you here~ happy or not haha...

recent. me.

couple up with a new guy. so far he is the only guy offering a stable relationship, and he is quite mature too :P i feel like attaching to a mature guy for a stable relationship.

honestly, i prefer a stable relationship compared to those immature ones or even ons. although i did involved in ons before. i want a stable life with a loving and caring partner, staying together stably and of course, spending times happily too. as a day-dreamer, i always dream on a life where i will stay with my hubby, i am taking care of him and he is dealing with people outside... sweet but obviously, it seems to be impossible for now.

due to my dirty past, my hubby asked me to 'fast' for 5 months long and go for a HIV test after that. I dont object much about that. because i know he does care for me and himself, and we would opt for a good and healthy relationship.

anyway, he did feed me twice :P hehe...

we did have some quarrels, and honestly, i started or caused most of them. to him, i think i am too immature.

sad guy is still sad guy.

well, this sad guy is still the same sad guy who began and wrote this blog on 14th January 2005.

now, 2 years + 7 months. i am still the same pessimistic guy.

:(

hmm... what should i tell...

a little summary for myself...

getting weaker and weaker mentally. having hypertention and more and more serious insomnia.

having so many boyfriends all around. but at last none of them really helps.

poor, but still capable of spending a little bit money for myself. and now no more money d. cause spent all d mah >< haha...

desperate for accompaniments, and no one really satisfy me in that. great.

dont really know what is in my mind lately. confused about everything. work. love. money. whatever.

pencinta wanita~

Pencinta Wanita... lyrics with guitar chords... :P

[Am]ku temukan dalam [E]pencarian
[E]cinta sejati untuk[Am] hidupku
[D]kurang lebih yang [Am]seperti dia
[F]ku harap dalam [E]cintaku

(play with the same chords and tempo)
ku tak mau menjanjikannya
pasti bahagia bila denganku
biar dia rasakan sendiri
betapa gilanya cintaku..........

CHORUS~
[Dm]aku memang pencinta [G]wanita
namun ku bukan[C] buaya
[F]yang setia pada seri[Dm]bu gadis
[E]ku hanya mencintai[Am] dia

[Dm]aku memang pencinta [G]wanita
yang lembut sepert[C]i dia
[F]ini saat ku akhiri[Dm] semua
[E]pencarian dalam hidup
[F]cintaku ternyata
[Dm]yang ku mau hanyalah[Am] dia..

Bridge - 'reverse' Chorus =p
kamu memang pencinta wanita
namun kau bukan buaya
yang setia pada seribu gadis
kau hanya mencintai aku

hey i like this song :P perhaps someone can play while i sing haha... :p just crapping around lah~ take care...

so pissed...

i am sooooooooooooooooooooo pisssssssssssssssssssssssed offffffffffffffff................

shit.

around 4 like that i drove WEG6806 and wanted to bring seraph to the nearest jabatan pendaftaran negara at desa kepong there...
-the stupid government office close at 5...
-it was raining DAMN heavily since 2 or 3 like that...
so1: i thought of leaving only when the rain stop but eventually the rain baru stop [around 4.30]
so2: that SUCKS :(
so3: FUCK the RAIN lah~ REALLY so KANASAI (means, like shit)

hmm... i bet none of you really understand what i want to express right? haha... haix... not in the mood to blog nicely XD haha just want to express my anger AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

:P

okay... have to arrange something out for you (and for myself too~)... lemme think...

last thursday, 7th june... dunno which fucking bugger stole seraph's hp and wallet, with his atm ic and LOTS of CASH! *due to some unknown reason his stupid supervisor drove all the way from kepong to subang jaya taipan (which takes around 30 minutes), just to give him his salary... in front of everyone... at 1am. okay that is really stupid right? i cant believe in that his supervisor is really that 'KIND'... or what the fucking hell is actually going on? shit.

something funny is that, he din call me or anything to inform me of anything. i knew it only when i called him few days later. somemore i only knew that he lost his phone.

i dunno what is actually in his fucking mind... you know what? okay try to imagine this...

-my bf lost both his hp and wallet at 7th june.
-he told me he lost his PHONE (ONLY his PHONE) when i called him around 10th june.
-i realised he lost both his PHONE, WALLET, IC, ATM & CASH 1500 (FUCK!) only when i went to his hostel out of a sudden, thought of giving him a surprise... at 13th june... who knows? i am the one being so damn freakish surprised of his fucking news.
-i only knew the CASH he lost is around 2000 (OH YEAH I AM DYING!!) yesterday night, 14th june, on our way back from my brother's working place to my home...

what the fuck is this? so? what can do? why is he being so phlegmatic? why cant he be more independent? that is so feminine and i dont like it at all.

so? what i did?

went to find police station like hell on wednesday evening. just want to lodge a police record for his sim card, and an investigation (which i thought it was possible in the first few days but not now, after one week...) for his lost items too, if possible.

today, friday... seraph's offday...wanted to bring him to jpn to report his lost IC and for a new one as well... who knows, those fucking malays got their extremely long fucking worship and coffee time on every friday. so the working hour is 8am to 12.15pm, then BREAK from 12.15 to 2.45, then continue working again from 2.45 to 5... we woke up around 11, had lunch and it was 12+ d... so thought of going at around 3... who knows the fucking god was so stupidly cruel, it was raining since 2+... so what can do? it was such a heavy downpour!!! you want an amateur driver to die in a road accident? haha... so we were like... forced to wait for the rain to stop, or at least become smaller and lighter... waited until 3.45 and the rain FINALLY became smaller. so have to rush there before those stupid malay pigs say stuff like 'dah lewat dah next monday baru mai lah' (its so late d you come next monday lah)... you know? all those malay fellas are so lazy like pig. thats why they dont consume pig as pigs are their relatives! haha!!! so were rushing there and when we arrived, its around 410 only... but FUCK! he forgot to bring his wallet (to be more precise, its that he din thought of bringing it) and i dont have enough cash with me. so?

shit.

you can imagine what's next.

ok thats it. my blog sucks. thats why there isnt much ppl coming... haha...